Do you want her to accept him? Xia Ning immediately rejected this idea almost as soon as it arose in her heart.

She was not a saint, and she could not have been indifferent to such a man who was dazzlingly perfect and considerate, but most of it came from emotion, not love.

If she mistakes this for love, then accepts him, and finally makes him realize that none of this is what he thinks, that is the greatest cruelty.

Jom was a very important person in her heart, and the last thing she wanted to hurt him was.

Xia Ning didn't answer for a while, just passively held by him.

Jom's expression sank, and his original joyful expression subsided, and he stepped back slightly, closing the distance between the two of them, and looking down at her.

He seemed to catch the embarrassment and helplessness in her eyes, and hurriedly reached out and patted her shoulder, and smiled hard, "Xia Ning, I'm sorry, I'm too anxious." Don't be stressed, I'll wait for you. This kiss gave me a lot of confidence. ”

She raised her eyes to look at his turquoise eyes, which were as beautiful as a pool of still water, and her expression was a mixture of complexity and guilt.

"I'm sorry, Jom......" she whispered, letting go of the hand that was holding him.

"I was just too excited, and I thought you were so good." As she said this, tears welled up in her eyes.

The last person she wants to hurt is Jom, but again and again she is going against her original intention to hurt the person who cares about her the most.

Why is she so hateful? Always take advantage of Jom's concern for himself and hurt him with impunity like this?

You know, no one is obligated to be nice to anyone all the time, but she has become accustomed to Jom's thoughtfulness and attention to her. She was so scared that one day, Jom would be so broken by her that he left her.

So she was crying, so she was sad, she didn't want to hurt Jom, but in the end she hurt him and made him sad.

She's damn it! Why is it so hateful and hateful, it's clear that the person who hurt her is not Jom, why does she just keep hurting him?

Almost, just a little, she was going to say yes to him. But her heart was struggling, and those struggles made it impossible for her to give him the response he wanted.

She knew that she shouldn't be so indecisive, and she shouldn't be so impossible, and she still had to give him hope, which was the most cruel treatment, but she still did it.

What the hell just happened?! Why do you want to kiss him, you have to hug him, let him misunderstand and make him lost!

This feeling of chagrin and guilt occupied Xia Ning's entire heart at once, so that she had no way to let go of it, and only felt that she was too sorry for Jom.

In many things, he accommodated himself in a blind way, but she always relied on his preference to do things that made him sad.

Xia Ning knew that although Jom's surface always seemed to be full of sunshine and always had a smile on his face. But in fact, he also has too much pain in his heart, but he is unwilling to add those sorrows to her, so he never speaks.

But not to say that it never means no, how could she be so confused to hurt such a man with a crystal heart?

He is a very clean and pure, and affectionate, very dedicated big boy, he should be distressed, why is she willing to hurt?

Xia Ning hated herself in her heart, wishing that Jom had never known such a hateful self.

Seeing Xia Ning shed tears, Jom panicked all of a sudden, and hurriedly reached out to wipe her tears, "Why are you crying?" I'm sorry, it's me who is bad. I shouldn't have been so anxious. Xia Ning, don't cry, okay? Don't cry ......"

He was nervous and his voice trembled. Even though her hands were full of rain, she was still wiping her tears, and in the end, she couldn't tell whether it was rain or water because of the water stains on her face.

Xia Ning grabbed his hand and didn't let him continue to wipe his tears on his face, just looked at him seriously, his eyes were pure.

"Jom, if one day, I truly let go of the past and open my heart to be sure that it's you, I will definitely accept you without hesitation. But now, I really don't want to hurt you. She said quietly, tears streaming quietly.

These words are bound to make him sad, because she doesn't know when she can really let go of the past and forget the man who has brought her countless pains.

However, if she didn't give Jom an explanation, even she would feel guilty, afraid that she would never be able to get along with him as naturally as before.

She provoked everything, of course she was responsible, she was responsible for Jom, and she was also responsible for the relationship between them.

But if it is said to be responsible, what kind of responsibility is this? In fact, it is nothing more than an empty promise with no time limit.

If she doesn't even believe it, how can she be embarrassed to expect others to believe it?

I don't want to love someone, but I love it; People who shouldn't have hurt should have hurt them, but they did.

Why is she so conflicted and cruel, letting this person who loves herself accompany her to suffer. She even felt that she was sinful, and sinfully gave him hope that he would stay by her side and not be able to find a better love.

But how dare she say it? I still remember how angry and sad he was when he asked Jom to find someone who really loved him.

She knew that there was a lot of negative energy in his previous departure, and he was very angry that she pushed him away, and he even had resentment.

She self-righteously pushed him away, thinking it was the best explanation for him. But he didn't want to, but he put both of them in pain.

It's not that she doesn't dare to feel, but this daring feeling is not strong enough to love, not so strong that he has to be. So she can't, can't give him any promises easily.

The promise that is being made so far is nothing but self-deception.

Most of the promises in this world are made because they are not sure, and then these promises made because they are not sure will eventually be broken.

However, unexpectedly, Jom actually smiled, grabbed her hand, and smiled like the brightest sunshine in summer.

"I believe in you, and I believe that I can wait until the day you accept me. Let's wait together," he said, taking her hand and smiling softly under the eaves.

Xia Ning didn't speak, but she also tried to squeeze out a smile to reassure him.

The two of them didn't know how long they stood under the eaves, until Xia Ning's sneeze broke the silence, and Jom hurriedly pulled her inside.

"You've got a cold, Xia Ning. Luckily, I know that the weather on this sea is unpredictable, so I have all the medicine ready. ”

After he finished speaking, he took out a room card and pointed down the stairs, "Your room is in the first room on the left corner of the second floor, if you don't know each other, you can ask someone." I'll help you get medicine on the yacht. ”

Xia Ning took the room card, but she grabbed his hand and didn't let him go.

She frowned and glanced at the weather outside that was still raining with strong winds, and said, "Don't go, wait until the rain stops!" Sneeze ......"

But before she could finish her sentence, she sneezed again, which made Jom even more worried.

"Okay, I'll put on rainproof clothes and go out, you don't worry about me, I'll be back soon." He patted her on the shoulder as a comforting gesture, then turned to the front desk next to her to ask for a raincoat.

Xia Ning saw that he couldn't persuade him, so he didn't stop him anymore, but just reminded him to pay attention to safety before going upstairs.

When she went upstairs, she found that although the wooden house did not look very large from the outside, it was a hole in the inside.

The design style of the log restores a very old and primitive architectural structure, with a heart-warming purity and cleanliness. Her room was quickly found by her, and she was even more surprised to see inside.

I thought it was just a sheltered hut, but I didn't expect it to have its own unique style.

Inside, there is a large wooden bed with a round shape, and the sheets on it are also Hawaiian-style sky blue, with a pattern of seaside scenery.

Next to it is a large floor-to-ceiling window with curtains drawn on either side to take in the view of the beach below.

Even though it was raining now, the raindrops outside were only separated from her by a glass, and the sound of the rain was very clear and pleasant, like a wind chime, which made her feel much better.

To her surprise, there was also a computer! I didn't expect such a place to have everything. I thought it would be nice to have only a TV, but I found a desktop computer.

It seems that tourism has driven economic development and made it convenient for tourists!

The walls and ceilings are all in the style of logs, not much decoration, not even wallpaper, but it is indescribably comfortable and pleasant.

Such a place, with such an all-natural style, just matches the pristine beach, and can have a lot less commercial taste, which she likes very much.

On the right is a small bathroom, but it is a small sparrow, full of organs, and there is everything in it. The bathtub is also log, it is also electrified, there is a massage button on it, and it seems that it is still a jacuzzi.

Xia Ning looked at everything here with satisfaction, and couldn't help but feel Jom's intimacy in her heart.

He was always able to arrange everything well, he didn't have to worry about anything, and he was always enjoying being with him.

Thinking of this, she sighed deeply again. is such a man, but he was hurt by her several times, and then he could still face her with a smile and continue to be good to her.

Xia Ning shook her head, trying not to think about it. Now she just wants to take a good hot shower, better eat a little more, watch a movie on that computer, and get a good night's sleep, it's perfect!

But as soon as she walked into the bathroom, Xia Ning found a serious problem - she didn't bring a change of clothes.

But how would she take a shower without clothes? I've been drenched in a rain and it's already very uncomfortable, what should I do? Now I don't have a phone nearby, it's all in the hotel on the same island before, and I can't reach Jom.

I didn't think about it and didn't think so, but when I thought about it, my body felt like I had a sense, and I started to sneeze constantly.

She couldn't help but shiver a little, and felt a chill come up all over her body.

Xia Ning was in a difficult situation, so she had to take a bath towel and wrap it around herself, and turned on the heating of the air conditioner, wanting to ease her cold.

Since you can't take a bath, you can't sit still. Xia Ning thought about it and turned on the computer. Although it is all in English, after all, I have lived in the United States for so long, and there are almost no obstacles.

casually browsed the web, boarded a domestic video website, clicked on the movie column, and prepared to search for your favorite movie.

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