(116) The pressure of being Cao Yunxiao's girlfriend
Although it was not very hot in June in the north, I was also dizzy from the roast after sitting outside all morning. The moon was basically not idle for a moment, and kept looking at the campus, as if she looked at it twice, and Ji Li could come out early.
At first, I stopped the moon, but I couldn't stop it, and when I didn't see it, she followed the parents on the railing and continued to look. In the end, I really had no choice but to give up on her, and found a cool place at the fence next to the school gate, surrounded by a bunch of parents, and sat on the ground and kept messaging Cao Yunxiao.
At this time, I don't know how many days it has been since Cao Yunxiao left school, originally when he left, he said that he would be able to come back in a few days, but he didn't expect that when he was just about to come back, his agent helped him sign another play, so he went directly to the crew of this play, and he has not come back until now.
Among actors of the same age, Cao Yunxiao should be regarded as the most scripted, and his resources are also very good, and every play has caused a great sensation. Even after the TV series ended, he didn't accept any advertising endorsements, and his popularity remained high.
These have laid a lot of foundations for his development, and if this trend continues, the awards he will win this year will definitely make her soft.
This is a good thing for Cao Yunxiao, because in a certain respect, it is a strong proof that his career has made great progress, and according to this development trend, his future development will definitely get better and better.
It's just that it doesn't seem to be so friendly for the two of us.
After Cao Yunxiao's popularity rose, he had to dodge and participate in gatherings with everyone, and most of them had to be arranged in their hotel. The two of us get along more secretly, not to mention holding hands and hugging, even if we get closer, we have to separate immediately. Otherwise, if the paparazzi take a photo of the two of us too close one day, the negative impact on him is really immeasurable.
After all, Cao Yunxiao is only a sophomore in high school, and he didn't even participate in the coming-of-age ceremony. If these evidences are used by those who have intentions, there will definitely be a frenzy of public opinion on the Internet, and there will be countless water armies to crusade against the two of us. I don't care, I can accept how they criticize me, anyway, there have always been only a few people who have been friendly to me since I was a child, and I have received too many white eyes. But Cao Yunxiao is different, not to mention that his future is bright, I don't want him to bring any stain to his career because he is with me, even his family background as a young master, and he has not suffered any grievances, if this kind of thing suddenly breaks out on the Internet, he will definitely not be able to accept it.
How could he have suffered these grievances?
But then again, part of the reason for my worries is that I hate myself. After all, looking at it, the wives or girlfriends of those celebrities are all good-looking, talented, or particularly gentle and virtuous people, anyway, to sum up, these women have at least one skill. But I don't want anything, I have a big temper, and I always bully Cao Yunxiao. If Cao Yunxiao's fans knew about my existence, and then knew that I was not worthy of him at all, I guess they would all be disappointed, thinking that he was too blind, and then he didn't have eyes at all when he picked a girlfriend, and then everyone collectively lost their fans.
This is really a common thing, and the celebrities I follow, since they were revealed to have girlfriends or have had an affair with someone, their number of fans has dropped sharply. If the man and the woman are both stars, there will even be a war between the two fans, and they will look at each other's idols unpleasantly, and find all kinds of faults. Most of the rest don't think that girls are worthy of their idols at all, even if they say that they respect their idols, they hope that these two people will break up quickly.
I've experienced this kind of thing too much, because I've heard countless girls say why I am among Cao Yunxiao's good friends when chatting. They think that he and Cheng Zexin are really a good match. Or as long as it's not me, they think Cao Yunxiao is a good match with anyone, especially for them.
Every time I hear this, I get so angry that I want to go to them and reason.
To be honest, every girl will have such a fantasy that one day she can stand next to her idol and listen to him say "I love you", but this is the dream of most girls after all, and there are very few people who can marry their idols, and it can even be said to be one in a million. The probability of this is really small, so I completely understand the fantasies of fans. However, understanding does not mean that I can accept their criticism of me, because love or fate is not something I can control, even if I am useless, I don't want to suffer such grievances in vain.
I actually discussed this matter with Cao Yunxiao, and Cao Yunxiao's idea is relatively simple, so let me not care about these things, because these are all inevitable situations, even if I care about it, it is useless, and I can't stop it. But I just don't think I can swallow it, so I always talk to him about it.
I know I'm doing this a little unreasonable, but I can't help it, I don't know why, I just can't control myself. Sometimes when I talk to Cao Yunxiao, I will unconsciously put this matter on the bright side. After Cao Yunxiao heard this, he would be very angry, and often argued with me for a long time, trying to dispel my boring thoughts.
Later, after arguing a few times, I was really annoyed, I felt that the quarrel was really very troublesome, and the two of us had been together less and more apart, and the time we could chat together was very short, so it was really stupid to waste time on this issue. So I'm really trying to control myself and try to have something nice with her.
Fortunately, Cao Yunxiao didn't blame me for this, and he still treated me the same as before. Otherwise, I feel like I've been arguing like this a few times, he's tired from filming, I'm tired from studying, and when the two things come together, we'll definitely not be far from breaking up.
I never thought about breaking up with Cao Yunxiao, including when I really broke up later, I thought of it at that time. I don't know what I'm going on, I just don't think about it at all, as if I'll be with him forever.
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