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Pei Yuehua shook his head, tears dripping down his face, and Nangong Ling Che slowly raised his hand, his pale and weak hands holding her cheeks tightly, as if he wanted to engrave her face into his heart.

Pei Yuehua stretched out his hand to cover Ling Che's hand, he had gradually lost the temperature of ordinary people.

His hands were so cold that they made Pei Yuehua feel a trace of fear.

Pei Yuehua knew that his life was being lost, but she was powerless to stop it, and she felt unusually sad in her heart.

This is the second time Pei Yuehua has said goodbye to the person who loves her deeply, she doesn't want to experience this feeling anymore, compared to the last time Zhang Rui died, now Pei Yuehua's heart is more panicked and uneasy.

At least Pei Yuehua didn't see the scene of Zhang Wei falling, at least she kept the promise between them, didn't look at the other party's death, and wanted to hide the most beautiful appearance of the other party in her heart and keep it in her memories forever.

But now it's different, because Pei Yuehua has no way not to see Nangong Ling Che, and there is no way not to remember this person.

Because this person is so miserable, and he is too tired to live.

She thought that if a person lived too tired, he would also lose hope in life, right?

Just like him some time ago, betrayed by his boyfriend and poached by his most beloved girlfriend, how many people can know this feeling?

Now although she has forgotten the appearance of that scumbag, she still can't forget the pain he brought to herself, because the pain is too great, this is the first time she has suffered such a huge pain, and the first time she knows the feeling of being betrayed.

And she didn't want to bear this feeling a second time, but after coming here, she had to bear this feeling again and four times, and bear such emotions three or four times.

She really can't stand it anymore, her heart is so small, and it has been filled by a man, but there are people who keep trying to squeeze into her already full heart. So her grief never stopped.

Pei Yuehua's eyes were full of tears: "You died so miserably, how can I not avenge you?" And if it weren't for me, you wouldn't have died at all, I know you wouldn't blame me, but there's no way I can't help but blame myself. I think it's just a broom star, and whoever comes into contact with me won't be able to die. ”

Pei Yuehua smiled sadly: "Zhang Rui is like this, and you are also like this, I will never dare to give my feelings to a person casually in the future, because I am afraid of killing this person again, so you should not like me, I hope you can meet a woman who truly loves you in your next life." ”

After a pause, Pei Yuehua continued: "I hope you can live happily in the next life, and I don't want to see you again in the next life, or in eternal life, because I don't want to hurt you." ”

"So I hope you completely forget about me, remember to drink that bowl of Meng Po soup when you arrive at Huangquan, and don't refuse the opportunity to be free for me. Because I have already promised another man for the rest of my life, I can't give you any more promises, let alone expect anything from you. ”

Pei Yuehua said.

Although the words were cruel, they were indeed what Pei Yuehua wanted to tell him the most so far.

Pei Yuehua didn't want him to remember her, because if it weren't for her, Nangong Ling Che wouldn't need to ask for such a tragedy at all, and if it weren't for her, he wouldn't have died at all.

Pei Yuehua blamed all this on himself, Pei Yuehua felt that Ling Che's death was caused by himself, if it wasn't for himself, Ling Che wouldn't need to suffer this result at all.

I should have listened to him at all, and I shouldn't have met Pei Yuesi at all.

Shouldn't be seduced by curiosity to know so many things, if it weren't for that, then they would still be able to maintain that ambiguous relationship, and she would still be able to treat him as her best friend, the most trustworthy person.

But now it's too late, after all, there is no regret medicine to take in this world.

So Pei Yuehua hopes that he will not meet himself in the next life, and he will not remember himself again.

Wouldn't this be a relief for him, she had hurt Ling Che enough in this life, Pei Yuehua hoped that Ling Che would be happier in the next life.

Because his conditions are so good, he can find someone more suitable than himself, so she hopes that she will not bother him again in the next life, and let the two of them be the most familiar strangers.

Nangong Ling Che said weakly, "What are you talking about? Didn't I tell you not to blame yourself for this? Didn't I tell you I did it for you willingly? Sometimes I know and understand the feeling of knowing the outcome but not being able to change it. ”

After a pause, Nangong Ling Che continued: "It's like me now, but as long as you don't regret it, isn't it?" So why care so much? Yuehua, you know what? I will never regret meeting you, now or in the future, because you are the only real existence in my life. ”

"With your existence, I dare to believe that I am alive, otherwise I would really be like a walking corpse, without life and no desire to live, but your appearance has aroused my desire to survive, because of you, I feel more and more that life is a little meaningful. I also feel more and more that I still have a future to speak of. But don't you deprive me of all my hopes? ”

"Are you willing to be so cruel to me? And how could I be happy without you? My body and mind have been given to you, I can't fall in love with other women anymore, and I can't have any thoughts about other women? Whether it's in this life or the next, I won't drink Meng Po soup. ”

"Because I don't want to forget you and don't want to forget our past, I hope I can still meet you in the next life, whether you want to or not, I am willing to appear in your life, even if it is the same ending as this life, I will not regret it." Nangong Ling Che said.

Yes, he will not regret it, because she is his only true and happy, and because of her existence he wants to live.

But she didn't even want to leave it to him in the next life, he knew that she was for her good, but Nangong Ling Che didn't want Pei Yuehua to be good to him like this, he wanted her to be by her side, and wanted her to be the other half who worked hand in hand with him, even if there was no chance in this life, they would have to be a couple in the next life.