Chapter Eighty-Nine: Beginning with Pain
Everything has a price, and the price of happiness is pain. Perhaps, when we are enjoying happiness, the seeds of pain have been planted deeply, waiting to take root and sprout!
I really don't understand where the happiness between her and Lee Jun-so is hidden, it seems that I haven't been happy since I first met, but why is the pain so clear, even when I fall asleep, it hurts so much, and tears can't stop flowing out!
"Life is an illusion, but I need you."
Such words seem to have been read in any book, and it seems to have heard Li Junxiu read it, whether he was drinking milk, or when he was concentrating, the man in white like a fairy, sometimes, really not like people in this world, sitting in the breeze, bathing in the sun, the gilded gold edges, the corners of the clothes blown by the breeze, and the gentle, light smile that can't be touched or moved, all seem to be in the illusion, if he is not the god in the illusion, then he must be a demon who has attained enlightenment for thousands of years, if not, How could he so easily snatch the heart of her pretending to be a lover!
When the tears flowed down the corners of the eyes, the eyes that made the wish were still not opened, but closed more tightly, as if they were afraid to open them, I really wanted to close them forever, ignoring those things outside the eyes, I always felt that as long as the eyelids were closed, all this would be over, but in fact, where is it so easy!
I can't see it outside my eyes, but I think like I'm thinking in a mess, even if my body runs away, isn't my heart still leading? This is to deceive oneself, what is the use of quibbling in the heart, tears have exposed everything, and have become the best proof.
At this time, I felt a hand caressing her cheeks, gently wiping away her tears, so gentle, and the faint man's body fragrance brought by the breeze......
"Lee Jun-so!"
Wishing couldn't help but blurt out, although her eyes didn't open, her hand had already reflexively grasped the hand that had passed her face.
"I know the loneliness of being alone with you, because I've also had it, all the people have nothing to do with you, all the people are gone, so you can only cry, but ...... What's the use! Nothing to do! β
The deep and helpless voice forced the wish to let go in an instant, and it was instantly sober and thorough, and when the eyes opened, the lonely and lonely expression was in this moment, and all of them were reflected in the eyes of the wish.
"Mr. Cheng?"
I never thought that she would faint on Cheng Jin's bed, this is really a strange and incredible thing!
She hurriedly struggled to sit up, but was gently pressed down by Cheng Jin, "Lie down, your body is still weak, sleep for a while!" β
At this time, Cheng Jin's voice was very flat, which was completely different from the rigor he usually gave people, and there was a kind of gentleness that belonged to men, so that Xu Yuan involuntarily obeyed the order, and lay on the bed peacefully, not moving.
According to common sense, when she opened her eyes and found herself in a strange place, what woman could not show surprise and not want to leave immediately, even if Cheng Jin was the person she knew, but ...... That kind ......of acquaintance, that kind of contact, and there was such an embarrassing ...... of showing love, if it was usual, I would have avoided as far away as I would have gotten away, let alone get along like this now......
But I don't know why, today, at this time, the wish is really unwilling to move, and I didn't even think about leaving, maybe because leaving is just a definition, and the destination after leaving has become a problem, people, when they encounter a problem, the first reaction...... It's mostly hiding!
Compared with those who want to see but can't, it's much easier to see Cheng Jin, an inconsequential person, it's better to listen to him, close your eyes, and rest for a while, isn't this a very good thing?
The lips of the wish were slightly pursed together, and for a moment it really looked like Ren Xin'er, but it was only for a moment, and then, the softness that softened down restored the wish, and also shattered Cheng Jin's fantasy, Cheng Jin sighed lightly and stood up from where he was sitting, just now, it had already made him a little cold, he didn't want to go to see the wish again, so he just whispered: "I'll go boil some porridge, and I'll call you when it's done!" β
Cheng Jin's figure left with the front foot, and the eyes that were closed opened with a wish opened, she had nothing to sleep at all, she was just in turmoil, when such a thing happened, it was difficult for Li Junxiu and her to go back to the past, this has a qualitative relationship with the hug in the bathroom!
Yes, at least, this time, she felt that she was very sorry for Lan Yingchen, the guilt was cute in her heart, and doubts also arose, could it be that the relationship of those four years was really no match for a moment of emotion? Did it ...... before? Have you never loved? So what are she and Lan Yingchen? Why did she have to fight to be with Lan Yingchen, even at the expense of breaking with her family?
Headache, she really can't figure out these things, Chen Nuo is right about her, the happiness she wants is too simple, maybe it's simple, it will be blurry, and in the end she doesn't know what she wants!
But one thing, she is at least clear now, what should she say to Lan Yingchen, there is no room for a flaw in her love, and there will be no grievances against others in her world!
Thinking like this, her eyes became smart, and when she caught Cheng Jin's mobile phone on the windowsill, a sad wry smile covered the agility in her eyes deeply, and she knew that some words were strangers for a lifetime.
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"Uncle Chen, Uncle Li will be fine, right?"
When Chen Nuo came down from upstairs, Milan Yu took Cheng Nian's hand and sat on the sofa and was looking at it, they saw Chen Nuo walking down with a tired face, and hurriedly asked.
"I haven't woken up yet, but I can't die, leave him alone, I have to find a wish! This is the most important thing, where can this girl run, but don't have an accident! β
When Chen Nuo and Milan Yu rushed to Li Junxiu's villa, Li Junxiu was still paralyzed at the door, not moving, letting Cheng Nian, who had fallen out of the wheelchair next to him, call and shake, like a dead man!
Chen Nuo felt that he was quite humane, at least he shook Li Junxiu awake before he came here, punched him twice, and let out the sullenness of being stirred up in the marriage proposal and the resentment of his sister being bullied.
Chen Nuo first inspected Li Junxiu's physical condition, and then, with the help of Milan Yu, he put Li Junxiu upstairs and threw it on Li Junxiu's exaggerated white bed.
Although Milan Yu didn't understand what Chen Nuo was going to do, she also knew that it must be inconvenient for her to ask, so after Chen Nuo finished speaking, she also obediently went downstairs, after all, there was a child downstairs waiting for her to take care of and comfort her!
After Milan Yu went downstairs, she helped Cheng Nian who was sitting at the door to help her up, when she saw Cheng Nian's weak legs, her heart seemed to be pinched, painful, and the force used became more gentle, and her beautiful face naturally revealed a kind of maternal love, Cheng Nian was a little confused, it was the first time he saw such a smile, Qi is a warm word can be said clearly!
After more than an hour of waiting, Cheng Nian became quieter because of Milan Yu's company, his little head rested on Milan Yu's lap, and he even controlled his breathing silently...... Thinking about that imaginary mother's love!
"I've made a wish call, but no one answered, maybe ...... I didn't bring it at all,......, where do you say she can go, will she go to Lan Yingchen! β
What Chen Nuo said is also Milan Yu anxious, maybe he has been taken care of too well by his parents and brother since he was a child, and the university is a famous docile little girl in the dormitory, and the sisters are also eccentric and protective, I thought this was love, but now it seems that what is the difference between love and harm, if you let the wish understand some truths early, why bother with last night's incident, if something really happens...... thinking of this, Milan Yu doesn't dare to think about it anymore.
"No, she won't go to Lan Yingchen as long as she is in a normal mind, according to my estimate last night, she and Li Junxiu ......, I can understand this, Lan Yingchen is dumbfounded and not suitable for Xiao Yuan, the question is, how can such a beautiful person like Li Junxiu make such a low-level mistake......"
Chen Nuo knows the best about making a wish, making a wish is not the kind of woman who can step on two boats and maneuver between two men, if something qualitative happened to Wishing Zhen and Lee Junxiu last night, then ...... The day when I made a wish to leave Lan Yingchen was not far away.
Wishing is a simple person, she won't do anything complicated, Chen Nuo believes in her sister!
Just when Chen Nuo and Milan Yu were at a loss, the doorbell rang, Milan Yu and Chen Nuo glanced at each other, and then, in unison, shouted in unison, "Little wish......", the two of them rushed to the door together, but when the door really opened, the hope that the two people had just ignited was blown out again.