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Heroes saving beauty are always the beginning of love, but love is not always so beautiful. Wishful thinking is naturally easier to end up married, but if it is wishful thinking, most of them will only end up with a broken ending.

She used to think they were consensual, because he chose to stand in front of her and protect her when everyone chose to hurt her. So she who was saved by him has been working hard, trying to be a qualified little follower by his side, hoping to wait until the day when he takes the initiative to show his heart. She has done almost everything for him that other girls would do when they pursue the boy they like, and she has devoted almost all her effort and time to him. But in the end, it was the reality that he fell in love with someone else.

Or this news from someone else's mouth.

She wanted to run to him immediately and question him, asking him why he never rejected her kindness even though he didn't like her, and kept giving her hope? Why do you hide it from her after you have someone you like? Hasn't he always been so gentle, even stray kittens and puppies are willing to take care of her, why should he be so cruel to her? Or did he not know that she liked him, so he didn't understand her heart?

Oh, forget it, how could he not know. She had done it so obviously, so obvious that his brothers could see it, and often joked with him about it, how could he not see it?

So why exactly?

Why on earth does he not love her?

Because she's not pretty? Because she's too stupid? Or is it because she is too weak and is not a member of the same world as him?

There were too many questions, but she couldn't say a word.

Yes, how could someone like her ask these questions. Her gentleness, her upbringing, her self-esteem did not allow her to question him why. She is used to being obedient, and she has always only passively accepted it, even if she has suffered great grievances, she will only hide them in her heart and let herself digest them little by little.

So, so she could only pretend as if nothing had happened, and continue to follow him like a little follower, and didn't make any changes because he had a girlfriend.

Later, then after he hugged her, buried his face in her shoulder, and choked up to tell her that the girl didn't love him, she changed.

She gave up her gentleness, gave up her weakness, and little by little, from the original harmless little white rabbit to Sister Nini in his brother's mouth.

Finally, she became the kind of person she had ever hated and feared the most.

Finally, she began to understand that not loving is not loving, and no matter how much she changed for him, he would not give her a second look.

Finally, she despaired of him too.

Although he explained a lot to her, he also admitted that he was sorry for her, but so what?

Can a word of sorry comfort her for so many days and nights of crying for him?

Can a word of sorry balance out all his unfairness to her?

Or can a word of sorry make him fall in love with her?

No.

But this is not the most ridiculous, what is even more ridiculous than this pair is that even if she becomes the one she dislikes the most, even if she exchanges tears for despair, she still loves him.

It's just that this love has changed its quality.

After sorting out Nini's past, the three of us were embarrassed, I don't know whether to say that this Xiao Su is too scumbag, or sympathize with Nini, an infatuated girl.

But these things aside, although this story doesn't give us many clues, at least we know Nini as a person. Originally, I was afraid that I wouldn't know how to deal with Nini when I saw her, after all, I had never been in contact with people like Xiao Su and them, and now it seems that she should be the best entry point to solve the whole thing.

The lunch break was limited, and Xiao Su was on the phone for a while and kept looking for the moon, so the three of us didn't think much about how to create an opportunity to meet Nini next.

And now it seems to me that more important than finding Nini is the moon.

If the moon didn't have any feelings for Xiao Su and was only with him to help me, then the moon would definitely not care about this story, and it wouldn't have any effect on the moon. But the moon has never hidden her emotions, and when I saw her reddened eyes, I knew that the moon had fallen in, and even if Nini's matter was resolved, the matter between her and Xiao Su could not be resolved so easily.

But at the end of the day, I was the one who caused this emotional disaster. It was I who expanded the possibility of the moon agreeing to Xiao Su, so the person who was most sorry for the moon should be me.

But how can I make up for it?

Moon won't accept my apology, after all, she will only think that she is blind again, and will not blame me for the problem.

But even so, I still can't get sick in my heart. What's more, the moon is in need of comfort now, and I don't know how to comfort her.

Is it to guide her to let go of Xiao Su? Or guide her to let go of the past and accept the present Xiao Su?

I do not know.

I don't know what Xiao Su has become now, before I heard this story, I thought he was sincere to the moon. Judging from the few times I have been in contact, there is really no one who cares more about the moon than him, but he in this story is really completely different from what I have seen. I'm not sure what kind of person he is, so I don't dare to give him the happiness of the moon so easily.

But what did the moon think in her heart? What should I do if the moon still likes Xiao Su, and Xiao Su has already changed?

On the way back, I kept thinking about this problem, I was already very upset, and Xiao Su was still calling the moon. The moon kept refusing to answer, and he kept fighting. In the end, I couldn't bear it anymore, so I said to the moon:

"Why don't you take one?"

"I didn't answer, he left me yesterday and must have gone to find that woman, and he was still missing contact with her, and he didn't appear until just now, and he still had the face to call me, did he take me for a fool?"

As she said this, the moon looked hideous, and the hand holding the phone was so hard that it almost broke her flip phone alive. I felt a little cold behind me, but I still timidly answered:

"Then you don't want to answer his phone, you can blacklist him, or you can mute him, otherwise it's always so loud, don't you think it's a little noisy?"

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