At this point, I couldn't care about the other meanings of Yu Bing's words, and I couldn't wait to know when he first saw me. And when Yu Bin saw that my eyes were full of doubt and urgency, his eyes were stained with a shallow mist, making his whole person look as if he was covered in sadness.

He made sure to me again if I really wanted to hear the story. Driven by curiosity, I couldn't care about anything else, so I nodded at him and motioned for him to hurry up and tell me. When he saw me like this, he took up the bottle and bought the glass again, and then drank all the wine in the glass in one go, and then slowly spoke:

"When you had an accident a few years ago, the first person to call the police was actually me. When those four men tied you to the car that day, I happened to see you. But because I was far away from you at the time, even if I told them to let you go, there was no way to stop it from happening, it would only make them run away faster, so I kept silent and called the police directly. But I didn't just call the police, I called a car and followed you while I was on the phone. But then I lost you, and when the police found me, I was looking for you with the police. We searched the map for a long time before we could identify a few places they might take you. It wasn't until we found the second location that we found your traces. By the time we arrived at the scene, the girl had already passed out on the ground, and as for you, I don't need to repeat it. ”

"I don't think I'll ever forget what you were like for the rest of my life. The blood stains on your tattered clothes, your messy dusty hair, and the lonely and desperate look in your eyes shook me greatly. It's hard for me to imagine what you've just been through, or even what you'd be treated like if you didn't know anything. At that moment, I really hated myself, why didn't I find you earlier, and let you be a girl here to endure these things. ”

I know that Yu Bing's words were not made up by him, because when he told me about this incident, the anger and self-blame in his tone could not be pretended. And for so many years, there has been a question that has made me very puzzled, that is, who called the police that day.

The incident happened suddenly, and I didn't contact anyone, so none of the people I knew knew that I had an accident, including Fu Chengwen and Cao Yunxiao, who I asked Fu Chengwen and Cao Yunxiao later, and I also confirmed that it was not they who reported to the police. So since none of them called the police, how could the police find me? It can't be that Ruan Jinling's fool called the police himself. So afterwards, I also quietly asked Uncle Haicheng if he knew who reported this incident to the police. As a result, Uncle Haicheng was also hesitant when he answered me, and he used the bad reason of protecting the privacy of witnesses to prevaricate me, which made me doubt the identity of this mysterious person.

When I was fine, I almost thought about countless possibilities, but I never thought that the person who called the police for me turned out to be Yu Bing, who had never met me. I really want to thank him for saving my life, but somehow I just can't put that into words. I cleared my throat, trying not to let myself get trapped in that bad memory, and then said to Yu Bing:

"But you didn't know me at that time, so there's no need to feel sorry for me."

"You see, you're always in the habit of turning away the good of others. I feel sorry for you, not because I feel sorry for you as a person, but because I feel sorry for you, no matter who it is at that time, I will be distressed, and the reason why I will take special care of you after this is precisely because I am the one who knows the inside story of this matter, I hope that this story can always rot in the stomachs of those of us who know, and no one will mention it again, and I really don't want this matter to cause too many bad effects on you in the future. ”

"Then why did you choose to become a teacher?"

Compared to Yu Bing's chaos, I showed so much calmness, but in fact, if some people could listen carefully to what I said, they would find that I would tremble when I said every word, which I couldn't control, because of the instinctive reaction brought about by fear.

I really don't want to think about it anymore, because every time I mention it, my fear deepens, and insomnia is the most intuitive reaction. I don't want to repeat what I experienced when I first came back, neither my mind nor my body could take the blow.

So I calmed down for a long time before I decided to move on to something else.

"Being a teacher was actually an accident, in fact I was ready to take another job, but I have actually been observing your dynamics for the past few years, and when I knew that the school that invited me to be a teacher was your high school, I gave up my major and became your homeroom teacher."

"I do have selfishness, but this selfishness is not to see if you have really stepped out of that shadow, but I want to create an opportunity for myself to protect you and take care of you. I know you might think that what I said was false, not true at all, because after all, we didn't know each other before. But I really didn't lie to you, when I saw that you were like a little beast at that time, desperately trying to fight back because of fear, I felt that I must protect you well and never let you be hurt again. ”

"I just didn't expect that we hadn't seen each other for so many years, although I haven't changed, but you have changed a lot. I'm so glad to see that you've grown up and can better protect yourself, but I can't help but blame myself when I find that there is still a shadow left by that incident in your eyes. ”

"So I try to do everything you want, but I want to help you but you turn me away, you always look at me as a strange person, but in fact I just want you to have a little fun, a little more pleasant, as if you smiled, and the sin left in my heart could be lessened a little."

"Xiaobai, you believe me, I really just hope that you can stay away from those pains and hurts, and get rid of those shadows. I know you don't need my protection, but I still want you to know that I'll always be behind you, and that I'll always be there when you need me. ”