By the time Biyu returned, Bilo had already moved the quilt and bed they had brought from the bedroom to the kitchen.

The thick haystack was laid, and then three quilts were placed on the hay, and then three quilts were brought in, all of which had just been transferred from the house this afternoon.

"Biro, is the hot water boiling? Wait for the lady to wash up. ”

"No, no, I've already cleaned up and burned it here, you drank too much today, right? The headache doesn't hurt, why don't I cook some decanting soup? "Li Jicai still bought a lot of food today, maybe you can cook a little sweet soup in the evening, of course, it's already the middle of the night, and it's not too late to cook it tomorrow.

"No, no miss, the slave has eaten enough today, and now she is still stuck in her throat! No, no, I can't drink anymore. Bi Luo made a look of surrender, causing Li Jicai and Biyu to look at each other and smile.

After picking up, the three of them were already tired, and after untying their coats, they each got into the bed.

Bi Luo had already thrown the stove into Li Jicai's quilt in advance, so that she could hold it in her arms when she slept at night.

In order to maintain the temperature at night, Li Jicai filled a pot full of cold water in a large iron pot, then put a lot of firewood in the pot, and shoveled a dustpan of stones and threw it in.

I don't know how long it lasts, but in the second half of the night, it should be enough to sleep.

"Everyone is tired today, hurry up and go to bed, and tomorrow we won't be too late to get up at noon." Li Jicai patted his quilt to make it more fluffy and soft.

Then I comfortably nested in, and when I got into the quilt, I gave enough of the panicked small heater on the side of my legs, and then hugged it in my arms, warm and overturned, and felt very comfortable.

I sighed deeply, because I had been busy, and the alcohol had not yet passed, my whole body was hot, and my feet, which would have been cold in winter, felt warm at this time.

Li Jicai closed his eyes slightly, then listened to the breath to adjust his breathing, and prepared for sleep.

Lee Ji-chae slept in the middle, with Jasper and Biluo on her side. To be honest, Li Jicai hasn't slept with anyone else for a long time, so there is an inexplicable awkward feeling.

was thinking wildly, when someone suddenly spoke next to him: "Miss, why do you want to be an official?" "The voice is Bilo's.

The candles had been extinguished, and the inside of the house was quiet, and the snow and moonlight outside, it seemed that the outside was brighter than the inside.

The silvery light came in through the window and shone on the kitchen table, not on them who were hiding in the darkness.

Li Jicai couldn't see or see the expressions on the faces of the sleeping people next to her.

"I just want to do it, I want to be able to enter the court one day and become a powerful figure." Li Jicai is not only saying her heart, but also the external rhetoric of many people who want to be officials.

"Miss is so talented, the slave believes that Miss will be able to do it."

"Do your best, know the destiny of heaven, there are some things that I can't decide." Li Jicai just wanted to say that the time was not early, so let's stop talking and go to sleep.

But Biyu couldn't help but speak: "The same woman, miss, is the reason why you don't want to marry because you have a sweetheart?" The slave took the liberty and asked the young lady for forgiveness. "Jasper had never asked such an abrupt question.

It seems that her two maids are really curious about her.

"Maybe, but you have to know that the joy of youth will eventually be defeated by reality, especially the other party, who may not like you.

There will be many sufferings, many sins, and many tribulations. It is not good to put people in your heart, in heaven, and wherever you are, it will only make you more humble, humble to the dust, and then humble all the time, and keep humbling until despair.

Whoever moves his heart first, he will suffer more sins.

So if I had known that this was the result, I would rather not have been moved at the beginning. “

Li Jicai said very slowly. Very indifferent, very calm tone, but inexplicably made Biyu and Biluo feel frightened when they heard it.

"Miss, the slave doesn't understand this, but I've seen what the young lady said from the script, it's really like the men and women in the script, but the slave hasn't met any man who can make the slave like this?"

Bi Luo said boldly and directly, compared to her sister, Bi Luo was a little reckless.

"Maybe it's just because you didn't meet you, right?" Li Jicai hid in the quilt and laughed sullenly, why did she say such a thing to Biluo, who didn't understand anything.

"Did the young lady meet you? What did the young lady encounter? Later, didn't that man marry a young lady? Biro asked reluctantly.

Although Biyu felt that Bi Luo's question was very rude, she actually wanted to know who Li Jicai's sweetheart was? Or what kind of person it is.

"He's a big guy, he's very good-looking, and I just liked him because he was very handsome and beautiful.

Haha, then he saved me once, that is, once in a very embarrassing situation, and then he came to his aid, and I am very grateful to him.

It's just that because of his status, he hasn't been able to have the opportunity to thank him, and later, when he had the opportunity to get along, he found out that that person was actually extremely unreachable.

And that person wasn't, wasn't, wasn't perfect, didn't care about me, and even if he did, it was just to take advantage of me. “

The inside of his throat was sticky, as if something was blocking it, so that Li Jicai didn't speak so freely and comfortably.

Or maybe it's because they drink a lot of wine today, and they bring wine with a lot of stamina, and the more they drink, the easier it is to get into.

Li Jicai obviously knew that he shouldn't say these words to Jasper Biluo, because after saying it today, it would probably reach the ears of the fourth prince Jiang Xihu tomorrow.

Then, when people guess, they will be able to guess what she means by this, and they will be able to guess who she is referring to.

However, because he has been blocked in his heart for too long and too long, if he can't say it, Li Jicai feels that he may get sick.

After coming here for so long, she found that there was actually a lot of distress, and there were many sad times when she needed to confide in someone, or if she didn't say it to someone, at least to a dog, to something, and if she kept holding it back, she would get sick.

So tonight he said it on the spur of the moment, and he didn't regret it, that is to say, others knew and understood.

Some people's likes may be drawn as prisons, but some people's likes, perhaps, are not so disgraceful, at least they have the courage to say it.

"Does the young lady still care about him now, do you still like him?" Hearing Li Jicai's somewhat ethereal voice, Bi Luo couldn't help but ask again.

"Hey, after going through so many things, there's nothing I don't care about, I like it or not, and I'll never be together anyway.

There are too many obstacles, and sometimes you may still have fantasies in your heart, or there is an uncontrollable excitement, but when you come back to your senses, you will know what to choose, what to do is best for you.

After all, I have nothing left now, and I am not afraid of losing it again, but there are some things that cannot be abandoned, and I still can't give up, and I must have a bottom line as a person.

Did you know?

There used to be an old woman living in this small courtyard, a pair of sisters and brothers, and a tall, strong and handsome dog, the dog's name is Xiao Erhei is very cute.

The old woman lives at home and takes care of the overall situation, the younger brother goes to the academy to go to school, the sister grows vegetables every day and goes to the market to sell vegetables and become a vegetable seller, and the little Erhei is at home to take care of the family.

Although it is hard to go out early and return late, it is also the happiness of ordinary people. “

Li Jicai gradually spoke, and a few tears fell from the corners of his eyes as he spoke.

I thought I wouldn't care so much anymore, I thought that these things were over, I thought I would try to let go, try to forgive, try to tell myself that people can't be resurrected after death.

Try to tell yourself that you are weak and unable to fight anyone, try to comfort yourself, to forgive yourself, to let go of yourself, and to do everything possible to make yourself better.

However, Li Jicai knows that he is not the kind of person who will give up easily after being bullied after encountering misfortune.

In Li Jicai's heart, he himself was bullied, if it wasn't for being offended too badly, maybe she could choose to let it go. But if it was something he valued and the person he cared about was bullied, Li Jicai would not be able to swallow this breath.

But she is kind, she is more willing to choose to challenge the other party in a bright way, she is more willing to let the other party understand that the other party's actions are wrong and need to be repented, she is unwilling to carry out those conspiracies and tricks, she is not willing to calculate others by unscrupulous means, she is a person who lives in the light, not in the garbage heap.

Others unscrupulously succeed or fail in the end, and it has nothing to do with Li Jicai.

Li Jicai thinks that he is a strong person, he thinks that he is a person with strong endurance, after receiving so many beatings, so many hardships, and so many devastation, he still did not give up and survived in one breath.

She wants to get justice for Mrs. Fan, he wants to get justice for Li Jiye, she wants to get justice from those who killed the people he loves the most, the people closest to him, but she definitely doesn't do all this in the most disgusting and unscrupulous way.

Li Jicai has never been a person with sharp edges and corners, but she is willing to become angular for the sake of important people.

The mercy and compassion under the gentleness are placed next to it first, and then, little by little, they pull themselves out of the dust and out of the mud, and little by little they stand up again.

Become a person who cannot be despised by others, become a person that others dare not offend, and become a brave, strong and independent person.