A few hours later, I was back in City B. With apprehension, I walked quickly to the community and went upstairs.

After going up to the second floor, I stood in front of the house with some hesitation. After a while, I calmed my nerves, took a deep breath, and knocked on the door.

It's Saturday, and Mom must be at home. Just as he was thinking about it, his mother's voice came from inside the door: "Who?" ”

Hearing my mother's voice, my eyes moistened for a moment. "It's me, Yuna!" I said with a slight choked up.

But there was no sound or movement from the door. I felt uneasy in my heart, and after a while, I knocked cautiously on the door again, and at this time, the door slowly opened, and my mother looked at me with a cautious expression.

"Did you go to the wrong door? I don't know anyone named Yuna. ”

"I...."Speaking of this, I couldn't hold back any longer, and tears flowed. I choked up and continued, "yes, I used to have a best friend who lived here, so she moved away?" ”

When my mother saw me crying, she immediately let down her guard. said softly: "Seeing you crying so sadly, it must be your best friend!" Hearing what my mother said, I nodded, and my heart hurt like a tear.

At this time, my mother continued: "I don't know why, I see that you are very familiar, as if you once knew each other. In this way, don't cry, come in and sit down, if you still feel uncomfortable, you can talk to me if it's convenient, anyway, I'm alone at home all year round, and I'm worried that no one will talk to me! ”

I nodded and walked inside.

When I came into the house, I looked at everything I was familiar with, but now it was all about me. I sat down on the couch, my mom poured me a glass of water, and sat down next to me. looked at me and said: "I just thought about it, I remember that I have lived here for several years, and I have seen the previous householder, it is a man, it should not be your friend!" If you think about it carefully, is it a mistake in the unit, it's really not good, I'll accompany you to look for it in this community. ”

I didn't speak, I kept my head down, my heart aching. I don't regret what I've done, and I'm sure I'll get used to this loneliness soon.

After a while, I raised my head, looked around in confusion, and said, "It's okay, I've actually found her, but she doesn't remember me." After speaking, without waiting for my mother to speak, I stood up, took one last look at my mother, and said, "I'm leaving, I'm sorry to disturb you, goodbye!" With that, I walked to the door and was about to leave.

"Wait a minute!" Mom said.

I turned around and looked at my mother. She continued: "The more I look at you, the more familiar it becomes, as if we had known each other. In the future, you can come to my house if you have nothing to do, chat with me, have a meal, do you think it's okay? ”

Hearing this, I hesitated, in fact, I was really happy that my mother could say this, but I was afraid that she would remember me, so I broke my promise to [Chain of Radiance].

I silently thought to myself, "Will she think of me one day?" As soon as she finished speaking, another voice from within the Chain of Radiance said, "Three days, after three days, you must leave, or she will die if she remembers you, and then, no matter what you do, you will not be able to resurrect her!" After that, I couldn't hear any sound in my brain anymore.

My mother was still looking at me expectantly, waiting for my answer. I struggled with how to answer, and after a while, I said, "Mom....", I stopped and almost blurted out. Now I can't call her 'Mommy' anymore.

"What did you just say, and suddenly you stopped talking." My mother looked at me with a puzzled expression.

"If you don't find it convenient, that's fine."

"No, I was just going to say that my home is not in City B, and I just came here to find a friend. Since she's gone, I'm not coming anymore. So if you don't bother Auntie, I'll be here with you for a few days, chatting with you, and shopping. ”

Mom listened to me and nodded happily. said: "How can you bother, you can stay as long as you want." ”

"Okay, then I'll come back later, I'll go find a place to live nearby!" With that, I turned and went downstairs.

"Don't go out to look for it, just live in my house!" Mom said. "I always feel like we've really met somewhere, this feeling is too familiar, so I believe you're not a bad person, you can live in my house, so that I can cook you some food and let you taste my craft!" After saying that, without waiting for me to answer, he dragged me into the house.

It seems that I have not experienced such comfort for a long, long time, and I wanted to know everything so much at first, but now it seems that I really realize that for centuries, those who have been bent on pursuing a peaceful life, but in the end they can only reluctantly accept it, which eventually leads to destruction.

Inadvertently, I knew from my mother's mouth that all her memories of what happened in X County had disappeared, and when I asked her if she had any family, my mother's eyes were confused for a moment, and then she said to me slowly.

"Actually, I always felt like I had lost something. I tried to think about it, but in the end I didn't think about anything. Speaking of this, the old mother sighed deeply and continued.

"You know, I was supposed to be on duty at the company this week, but I just felt uncomfortable in my heart, and I always felt like I was still thinking about someone, but no matter how I thought about it, I just couldn't remember who he was. But this person must be very important to me, and I have been thinking about it day and night lately, and I feel like I'm almost obsessed, but in the end I still can't remember. ”

At the end, my mother's voice was slightly choked, and I sat on the sidelines, my eyes red.

After a while, my mother secretly wiped her tears, smiled at me, and said, "Let you see you laugh, come, let's talk about some fun." ”

"It's okay, a... Auntie, just say what you want, and say the depressed words in your heart, and you will feel better! ”

My mother gave me a grateful look. I continued: "Let's do it first, let's eat first, I'm here anyway, we have time to chat, you can say all the suppressed words in your heart!" ”

After lunch, my mother and I went for a walk in the nearby park, and I could clearly feel that my mother was in a much better mood, probably because someone was chatting with her and she was no longer alone.

I must bring happiness to my mother in these last three days.

That night, my mother took out a backpack from the house and said to me, "Look, when I was cleaning up the house for you just now, I found a backpack, is this yours?" ”

I shook my head and said, "Not mine!" As soon as the words fell, I suddenly remembered that the bag I carried when I first came to City B was later placed at my mother's house after I returned to County X.

I remember that this bag contained my diary, as well as glasses, headphones and other daily necessities, but the diary contained a picture of me and my mother, and if my mother saw it, she would definitely remember it.

At this time, my mother picked up the bag with a puzzled face, as if she was going to open the bag to see what was inside.

At this critical juncture, I pretended to remember suddenly and said, "Oops, I forgot, it's my bag, look at my memory!" ”

After listening to what I said, my mother stopped the action of about to open the bag, put the bag back in the house, turned around and walked to the living room, and said, "Startle me, I said, why did a bag suddenly appear in the house!" ”

I smiled at my mother, and I had mixed feelings!

The next day, we went to the playground for a lap and in the afternoon we went to the nearby mall.

I see my mother so happy, and I feel happy for my mother. But on second thought, I could only stay with her for such a short three days, and after three days, she had to live alone again. Thinking of this, my mood began to be low again, but I will not be lonely when I live, and I believe that one day, my mother will definitely meet someone who will accompany me for the rest of my life.

At this moment, a familiar figure flashed from not far away. I was stunned for a moment, and suddenly remembered that it was Mu Zichen!

I hurried up and realized that the familiar figure was really him. But unlike before, now his face is full of youthful vitality, and he no longer has the sorrow that once filled his face.

I saw that he was still in his twenties, and he was surrounded by a group of people, who seemed to be his good friends, and a group of people were talking and laughing.

I followed behind them, just to see him a few more times, I had been guarded for thousands of years, but I didn't get anything in return, and now I saw him so happy with his smile, I was sincerely happy for him.

At this moment, Mu Zichen, who was still talking and laughing with everyone just now, suddenly stopped and turned to look at me.

I was taken aback by his sudden move, stopped, and looked at him in a daze.

After Mu Zichen saw me, his expression stiffened obviously, but in an instant, he walked towards me.

I saw a friend on the side, grabbed Mu Zichen, and asked him what he was going to do. And I heard Mu Zichen wave his hand, turned around and continued to walk towards me.

Finally he stopped in front of me, looked at me with a puzzled expression, and asked, "Do you know me?" ”

As I expected, he doesn't remember me anymore, but that's a relief for him.

I shook my head and said, "I don't know, I read it wrong, I'm sorry!" ”

Mu Zichen said, "It's okay!" Then he turned around and went back to his friends, and I heard him say to them, "It's all right, I recognized the wrong person!" After saying that, he walked out of the mall without looking back!

At this time, my mother came over from a distance and asked, "What's wrong?" Do you know that person? ”

"I don't know, but when I got closer, I realized that I recognized the wrong person! Have you bought it? ”

"No, I was about to call you, can you come and see if this dress looks good?" With that, I turned around and walked into the store with my mother.

Mu Zichen, you must be happy!

In my sleep at night, I was suddenly woken up, and just when I was half-asleep, I saw my mother choking and turning on the light in my room, and there were still tears on her face.

Seeing this, I hurriedly asked, "Auntie, what happened?" Is it a nightmare? ”

My mother shook her head and said in a choked voice: "I dreamed that I can't remember the person who is the most important thing to me!" ”

Hearing this, I chuckled in my heart, did she remember? Thinking of this, I asked slowly, "Did you dream of him?" ”

My mother looked at me and said, "I dreamed, but it was just a figure." I saw her happily walking towards me and calling me Mom! It turns out that the person I have never remembered is my daughter, how could I forget such an important person? Where is she now? At this, my mother sobbed quietly.

After hearing these words, my heart hurt like a tear, and once upon a time, I wanted to tell her out loud that I was actually your daughter. But I've been burdened with too much, and lies are now the best protection for my mother.

My eyes were red and my eyes were full of tears, but I couldn't cry!

I took a deep breath, tried to calm myself, and quietly wiped away the tears.

I didn't know what to say, so I could only silently pat my mother's back and try to calm her down and stop crying!

After a while, the mother stopped crying and said, "I can forget even my own daughter, do you think I am an unqualified mother?" ”

I shook my head and said, "Your daughter must be very happy to have a mother who thinks so much about her!" ”

On the last day, I woke up early to prepare breakfast for my mother. The last day, the last good time!

When my mother got up, she looked at me with surprise when she saw the breakfast I made, and then laughed happily!

"You're good to make breakfast, thank you!"

While eating breakfast, my mother looked at me and asked, "By the way, where do you want to go today?" ”

"Anywhere, the main thing is that I will accompany you wherever you want to go, Auntie!"

Mom turned around, looked outside, and said, "It seems to be raining today, so let's not go out in the morning, I'll make you something delicious at home at noon, and if the weather improves in the afternoon, let's go to the nearby park for a stroll, how about it?" ”

"Yes, no problem!" I happily compared an OK gesture!

After breakfast, my mother and I cleaned the house, and looking at the clean and tidy house, I felt a lot brighter!

After that, we made a pot of tea, sat on the sofa, drank tea, and chatted!

My mother has been a lot happier since I arrived, at least every day when I see her, she is full of smiles, and from that smile, I can see that it comes from the heart!

"Hey, let me tell you about my daughter!" Mom said excitedly.

I nodded, "Yes!" ”

The mother said happily: "Since last night, I can vaguely think about my daughter! She has short hair and is cool every day, and I often tell her, I say don't you want to be like a boy, so it's hard to find a partner in the future! But she always smiled and told me that she couldn't force herself to change just to please others, so she would be unhappy! Later, I stopped meddling in these things, after all, the children are older, and many things are no longer our parents' responsibility! ”

I nodded, didn't speak, and listened as my mother continued.

"I still remember that she always had a ruffian smile on her face and looked like a bad teenager!" Speaking of this, the mother laughed to herself and continued.

"But I know she's not a bad boy, she's just trying to protect herself in such a way, like a hedgehog's thorn!"

I kept my head down, not daring to look at my mother, for fear that I would accidentally be discovered by my mother, and I was afraid that I would not pay attention and shed tears!

"What I remember most is her vague figure, sometimes standing, sometimes leaning to the side, sometimes looking up at the sky. In her memory, she doesn't want to be like other children, she loves to be spoiled, and she will cry when she really can't hold it back, but only for a few seconds! Let's take seeing something she likes! She would look at it again and again and tell me how much she liked it, even if I didn't buy it for her, she wouldn't be spoiled by me, she would just walk away silently, and if she really liked it, she would definitely save up to buy it! ”

I chuckled and said, "What a strange child! ”

The old mother also laughed and said, "Yes, what a strange child! I often tell her that if only you were a boy in this life! Because you're so much like a boy! ”

After saying that, the two of us laughed!

Listening to what my mother said, I recalled these fragments in my mind, at this moment, my heart was extremely warm, it turned out that my mother knew everything and understood everything, but she didn't say it!

Speaking of this, my mother suddenly came back to her senses, looked at me and said, "By the way, when we were strolling around the mall yesterday, the boy you saw, are you the one you like!" After saying that, my mother smiled evilly and patted me!

"Why! I just look familiar with him! I said a little uncomfortably.

My mother looked at me and continued: "It's okay, if you look familiar with him, I can call him down and come to the house for a meeting, you can see it up close, hahaha..."

I looked at my mother suspiciously: "What's the situation?" Do you know him? ”

My mother looked at me with a smug look and said, "I can't imagine it, it's such a coincidence." He is the son of a colleague in my company, we have a good relationship, if you want to meet him, I will ask my colleague to call his son down later! ”

Sure enough, in the afternoon, Mu Zichen really came to his mother's house. He said hello to his mother, nodded at me, and then motioned for him to be polite and sit down!

I looked at the face that was so familiar that I couldn't have been more familiar, the expression, and every move, even the voice of the voice was the same gentle!

He saw that I had been looking at him, and his face was slightly uncomfortable. He asked, "That's... What's wrong? ”

I realized that I had lost my temper just now, and hurriedly said: "No, no, you are really too similar to a friend of mine, I can't help but look at you and get distracted, sorry!" ”

After listening to what I said, he smiled, stretched out his hand to me, and said, "Hello, my name is Dawn!" ”

Dawn? After listening to my self-deprecation, I smiled yes, this man looks about the same age as me, and Mu Zichen died only a few days ago, even if according to the next life, Mu Zichen may not have been born yet, how could I be so confused that I think this man is Mu Zichen!

Seeing me and smiling, Dawn thought I was laughing at his name, he explained: "That's right, I heard from my family that when I was born, in winter, at six o'clock in the morning, the sky was originally bright, but at the moment I was born, a white light flashed, and then the sun rose, my father said that the scene was particularly spectacular, and said that the sky was still bright at that time, but all of a sudden the sun rose. Then the family unanimously decided to call me 'Dawn', which means the rising sun, representing new life and hope! Even now, when the family has dinner, they will talk about it, and everyone says that if it was in ancient times, I must be the emperor's appearance, haha! ”

Hearing this, my heart was shocked, a white light? There are also such peculiar signs, which must be extraordinary, and the name 'Dawn' represents the rising sun, which means new life and hope! This is Mu Zichen, that's right!

But when Chenxi was born twenty years ago, Mu Zichen hadn't died yet, did something happen in between? What the hell is going on?

Seeing that I hadn't spoken, Dawn asked, "What's wrong?" Did something happen? Is it bothering you? ”

I looked at Dawn and saw that his face was no longer the same as before, but looking at me with a worried expression.

I hurriedly shook my head and said, "It's okay, it's okay, I just heard what you said so shocking." And the name Dawn is super nice! ”

After saying that, I also stretched out my hand, looked at Chenxi and said, "My name is Yuna." ”

“Yuna.. What does that mean? Dawn asked suspiciously.

I looked at him with a puzzled look on his face, and with some amusement, I said, "It's unique, and there's another meaning of 'weirdo'!" ”

"Weirdos? I think you're fine, what's wrong? ”

"Hmm... For example, you can see that I have a very boy-like personality, and I also have a similar style of dressing, and I still have short hair, so I am considered a weirdo among girls! ”

Hearing what I said, Chenxi couldn't hold back anymore and laughed. Mom came out of the kitchen at this time, smiled and asked, "What happened?" I heard laughter in the kitchen. Tell me about it. ”

Chenxi smiled breathlessly and finished talking to her mother, who also laughed and said, "How can you think that?" Everyone has their own unique highlights, just like you, many people actually like your decisive and simple personality, and judging from your self-perception of yourself just now, you are still very cute! ”

Dawn nodded as well.

"Uh.... Cute! ”

After dinner, Chenxi left, before leaving, he asked for my phone number, and said: "I found you a very interesting person, I will come down to look for you when I have time, if you go back, I will call you from time to time, if you have something, you can call me at any time!" ”

After that, Dawn is gone!

I went back to the living room, sitting on the sofa, with a heavy heart, it was already evening, the last day was coming to an end, and I was leaving, so how should I tell my mother?

At this time, my mother said, "Well, the young man is good!" I see that the two of you have a good chat, don't you like each other, I see that the young man took the initiative to ask you for a phone! ”

"Oh, don't mention it, I didn't think so!" After that, I pretended not to pay attention to my mother and watched the TV intently.

Mom cut it, smiled, and said, "It's not okay if I don't say it." It's only six o'clock now, and we've been at home for a day, so let's go to the nearby park! ”

I nodded, changed into my clothes, and went to the park with my mom!

Along the way, we laughed happily, and sometimes my mother was so amused by what I said that she bent over, as if she had returned to the past.

When I returned to my bedroom in the evening, I sat quietly on the bed and looked through the diary I had written, which recorded the bits and pieces of the day, and attached photos.

At about eleven o'clock in the morning, I wrote a letter and put it on the table in my bedroom, took one last look at the room, turned around and jumped out of the window, and left completely!