The next morning, Cao Cancan and I were on the way to school, and she suddenly pushed me with her arm: "Eh, let me tell you, I've been in a good mood lately. ”

I glanced up at her: "Is it because, because my uncle is back to work?" "In the Cao family, the number of times I mention the word uncle is still limited, at least so far, I can still count it on one hand.

"It's not the adult's business, I'm too lazy to worry about them. Eh, let me tell you, Kan Tao seems to have a little bit of a crush on me. ”

"Like? How can you tell? ”

"I'll tell you, you don't understand either. It's just the feeling anyway. Heck, it doesn't matter, whether it's true or not, as long as I think it is. As she said that, she turned her head out the window. At that time, there were optimistic three views behind her words. Later, I went around me to find people with a similar mentality, which is really rare. After all, being able to learn self-comfort and self-satisfaction is the embodiment of a person's better character, of course, there are certain prerequisites for this.

At least she was so optimistic, I couldn't do it. I don't know if it's because of my natural personality, or because of my background and family environment since I was a child, I'm always scared and insecure.

It was Friday, and the school arranged for the junior group to clean up in the last two classes, and Cao Cancan happened to be on duty, so he came to my class. It can be seen that Kan Tao is still very embarrassed, he has been avoiding her, and even when he was collecting mop water at the sink, he deliberately delayed for a long time before going back. When I went to wash rags in the public bathroom in the grade corridor, I happened to see Kan Tao carrying a bucket of water: "Why do you feel like you haven't done any work all afternoon, and you are here to pick up water?" ”

"Come on, am I the kind of person who is lazy? Eh, if you pretend to ask the teacher for leave, you will say that your stomach hurts, so that you can go home with Cao Shanshan. Good no good? ”

"Stomach ache? My stomach doesn't hurt at all. ”

"Cao Muxi, you are stupid! Anyway, you have to find a way not to let her be here. Kan Tao whispered next to my ear.

I could laugh out loud, "Don't you two eat together every day?" It stands to reason that the relationship is good. Besides, it's normal for people to come on duty, right? When I was talking to Kan Tao, Cao Cancan patted Kan Tao on the shoulder: "Hey! Are you secretly speaking ill of me here? ”

"I'll go! How so, am I that kind of person? ”

"So what are you talking about here? After an afternoon of water, I knew that I was dragging the classroom, and I didn't know that I thought you were going to fill the swimming pool. Kan Tao's head is still turning very fast, hey, how else can I say that people study well?

"Ah, I didn't mean to tell you now. Alright, since you have seen it, I will tell you. I'm asking Cao Muxi, what do you like, I want to give you a gift. "Give me a gift? Why? When Cao Cancan heard that Kan Tao was going to give her a gift, he burst into laughter.

"You see, you invite me to dinner every day, and I can't eat for nothing, after all, I'm really not an idiot." After listening to Kan Tao's words, Cao Cancan laughed for a long time: "Oh, no." The meal itself is what I invited you to eat, and besides, there is not much money. But, I want to know, what do you want to give me? ”

"It's a secret. It's better if you don't know first. After saying that, he excused himself and went back to the classroom.

As soon as Kan Tao left, I didn't have his lying skills and brains, so I kept washing rags stupidly. Suddenly, Cao Cancan hit me with his shoulders behind his back: "Did Kan Tao say he gave me something?" ”

"Oh, he didn't say it, he just asked me what you liked, and I said I don't know."

"And then?"

"Oh, I asked him why he gave you a gift, and he said the same thing he just said. I thought it was funny to say that he was not an idiot and that he often eats your meals. ”

Cao Cancan smiled again. In her eyes, Kan Tao can give her a gift, it should not be as simple as simply thanking her for eating. Although the hearts of children at that time were not particularly complicated, since Cao Cancan thought that this was not a simple meaning, he thought it was good.

I saw her walk out of the bathroom door shaking her head and humming a song, so I gently patted her chest and let out a long breath. While I was lamenting that there was no danger, I was also lamenting Kan Tao's ability to lie at the exit, which was really amazing.

At night, I sat on the back seat and saw Cao Cancan humming a little song and immersing himself in the little happiness in his heart, and I suddenly felt like laughing. My laughter is not sarcasm, but I think her life is far more colorful than mine.

We're only two years apart, basically in the same age group. What Cao Cancan has experienced is a material life, spiritual life, and even psychological aspects that far surpass me. And all I experienced was fear and fear. At a young age, I needed to be afraid of everything that was not appropriate for my age. After all, I am a person whose identity cannot be exposed to the sun.

Sometimes, I feel like an underground worker. Of course, the underground worker who needs to hide his identity, once his identity is exposed, is also a noble person who has dedicated his life to revolutionary work. And me? is a crappy clown who has been ruthlessly abandoned by God.

When I got to the door, I suddenly remembered the banquet tonight. So sometimes I feel like I'm a polarized person, occasionally fixed at a certain point, and occasionally, it seems to be surprisingly big.

After entering the courtyard of Cao's house, as soon as the car stopped, Cao Cancan took the lead in getting out of the car. She stood on tiptoe and looked into the room, "Hurry up, your mother is singing, singing." Go, go. Cao Cancan urged me to hurry into the house.

After entering the house, it was Cao Cancan who took the lead in greeting my mother: "Hello Auntie!" This aunt's cry was so sweet that my mother was halfway through singing, her mouth was not closed, and her hand stopped in mid-air. I guess my mother must have been speculating about why Cao Cancan's attitude towards her changed so much, after all, she was-for-tat with me at the beginning. The people who were also stunned by this sentence, in addition to Aunt Qin, were fathers.

I saw him turn around and look at my mother, and then at Cao Cancan. My father may not have figured out what was going on, in other words, I don't know if he was happy or panicked about the closeness of the relationship.

After hearing Cao Cancan call my mother aunt, I didn't even call my mother out. I don't know why, maybe I'm afraid that I will be compared to the sugar content of Cao Cancan's aunt.

"Mu Xi, why didn't you say hello when you saw your mother?" Aunt Qin asked. Before I could speak, my mother replied: "What do you need to say hello to meet between mother and daughter, don't use it, besides, we just met a few days ago." ”

"Yes, look at me, I actually forgot about Mu Xi's return to your house two days ago. Look at my memory, it happened that I sprained my foot that day, Ah You, there were things everywhere all night, and I forgot to ask Mu Xi how are you? Okay, I don't have to ask now, I'm more relieved to see you, but my sister still has to pay attention to her health. ”

The mother leaned slightly and smiled with her head in her head to express her gratitude. In a chat, Uncle and Cao Ge said that their mother's words and deeds are extremely incompatible with her background and identity. However, this praise has a premise, that is, the mother is in front of the big right and wrong. But speaking of which, she is not too tall compared to the way she plays cards in the alley with those people. Later, after my mother passed away, the people around me rarely played cards. When I came back by chance in 2014, I saw my old neighbor sitting at the door playing cards in the old alley, and suddenly I saw my mother. As I walked past them, I could even smell the scent of my mother's hair, and even the slightest smell of magnolia flowers.

It can be seen that the mother enjoys the happy time of entertaining herself. I guess this kind of time is definitely more pleasant than implementing it in real life.

The mother received preferential treatment in the Cao family. This is completely different from some of the unpleasant scenes I imagined when I first entered the Cao family.