Chapter 317 I was hurt before, so I was even more afraid of repeating the mistakes of the past
Seeing that Daddy and Mommy were there, he greeted each other with a smile: "Mommy, let's go to Daddy's room to sleep tonight?" ”
Both of them were stunned, and then blurted out in unison-
"Not allowed!"
"Not allowed!"
Song Yinyin was stunned, looked back at the man beside him, his thin lips were pursed, and his face was even more gloomy.
She coughed lightly and hurriedly said, "Dabai, your father is going on a business trip tomorrow, let him rest well tonight, don't disturb his sleep." ”
"Oh."
Song Dabai nodded obediently, walked to Mommy, held her little hand, looked back at Lu Jin Han, and waved his little hand at him.
"Good night, Daddy."
One big and one small walked back to the guest room, and Song Yinyin closed the door by the way.
Click-
The guest bedroom was closed by Song Yinyin.
Immediately, a locked sound came into Lu Jinhan's ears, and he became more and more irritable, the dry towel in his hand was twisted into a ball by him, where was there still a little sleepiness?
……
At night, Song Yinyin was lying on the soft Simmons bed with Song Dabai in her arms, her eyes wide open, her eyes focused on the ceiling above her head, and she didn't feel sleepy.
Song Dabai in her arms fell asleep when she was telling fairy tales, she looked down at her son's lovely sleeping face, but her mind was chaotic.
In his ears, it seemed that Lu Jin Han's question, which seemed to be inquiring and seemed to be very urgent, seemed to be hovering over-
Song Yinyin, when are you going to talk to me about it?
She had to admit that it wasn't that she didn't have feelings for Lu Jinhan, it wasn't that she couldn't see his kindness to her, but she couldn't step through the hurdle in her heart.
Over the years, she has had a dead hole in her heart.
She hasn't looked for her other half for so many years, and she hasn't even been willing to think about it, because she was hurt too deeply by that night six years ago......
Before the age of eighteen, she was no different from an ordinary girl, and she also looked forward to a bright future.
At that time, she had a great future, and a fiancé who was emotionally stable, although she had a sister who was not right with her everywhere, but her life was quite smooth......
But after that night six years ago, everything changed.
Her mother died, Yan Kejun dissolved her marriage, she abandoned her studies, and had to leave the imperial capital with Dabai......
In the past six years, there has not been a day when she has not thought about what to do to give her son Song Dabai a healthy and beautiful life and let him live a carefree life......
She simply didn't have time to think about the relationship between men and women.
It was a luxury for her, a wound she didn't dare to touch.
Until Lu Jinhan's appearance......
He did give her sunshine, gave her protection, was a harbor for her to rely on, and gave her happiness that was the envy of all women, but she didn't think it was real.
Because, she has such a thorn in her heart - Lu Jinhan urged her to get married, did he really like her, or did he have to marry her because of Song Dabai? There is no man in this world who is good to a woman for no reason, unless she has what he wants......
Maybe a woman will always drill the tip of the horn when the wind is calm and have nothing to do, but it is difficult to find a reason to convince herself immediately.
I've been hurt before, so I'm more afraid of repeating the mistakes of the past.
All night, Song Yinyin forced herself not to think about anything, as long as she looked forward and looked at the good side, in fact, happiness was in front of her and she was within reach.
But at the same time, another voice was saying: Song Yinyin, you are sober, have you forgotten the fact that you and Yan Kejun were childhood sweethearts, but they were abandoned and hurt by him?
Then, another voice swirled in his head: No, no, no, Lu Jinhan and Yan Kejun are different, they are not the same kind of people at all, he is different from Yan Kejun!
All these sounds mingled and filled her brain, causing her to stay awake all night, until the sky showed the whiteness of the fish's belly, and she fell asleep in a daze.