The upcoming golden autumn moon is really not a fruitful season for me. You don't have to think about it, you know with your eyes closed, at home and outside the home, just like this bowl of porridge in my hand, rice is still rice, water is still water, but after mixing, everything has changed its taste. I couldn't help but sigh in my heart.

Sometimes, I think God is a very naughty child, when he thinks that your life is too ordinary, he will always add some fierce ingredients to you to try the heat, to see if your ability to bear has increased, and promised a particularly compelling name - growth.

The growth of each of us is forced, and the more we want to reclaim the desolate place in our hearts, the more we will encounter unprecedented unforeseen expectations.

Ever since Cao Cancan said he was going to school, my panic has been growing day by day, you know? Sometimes people's fear is not the fear of the thing itself, but the mental pressure from oneself. So, I scared myself so much that I almost skipped school. I had thought for a few days that I might as well go back to Merlin's old house and live with my mother, and leave as if nothing had happened before anything got worse? It's a pity that blood is connected to the bones, the bones are connected to the blood, and the blood runs through human nature, and it is impossible to pretend that nothing happened.

When school was about to start, Zhang Jing went to the street to buy two schoolbags for me and Cao Cancan, which were the same as a whole, but the only difference was that there was a small doll pendant on it, one was an animal and the other was a little girl. The little girl wore a dress, like a miniature version of a doll, and it was a pity for me that almost every girl in my childhood had a doll, so when I saw the pendant, I was overjoyed. As a result, Cao Cancan snatched it over: "Thank you, auntie, I want this!" This doll is so pretty. She's still young, and that kawaii is more suitable for her. ”

What is suitable or not? In this world, some people insist that what you don't like is suitable for you, but they are just trying to figure out the psychology of others. Even though I didn't want to, there was no way.

Father's affairs, the uncle is still busy, but they rarely mention it in front of the family, and when the grandmother asks, she says that it is operating, but she has never said what step it has reached.

Aunt Qin is still quietly gasping in the shadow of Zhang Jing, and sometimes, I suddenly feel that she has been a little powerless in life recently.

The most feared school day is still in time for the calendar. On the morning of the first day of school, Aunt Qin had to go with the car, after all, Cao Cancan transferred to another school, and it was necessary for her to communicate with the teacher about such a big matter. As a result, as soon as she put on a thin coat, Zhang Jing stopped her: "Xiaoqin, you are at home, I will go." I went to my classmate and asked her to say hello to the teacher and take care of Cancan more. Don't worry. Before Aunt Qin could answer, Zhang Jing had already gone out.

Cao Cancan was putting on his shoes, and while tying his shoes, he turned around and asked Aunt Qin: "Mom!" You're not going! The eldest lady said she went! Are you going or not? Aunt Qin was stunned when she stood there, she didn't know if she should go, normally speaking, of course, it was the direct communication between the parents and the teacher, on the first day of school, even if the eldest mother knew each other, the teacher couldn't see the immediate family, I'm afraid it wasn't like that.

"I'll go, I'll go." With that, Aunt Qin hurriedly put on her shoes and walked out the door. Zhang Jing was getting the things in the car, and when she turned around and saw Aunt Qin, she thought she had something to explain, so she asked: "Xiaoqin, yes, I forgot to ask you just now, what do you want to explain to the head teacher Cancan?" What are the points? Zhang Jing turned around as she spoke. I saw Aunt Qin turn to Zhang Jing's other side: "I thought about it, I'd better go." On the first day of school, neither my father nor I showed up, which was not so reasonable. You're right! ”

"Oh, Xiaoqin, I said it all, I'll just ask my classmates to say hello, you say, hula to so many people, it seems like a big deal. I'll do something, you can rest assured. I'll be back when I'm done seeing them both off. I don't need a driver to send it today, just pick it up at night. As he spoke, he opened the driver's door and jumped into the car.

Cao Cancan and I stood outside the back door one after the other, and because Aunt Qin was in the way, Cao Cancan tried to open the car door twice to no avail.

"Mom! Are you going or not? Are you going to go, don't you even stand here? Late, late! ”

"Oh, oh!" Aunt Qin said as she took many steps back in a panic. When I passed by Aunt Qin's side, I obviously felt Aunt Qin's crampedness, and the kind of road that was awkward in front and back was really difficult for this woman.

I said hello to Aunt Qin and got into the car. Zhang Jing stepped on the accelerator, and the car rushed out of the yard. As I turned out of the gate, I glanced back at Aunt Qin, who was still standing in place, lonely.

The road was not very congested, and along the way, I kept looking out the window, and my heart was chaotic. In the face of everything that was about to happen, I suddenly felt that I was the heroine of a stage play, and all the flashing lights were about to shine on me, but I, the protagonist, was not mentally prepared enough. Besides, my acting skills are clumsy, and the beam of light can shine on the joys, sorrows, and sorrows on my face, but it can't illuminate the clouds and sunshine in my heart. The funny thing is that the audience has spent money to buy tickets, if I don't appear, how can I show the hot and cold state of this society?!

The scattered fragments of thoughts along the way flew to the school gate in this way. After Zhang Jing stopped, we got out of the car. The scattered figures pouring into the school gate suddenly gave me the illusion that this was the sparks scattered around the fireworks after the explosion of the incident, and then the prairie was burned.

"Mu Xi, will I send you to class?"

"Oh, no, I'll do it myself."

"Okay, then Muxi, you pay attention to safety, remember to drink more water between classes." I smiled, said goodbye to Zhang Jing, and split up with them in the crowd, leading to both sides of the playground.

I walked forward with my head down, and suddenly, someone behind me called me: "Cao Muxi!" I turned my head sharply and saw that it was Kan Tao. He ran a few steps and then caught up. "It's really you, this big schoolbag, I don't even recognize it when you block you so tightly from behind. How did you feel weight lost this summer? ”

"Maybe it's too hot to eat."

"Hey, this Nanjing is like this, either it's raining, or it's hot and stuffy, I'm used to it. Eh, no one in your family sent you? "Send me? Ah, yes, there's a guy who is gone. I replied briefly.

"Ah, no, I mean to the classroom. At this time, you better be careful, you girl, if they really want to deal with you, it's not like an elephant stepping on ants! Kan Tao chattered.

I looked puzzled: "Who's going to deal with whom?" What are you talking about? ”

"I'll go, don't tell me, you don't know?! We've changed the head teacher, you should know about this! Kan Tao's voice was very loud, which startled me.

I was shocked when I heard it and stopped: "Change the head teacher? Why? Who's the change? What about the original Teacher Zhang? My eyes widened.

Kan Tao turned around and saw that I didn't leave again, so he hurriedly came back again: "I was suspended and investigated." I also listened to what my dad told my mom last night, and told me to listen to the new teacher. ”

"Suspension for investigation? What's wrong with her? ”

"Emma, you don't know anything! Isn't it because of your family's business? Your dad is in charge of the demolition of Mr. Zhang's mother's house, and now it is said that she spread rumors, forged autographs, and said something, I want to think about it, my dad said a lot last night, yes, yes, there is something missing, and then what fan! ”