Chapter 260: Healing Medicine
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Although what Nangong Ling Che said was sincere, Pei Yuehua chose to refuse to believe it, because Pei Yuehua knew that none of what a person like this said was false, and she could no longer believe him.
No matter how sincere he was, he couldn't trust him as much as before, so Yuehua said coldly: "Do you think you can still trust you after doing these things?" Do you still think we can go back to the way things were? Tell you, it's no longer possible, because I can't trust you anymore, and it's impossible for us to go back to our old relationship with you. ”
"It's even more impossible for me to marry you again, because I won't marry such a scheming man, and I won't marry a man who once deceived me, so I will ask the emperor to withdraw from the marriage, and we will never have a relationship in the future."
Pei Yuehua was very resolute when she said this, leaving no room for maneuver, because although Zhang Rui had deceived her before, Zhang Rui's situation was different from him, because Zhang Rui really loved himself.
But in getting along with him, Pei Yuehua couldn't see Nangong Mingqi's sincerity, although he kept saying that he loved himself, Pei Yuehua knew that he just wanted to have himself, because people like him usually have a strong desire to possess.
So he doesn't necessarily really have feelings for himself, it's just because he can't get it, so he bursts out with such a strong desire, which can't be regarded as love, but should be sad or desired.
Therefore, she hates that others have any desire for her, which is something that she should be happy about as a woman, but she does not want to be looked at in that way or so.
So no matter how affectionate Nangong Ling Che was at this time, Pei Yuehua categorically wouldn't believe it.
Because Pei Yuehua had already rejected Nangong Ling Che in his heart, he would never be able to restore the previous distance to him, and Zhang Wei's deception of himself before was because of his fate.
And Nangong Ling Che was blinded by his ambition and even hatred.
Although Pei Yuehua wanted to pull him back from hatred, it didn't mean that he was willing to forgive him, not to mention that he had killed so many people, maybe even Zhang Rui's death was arranged by him.
Maybe the back of Zhang Rui's father Zhang Ting is also related to him, so it is impossible for Pei Yuehua to have anything to do with such a person.
She's not a heartless person, she's just scared.
Her young heart could no longer bear any harm, but she didn't expect Nangong Ling Che to say: "I can understand you saying this, and I can also understand the feeling of being deceived." Because I was once cheated on by my best friend, can you relate to that feeling of being betrayed by someone you love the most? ”
After a pause, Nangong Ling Che continued:
"I don't think you would understand me, or you wouldn't have accused me, and I told you that they forced me to be like this. Why can't you forgive me for my hardship, why can't you give me another chance, why don't you believe in my feelings for you so much, am I really not as important as Nangong Hanmo in your heart? ”
Speaking of this, Nangong Ling Che's voice became a little sad: "I know that you have never liked me, and I also know that you are only with me because you want to forget Nangong Hanmo. It doesn't matter, I'm willing to be his stand-in, and I'm willing to be your guardian, and everything I do is because of you. ”
With a sigh of relief, Nangong Ling Che continued: "Yes, I admit that I did want revenge at the beginning, but then I found that revenge or not is no longer important to me, because my attention has been drawn to you, and I can't pay attention to anything anymore. I can't get interested in other people anymore. ”
Speaking of this, Nangong Ling Che looked directly into Pei Yuehua's eyes and continued, "And all I have to do is to be your guardian. Be your angel and be your support, so I have done a lot of things for you behind my back, and I have helped you solve a lot of troubles behind my back, I don't want you to be grateful, and I don't want to show off anything because of this. ”
In the end, Nangong Ling Che said: "I just want you to know that what he can do for you can also be done for you, and what he can't do for you I can do for you, and I am willing to die for you." Are you really so reluctant to believe me again? Are you really unwilling to give me another chance? ”
"Don't you think it's cruel to me to deny everything I've done because of someone else's mistakes?"
Nangong Ling Che said a little sadly.
Why did he do so many things for her, but she didn't appreciate it?
Why did she say these ruthless words to herself, she knew she didn't know how cruel these words were to him, why couldn't she give him another chance, why did he have to bear the wrong things that others had done?
It was a simple injustice to him, but she knew that there was no way to go back, and there was no way to let go.
Because Pei Yuehua has already occupied his entire heart, he has no way to leave her, although he knows that Pei Yuehua has never loved him at all, but he doesn't care, because as long as he can stay by Pei Yuehua's side, it would be fine.
And his requirements are really not high. I just want to be her guardian, I just want to be by her side and protect her.
As he said at the beginning, he can be a fake marriage to her, or he can willingly become his stand-in for the sake of someone else's man's harm to her, and he can also willingly become her healing medicine.
Nangong Ling Che didn't regret everything he had done, he just hoped that he could give her a fair chance, and hoped that he could be by her side, as long as it could be like this, was this also an excessive request?
Wouldn't she even say yes to herself?
His eyes looked at Pei Yuehua deeply, hoping to get her affirmative answer, but he didn't expect her to say coldly: "I can't be friends with a demon."
Nangong Ling Che was very sad: "Why? Didn't you say that night that you wanted to find out my identity as soon as possible, and to save me from the abyss? Why did you change your mind today? Could it be that because I killed Pei Yuesi, you didn't want to save me when you came to save me? ”
"Is it because of a woman that you won't even give me one last chance? Are you going to break the last line of defense in my heart? Do you really bear to be so cruel, are you really willing to do this to me, don't you think this is unfair to me? Nangong Ling Che said sadly.