Chapter 17: The Worst State of Readiness
It's been a week.
However, Shen Xing still felt congested as long as he thought about it.
The situation that day can only be described as extremely embarrassing, Lin Minsheng once accompanied the smiling face, and wanted to explain several times, but his mother didn't give him a chance at all. Although she didn't show her usual fierceness, her face was so stinky that she had a cold attitude. Mainly stopped by his father, who stopped an uproar with the pretext of not making discord in the pious place.
Shen Xing had never seen Lin Minsheng so embarrassed, and he was so distressed that he almost wanted to cry.
Finally, when boarding the plane separately in Kunming, Lin Minsheng said with his sincerity: "Uncle, aunt, I'm sorry, I didn't tell the truth when I visited last time, and I will pay an official visit next time." ”
They didn't even have time to say goodbye, and it was the most hasty and worst parting than before.
However, he was so sincere, but what he got was his mother's ruthless evaluation: sneaky, rhetorical, and ill-intentioned.
The final conclusion is that this kind of man is unacceptable.
"I said that his purpose in coming to our house that day was not pure, and he looked left and right, and had bad intentions."
"That's not a cover-up, I remember the last time he came to introduce himself as 'Xiaoxu', it turned out to be this little son-in-law."
After returning home, my father, who had been neutral, finally opened his mouth to comment.
"This is called playing tricks, and this little preface and that little son-in-law play with us, and I don't want to be my son-in-law."
"Actually, I think Xiaolin people are good, and there are still a few young people who are willing to take their parents with them when they go out to travel, not to mention ......."
"Parents? What kind of family are we counting him, what does he have to do with us, when I was in Moonlight City, I saw him whispering to you, what he said, what kind of ecstasy soup did he pour you......"
Maybe it was because her father's ununited front angered her, or maybe the pent-up anger finally found an outlet, so my mother's volcano erupted, leaving no grass in the land, and scolded Shen Xing and Shen Dad.
It's probably about their father and daughter, eating inside and crawling out, elbows turned out, both have no conscience, white-eyed wolves. As he spoke, his eyes became redder and redder, and finally, he cried angrily.
Growing up so big, it was the first time Shen Xing saw his mother wipe her tears because of her, and she felt very unfilial in her heart, feeling very unfilial. In addition, I also feel very sorry for Lin Minsheng, he is such a decent and excellent man, because she was coldly looked at and ridiculed for no reason.
In such a situation, she would not be able to show her determination or accept his determination without distraction. In the end, on the grounds that there were several important exams in school, the mobile phone was in a semi-shutdown state, and he did not return calls or messages, and sometimes he was too lazy to charge the mobile phone when it ran out of battery.
I spent a week in peace.
It's just that the longer this kind of peace lasts, the more silent it becomes, and there were a few times when she wanted to call Lin Minsheng, but she quietly changed her mind when she looked at the missed calls on her phone. Any emotion needs to be carefully managed, and if you are exiled, you will have no time to manage it anymore.
In those days, Shen Xing felt that everything that was originally colored had become gray, the days were gray, the sky was gray, the earth and trees were gray, and the mood was also gray.
She thought that if she went back in time, she would never let Lin Minsheng fall into such a situation, and if she went back in time, she would definitely confess everything when she talked to her mother about the choice of "marrying far away".
Unfortunately, without ifs, time would not be turned back.
"Why haven't you been calling and texting lately?" Tang Ran was both curious and concerned.
"There's no power."
"There's no power to charge."
"The phone is broken."
"If it's broken, take it and fix it."
"It can't be fixed."
"Then get a new one."
"New? Well, new. She was sad, "How can it be so easy to say that you can change it." ”
"What's wrong with you? Quarreled with Lin Minsheng? ”
"I don't talk to him anymore, why are you arguing?"
"What the hell is going on, the relationship is changing too quickly." Tang Ran could see from Shen Xing's expression that something was not good.
Shen Xing, who originally planned to be silent, had no choice but to briefly explain the beginning and end of the matter under Tang Ran's repeated concern and questioning, and every word he said had memories about them, which were vivid.
"Shen Xing, do you know, if you are on the battlefield, you are called a deserter."
"I was beheaded a long time ago."
"What's more, it's just five horses."
Shen Xing smiled bitterly, in reality, she was not a deserter.
"Classic beautiful love is won after a lot of fighting, you shouldn't be so silent." Tang Ran said with a kind of resoluteness.
Shen Xing couldn't help but think about what Lin Minsheng liked about her, she was timid, tangled, and cowardly, she would not be a good soldier on the battlefield, and she would not be a good lover in love. He should like a person with Tang Ran's character, and know how to work hard for love, so as to live up to his affectionate dedication.
"I'm just scared."
"What are you afraid of?"
"Love that is not blessed by parents does not end well in the end."
"You're too pessimistic. What does it mean not to be blessed by your parents, you can't tell that your mother is just angry. ”
"Don't be angry, you're going to kill."
"Then you shouldn't impose their attitude on Lin Minsheng, ignore him and don't ask him, if that's how pitiful he is."
Wretched.
She didn't know, she didn't feel distressed, but she didn't know how to face it.
"Are you my best friend, or his lobbyist?"
"You forgot, I'm your love advisor."
Tang Ran squeezed his eyebrows at her unhurriedly and winked at her, it was simply a stroke of genius, and Shen Xing couldn't help but laugh.
"That's right, how good it is to laugh. Did you know that your smile has a healing system? ”
Healing Department - Lin Minsheng also said so.
When they were in the ancient city of Dukezong Moonlight, they climbed to the top of Guishan Mountain that night, looking at the dazzling and charming lights of the whole city, he hugged her behind him and said affectionately in her ear: "I love you, love the joy between your eyebrows and eyes, and love the rippling smile on your face, like a beautiful flower blooming in the cold wind, healing people's hearts." ”
That's why I like her.
But is such a self really worthy of his deep love?
That night, Shen Xing finally charged the dead mobile phone, as soon as he turned it on, the phone rang non-stop, it was full of Lin Minsheng's text messages, he actually sent text messages every day as usual, saying his daily life, saying that his thoughts, as if nothing had happened.
Star, I'm drinking coffee right now, but it never smells like when we were together.
Forgive me for being a little busy right now and can't get out of my way, I can't wait to fly to you right away.
It's night, and the sky is full of stars above me, and my star is with you, and my heart is with you.
Stars, I love you.
……
Shen Xing's eyes gradually blurred with tears, and then he typed a few words with difficulty: I'm sorry, I love you too. didn't dare to press the send button for a long time, and then deleted "I love you too" word by word, thinking that she, a deserter, might not even have the qualifications to love him.