Chapter 92: Sin
"Sister, are you awake?"
The lingering night last night almost made Ren Sinian lose his strength, and his body like clotted fat leaned softly in Leng Yi's arms, feeling the warmth from his hard chest.
Leng Yi has been here for a while, without the hardships and tortures of the past life, the body that was originally weak has gradually grown flesh, and strengthened the exercise, not as unbearable as when she first came, showing the breath that a young man should have, exuding a faint male body fragrance, which smells very good.
From the very beginning, Ren Sinian already understood that the relationship between her and Leng Yi was inappropriate, not to mention age and experience, just say that from the very beginning, the acquaintance of the two people, and the relationship achieved by this process, what is it? Lovers are not lovers, sisters and brothers are not brothers and sisters, friends are not friends, ...... it is embarrassing to say how embarrassing, but it is difficult to solve the sorrow in my heart, and I plunged into this warmth, and I didn't want to extricate myself.
Ren Sinian didn't want to extricate himself, and he didn't want to think about Leng Yi, in the first twenty years when he didn't know Ren Sinian, the life he lived was clearly said in a bitter word, and he suffered a thousand grievances, except for his mother's tears, he endured it himself.
Normal emotions have never been, and love has never begun, after meeting Ren Sinian, he felt that Ren Sinian was his first lover, not only because Ren Sinian was good to him, but also because of the warmth and lingering that he could not forget in his life during that first night. Of all the joys of his life, he always felt that from that night onwards he was like a man.
Leng Yi saw that after he finished asking, Ren Sinian didn't speak, just opened his eyes, a pair of tactful eyes, sweeping the ceiling, I don't know what he was thinking, Ren Sinian's action made Leng Yi's heart flutter involuntarily, and he asked again carefully, "Sister, do you have anything to worry about?" β
He was so careful not because he was afraid that Ren Sinian would be angry with him, and he would not treat him as a human being like others, and then it would be a slap, what he was afraid of was that Ren Sinian would not be angry with him, like that...... Maybe I never cared, maybe I had to ask him to leave!
Think about Cheng Jin who sent Ren Sinian back last night, it was not the first time he saw Cheng Jin, the first time, it was Ren Sinian who took him there, in the office of the CEO of Ancheng Group, Cheng Jin sat in the sofa chair, he had a natural majestic momentum, that middle-aged successful manhood, aggressive, a woman should like it, although there is no young appearance, but for a man, what is the appearance, maturity is the most attractive, not to mention that Cheng Jin is not only mature, but alsoβ¦β¦ succeeded, and what about him, what did he have, he had nothing but a face that looked like Cheng Jin.
His youthfulness, his ignorance, his humble background, and his shameless experience always made him feel that Ren Sinian was so far away from him, and sooner or later this relationship would be lost, this idea, just thinking about it, I felt heartache, I saw Cheng Jin again last night, and saw Cheng Jin and Ren Sinian standing side by side, so matched, he didn't know it even more...... He's a bit of a guy himself.
But even if it's nothing, he doesn't want to leave Ren Sinian, as long as he can stay by Ren Sinian's side for a moment, he is also satisfied.
Leng Yi's sudden cautious expression made Ren Sinian slightly stunned, she couldn't remember how long Leng Yi hadn't had such an expression for a long time, it was only when Leng Yi first came!
During this time, she thought that Leng Yi had already gotten rid of the shadow of the past, how could this ......
"Xiaoyi, what's wrong with you, your face is a little pale...... was it last night...... Tired...... Hehe......"
Ren Sinian said half-jokingly, and his slender and soft fingers slowly stroked Leng Yi's face.
The slightest hint of tenderness soaked into the bone marrow warmed Leng Yi's heart, making Leng Yi involuntarily hook the corners of his mouth, and his lips were attached to Ren Sinian's lips again, and he didn't know where he got the courage, so he suddenly said, "Sister, marry me, sister, I want to marry you!" β
After Leng Yi's words were finished, Ren Sinian couldn't help but be stunned, her eyes were so straight that she couldn't move, and let Leng Yi's lips fall lightly on her cheeks, cheekbones, lips, and snow-white neck......
Marry, how far away is this word!
When she wanted to marry the most, she was ruined by someone else, and at that time, the dream of marrying someone was completely shattered, and her heart seemed to be dead.
From the cliff to the sea, she ruined not only the life of the twenty-year-old, but also the youthful face.
It is said that when people reach the peak of misfortune, luck often comes back to that time, just like when people die, there is always a moment of return.
The misfortune of losing her life was exchanged for the beginning of another life, and until now, Ren Sinian has not figured out what kind of love she and Hanji are in the end.
Hanji was in her thirties at the time, leading the largest underground society in Europe, and the man with brown eyes was the first person she saw when she opened her eyes again.
Ren Sinian still remembers clearly, Hansi said in a very flat voice, "My name is Hansi, I am very unfortunate to tell you, your face is disfigured, if you want to be the original you, you can provide me with a photo of your original, if you don't want to ......, I will ask the doctor to make you a new face, which one do you want?" β
The first acquaintance, the first question in the first sentence, Hansi gave her the opportunity to choose another identity and another appearance that existed in this world, so she naturally became Hansi's woman.
The little church, the wedding ring on the finger of ignorance, and ...... The relationship between husband and wife that they have never been together before, now that I think about it, how much love is contained in it!
"Sister, I know...... I don't deserve to marry you, sister, as long as you wait for me, as long as you are willing to wait for me, I will definitely be able to support myself and yours on my own, sister, I don't care about your money, and I don't want your money, sister, you believe me......"
Leng Yi's words were mixed with his kiss, and bewitching flowers bloomed on Ren Sinian's snow-white carcass, but Ren Sinian's tears poured out at this time.
Another man who proposes marriage like himself, or a man who is nearly ten years younger than himself, is this ...... What a joke!
Will she be able to say yes? How could she have agreed? She was destined to be baptized with blood, her guilt for her first marriage and her longing for her first husband, so she must not touch this love word again, but ...... Leng Yi is a simple person, how can she categorically refuse, will this ruin a dream like the dream that a child of her age should have - the dream of yearning for love.
"Okay, Leng Yi, I promise you, but I also have something to ask you, as long as you can achieve it, I will definitely marry you, okay?"
Ren Sinian's lotus root-like arms were wrapped around Leng Yi's waist, and the snow-white softness slowly fitted up, making Leng Yi, who was kissing her, surprised and delighted, and hurriedly hugged Ren Sinian's neck, and asked happily, "Sister, what do you say, you say, I must work hard to do it, I must do it, yes, I must do it hard!" β
Leng Yi raised his smiling sunny face, looked at Ren Sinian's gorgeous face, and his eager expression was all sprayed out.
He didn't expect Ren Sinian to agree to his proposal, he thought that Ren Sinian would coldly refuse, after all, he had nothing but a heart that loved Ren Sinian.
Moreover, how could a person like Ren Sinian who walked in the sea of love and hatred grow in his heart believe in his heart? It's not that he hasn't seen the sinister nature of the world, and people like him are so shameless in the eyes of other women, not only women, but even those who know him......
However, Ren Sinian actually believed it and was willing to agree, even if it was a big problem, he would solve it in the face of difficulties, and he would never give up, never, he coldly remembered that he would marry Ren Sinian as his wife in this life.
But before Ren Sinian made a request, he also wanted to say that this was something he wanted to say a long time ago in his heart.
"Sister, I don't care what kind of request you make, as long as I still have a breath of cold memory, I will definitely do it, but ...... Sister, can you promise me one thing, sister, don't you ...... Don't be with Cheng Jin anymore, okay? I beg you, I feel uncomfortable when I see you with him, I am very afraid, I know why you left me in the first place, isn't it because my face looks like Cheng Jin? You have called Cheng Jin's name many times in your dreams, and I was ...... The heart is like a drop of blood, and I know I don't deserve to make this request, but I ...... I just want you to remember my name, remember that I am Leng Yi, I am not a stand-in, I don't want to be Cheng Jin, I want to marry you, and I also want to marry you to be my Leng Yi's wife......"
Leng Yi's words pierced Ren Sinian's heart like a needle, and she also knew her selfishness at the beginning, but she didn't expect that her selfishness didn't evoke the previous emotion, but made Leng Yi fall in love with her, but made her herself unable to give up Leng Yi...... this ...... Why is that?
Is it really as the woman said at the beginning, Cheng Jin doesn't really love her, in other words, she doesn't really love Cheng Jin either? How is that possible!
Perhaps, they have forgotten that it was just the beginning, and now it is only now, how can they compare the original emotions and lovers with the present! Things are people, flowers bloom and fall, a few dynasties, disappear in a blink of an eye, and time can't be found, is the love at that time, now I think about it, I don't love it for a long time, yes, I don't love it for a long time, I just don't know...... Cheng Jin...... Is that what he thinks?
What happened at the beginning, should it really be a decision? Hiding like this, torturing yourself like this, when will there be an end, what is pestering you is your own made up of demons, what do you have to do with others!
Leng Yi's request is not too much, maybe others will say that Leng Yi met her Ren Sinian, which was Leng Yi's blessing, and Leng Yi took advantage of her.
But in Ren Sinian's heart, this is not the case at all, if there is no cold memory, how can the magic barrier she entangles in her heart be solved? In her heart, she can still think about Cheng Jin and Hansi, but what about Leng Yi's heart? Who else but her!
Thinking about it this way, she took advantage of Leng Yi, after all, it was she who stole Leng Yi's young heart, what a sin!
Her demons have cold memories to solve, so ...... What about Cheng Jin's? I heard that after she left, Cheng Jin's marriage was ......, and it was like a sin!