"When I first started, I didn't know it.

To say, the first time we met on the mountain, everyone knew that it was a pure chance encounter, so naturally we didn't think much about it.

Later, because of the notice, I went to the provincial capital to find Zhou Zizhen, and you were a little too enthusiastic about me.

I think there's something wrong.

After that, something changed around me.

Yichen's family, all of a sudden, became civil servants, and they still lived in front of my house and helped us all the time.

To be honest, we haven't seen relatives for more than ten years, and my mother wasn't too familiar with them before, so it's strange that she became too familiar with them.

I guess if we don't have much to do with each other, we can't talk about it.

And the only person who can remember and keep in mind for me is the only person who has never met my father.

You fulfilled all my expectations for Dad, but you also destroyed the last vestiges of my illusion about Dad.

You are the greatest dad in my mind.

But you can never be my father. ”

Zeng finished the last sentence softly, obviously the car window in front of him had been wiped clean by himself, but he still couldn't see the scenery outside clearly.

has been two lives, and her mental age should have long passed the excessive pursuit and dependence on her father and the word father.

She also always thought she had let go.

However, today, when she confessed to Fang Haoxuan, she realized how disappointed and sad she had been.

It's just that the years and growth have made her gradually numb to this pain, and more energy has made her have no time to think about it.

Fang Haoxuan's eyes also turned red.

What can he say?

Young mistakes, but let a child bear the consequences.

No matter how much he does, he can't make up for the fatherly love she has lacked for so many years.

He asked a little choked, "Rourou, do you hate me?" ”

Zeng leaned against the car window with a soft head, and the cold touch made her hot mood slowly cool down, and said, "Well, I should have hated it!"

When I was young, I was called a wild child, an illegitimate child, and a wild seed without a father.

I went home and asked my mother, what is a wild child?

Why do children dislike themselves and don't play with them?

My mother cried, put her arms around me and said to me over and over again: I'm sorry, I'm sorry,......

At that time, I didn't understand why.

However, I knew I couldn't ask my mom that question anymore.

Because my mother was crying so sadly.

Compared with my mother's sadness, my little troubles are not worth mentioning at all.

Then, I became more and more sensitive, more and more silent, more and more inferior, and more and more afraid to think about where my father was.

It wasn't until later that I moved with my mother and arrived in Guxian, surrounded by strangers, who didn't know anything about our past and wouldn't comment on my past and life experience at will.

I also had Grandma Zhou and Brother Yiming, and I also learned embroidery.

There is also a group of friends who really make friends.

My world, no longer just black and white, is starting to become colorful.

My life is no longer only disliked, but also caring, friendship, praise, and envy......

Later, I went to high school, went to the best university, and I had a bigger life.

Later, I had Gu Wentao and my current excellent self.

I told myself it was time for me to let go!

Those who were once resentful, but are nothing more than the idle fantasies of cowards.

Only if you control your destiny and do your best, is the most important thing.

You see, I'm doing well, aren't I?

My mom and I, as well as my family and friends, are constantly changing, getting better, and moving forward.

Blindly repenting about the past will only bring life to a standstill.

Uncle Fang, look, my mother and I have already looked forward, you can put it down!

Let's all become Buddhas on the ground! ”

Fang Haoxuan turned his head and brushed away the tears on his face with the action of holding his forehead.

He knew that Zeng Ruolan and Zeng Yirou had a very difficult time ago, but he had never heard it with his own ears, and he would never have imagined how embarrassed and painful they were at that time.

And these are the result of his momentary greed.

He wouldn't explain to their mother and daughter, that he had been looking for them.

When he was admitted to university, he happened to encounter army recruitment, and his desire for the army made him obsessed.

At that time, the Fang family had not yet fully recovered, and his political trial could not pass the test at all.

Chen Yuanyuan, who was in the same class, saw his thoughts and proposed to exchange marriage for his enlistment.

He wanted to tell Zeng Ruolan before getting married, let her believe in herself, this was just a fake marriage, and when he came back, he would definitely find her and give her an upright identity.

However, the letter he wrote was returned.

He was anxious to go back to her, but the family found a local ,—— Huang Yan and told him that Zeng Ruolan had married outside, and also took photos of her when she got married.

He was furious at the time, feeling that Zeng Ruolan had betrayed their love.

Without hesitation, he married Chen Yuanyuan, and was drunk by her design, and had a marriage.

He didn't expect that once, there would be Fang Wenyue.

He was annoyed, confused, worried,......

The troops are about to be deployed.

This opportunity was obtained by him in every possible way, and for this he sacrificed his love, of course, he would not give up easily.

At the same time, in order to escape this marriage that doesn't know how to end.

Turning around, he ran to the frontier.

When he comes back, he will go to find someone again, who will have already gone to the empty building and gone to tea and cool.

He asked Huang Yan to help find someone in the local area.

I searched for more than ten years, but there was no result.

He thought that he would never have the opportunity to see their mother and son again in his life, who knows, God, sent a fresh daughter to his eyes.

He admitted that at the beginning, if he really wanted love, he would definitely work harder to find someone, and he would not miss their mother and daughter.

He sacrificed their mother and daughter for this future.

Now, because of this future, he can't give Zeng Yirou an upright identity.

That's what he owes them.

Even if Zeng Yirou said to let it go, he couldn't let go.

He said bitterly: "Rourou, as long as you and your mother are doing well now, I will be relieved!"

Don't worry!

Although I can't openly admit your identity, in the future, if Gu Wentao dares to bully you, or if you have anything embarrassing, you can come to me.

Yau Yau, even if you don't admit it, I'm still your biological father.

You have my blood in you. ”

Zeng Yirou closed her eyes, turned her head, and wiped away her tears alone.

She's said it all, and it's all gone.

Why is he still so persistent?

Didn't he know that their disconnected relationship would only hurt more people?

I want to talk about "The Struggle of Reborn Cinderella" with more like-minded people, and pay attention to "excellent reading literature" on WeChat, talk about life, and find a confidant~