Chapter 50: Remember
Thinking of the kiss just now, Lee Jun-so's heart and brain are even more chaotic than the wish to escape back to the sleeper car!
Li Junxiu's hands were tightly on his head, he was already starting to hate himself now, why was he so careless just now, he didn't control himself, this is not a mistake he Li Junxiu can make!
He has always been so calm-hearted, he doesn't take anything in his eyes, he doesn't put anyone in his eyes, his eyes are empty, and he looks down on the worldly life, this time, the kiss just now, what's wrong?
It has always been others who take the initiative to kiss him, and most of him will indifferently refuse, but now, he ——, he Junxiu will also take the initiative to kiss others? And in such a desperate situation, what does he want to do? Do you want to hurt people?
Could it really be that he unknowingly became a goblin, as the wish called? Want to eat the goblin you made a wish?
From the very beginning, he understood that love was far away from him, and such a pure person was even more out of his reach!
When Li Junxiu thought of this, his hand subconsciously covered his heart, although there was still a feeling of beating, but Li Junxiu's heart knew very well that it would not be long before it would not beat so strongly, degrading step by step, approaching weakness step by step, and then the death of the end, disappearing into this world!
Thinking of this, his heart couldn't help but tremble with desolation, the past was dangling in his mind like a cloud of smoke, and the once drunken gold fan, luxury and glitz had disappeared without a trace in that calculated disaster!
However, if there was no such painful loss, how could he have realized another taste and lived a peaceful and comfortable life for a few years!
Everything was fine, but why did a girl named Wishing suddenly come out of his room when everything was good? The lake that caused his calm heart to ripple again, this is really an accident in an accident!
Just when Li Junxiu's quagmire-like mind was struggling, a timid voice came from behind him, "Li Junxiu, let's ...... Let's just act like nothing happened, okay? ”
The timid voice is a wish, when did she appear behind him Lee Jun-so? How could he be aware of any sensations?
What does a wish say? Nothing happened just now? He also hoped that nothing had happened just now, but what about the facts? That kiss did exist, his heart was really messed up at that moment, how could he pretend that nothing had happened just now? He's afraid he won't be able to do it himself!
But even if you remember everything you just had, what's the use? Will it be more sad in exchange? No matter what the variables are, the result is certain, his life can't resist the fate of heaven! Then you have to put everything ...... Forget it forcibly!
"What? What just happened? ”
Li Junxiu smiled faintly, and when he asked this sentence, he was stunned by the wish.
Uh, this guy's forgetfulness comes pretty quickly, and he forgets everything in such a moment? Or, did she wish that there was a problem with her feelings, a difference in her memory, just like Lee Jun-so asked, nothing happened?
After opening his mouth for a full minute, he closed unnaturally and sat down opposite Lee Jun-so, no longer speaking.
What else can be said at this time? Everyone asked like that, it seems that she is still too careful, with a temperament like Li Junxiu, how can she take what happened just now to heart?
That...... If that's the case, then why kiss her? Makes her flustered and tricks her? What do you think of her?
The more she thought about it, the more angry she became, the more she thought about it, the more aggrieved she became, she made a wish that she was not a person who could be wronged in vain, so when she thought about it, the wish was about to slap the table, just when her palm was about to fall on the table, Li Junxiu, who had been silent there, suddenly said: "What exists will always exist, I don't care if you say no to it or not, it can't be erased, it will always be in my memory!" ”
After Li Junxiu finished saying this, he slowly stood up by holding on to the car window, and the pair of Danfeng eyes with a melancholy expression looked at the clear sky outside the window, and when the corners of his lips were lightly raised, he wished that all the anger and grievances were accompanied by that dejected smile, and disappeared without a trace.
At this moment, the wish suddenly felt something, and understood something, what Li Junxiu didn't want to say, what he avoided and wanted to deliberately forget, it must be extremely painful for him, since this is the case, then ...... She...... Why should she be so cruel and sprinkle a handful of salt from it?
And, what did he say, what he said? What is he going to keep in mind? Do you remember what he said that didn't happen?
What kind of things are hidden in this person's heart?
Li Junxiu looked out of the car window motionlessly, and made a wish to stand quietly next to him, looking at his handsome face that didn't seem to be real, guessing what was in his heart.