Cang Haidong called his mother's second husband, Chu Qiang.

"Hello? Who? "Very rough voice.

You forgot about me as soon as my mother died? Cang Haidong replied: "Uncle Chu, it's me, Cang Haidong." ”

"Oh, Haidong, look at my memory. I changed my phone, and the original contacts haven't had time to transfer, and I didn't remember it for a while, I'm sorry. What are you looking for from me? Chu Qiang turned into an enthusiastic voice.

"Where's my mom, what's the shutdown?"

"You, your mother." The voice paused for a moment and replied in a low voice, "She's gone." The voice was mixed with a delicate female voice, "Who?" ”

Gone, where to go? A sense of foreboding hit Cang Haidong's heart, and I hope I misunderstood. He asked, "Where did my mom go?" ”

"She died, died three days ago, just cremated." The answer was crunchy.

Cang Haidong's whole body was cold, the mobile phone slipped from his hand, and remorse filled every cell of him: I'm not a filial son, damn it!

He immediately informed Chu Qiang that he was going to worship his mother.

When he arrived at the scene, he learned that his mother had cancer, knew that he would not live long, refused chemotherapy, went home and waited for death, before he died, he had a high fever of 40 degrees, his body was completely dehydrated, he was skinny, he couldn't bear it, he wrote a suicide note, knocked a bottle of sleeping pills and committed suicide.

He picked up the suicide note, his hands shaking so much that he could barely read the words on it.

The words were simple: I'm gone, it's anyone's business. The only wish is that my son is safe, healthy and happy.

With tears streaming down his face, he asked in agony, "Why didn't you inform me?" ”

"Have you forgotten what you told your mom on your wedding day? I'll tell you the truth, your mother is not so much sick as dead, she doesn't want to bother anyone, why should I bother you with this? Chu Qiang said emotionlessly from an outsider's point of view.

This made Cang Haidong regret it even more, in order to be in a hurry to return to Cang'er's side and express himself, he was so eager to say such ruthless words to his own mother, didn't this indirectly force her to death?

What hope does she have for life? The husband of the second marriage can't talk about how deep his feelings are for himself, he just lives together. Although the son has nothing and is terminally ill, one more day of life is of course an extra day of sin.

Damn it!

He slapped himself hard.

"Don't be stupid!" Chu Qiang hurriedly grabbed his hand, "Doesn't she want you to live well?" ”

In the blurred tears, her mother's face was smiling on the portrait.

I hate! I hate myself for forsaking you.

For this reason, he even turned to hate Cang'er, it was he who made himself lose his mind, and actually treated his biological mother like this, so that he would regret it for the rest of his life.

"Forget it, don't cry, old man." Chu Qiang persuaded on the side.

Cang Haidong glanced at him with red eyes, he was full of red light, and he didn't have the lonely and sad look of his dead wife at home.

I know that he is this kind of heartless person, but I don't hate him, at least he has been with his mother for ten years and buried her really.

Even if this kind of truth is very cold, it is better than one's own worthless confession afterwards.

After the worship, Chu Qiang enthusiastically left him to eat and got two bottles of 52-degree soju.

Sometimes he really envies the life of the common people, and he is happy with a bottle of old wine.

I hope that I have grown up in the market since I was a child, and I can be grounded, so that I will not be like now, floating in the air, panicking but refusing to go to the ground.

"The past is gone, and a man must not live for the dead, but for himself." Chu Qiang poured him full of wine.

He often drinks alcohol, but he drinks it with a low degree, and he really hasn't drunk such a high concentration of liquor.

So after a few drinks, he got drunk right away.

In fact, he also wanted to get drunk because he was in a very uncomfortable mood.

Unsatisfactory everywhere: love, family, and career are all half-baked.

And it's very insecure, and you can lose everything that looks beautiful to outsiders at any time......