Chapter 102: Cruel Wrong Love

The night wind knocked on the glass, and Leng Yi sat on the windowsill like a rag doll that had been drained of its soul, looking outside, and there ...... It was so dark that I couldn't see clearly, and the wind blew a little awesomely, as if it were ...... It's going to rain, and the prelude is tense and shocking.

After the bell rang twice, the pointer pointed firmly at two o'clock, it was already two o'clock in the morning, Ren Sinian had not come back yet, this was the first time after they were together, Ren Sinian did not tell him where he went, and he did not return at night.

This made Leng Yi feel extremely uncomfortable, there are many things, all of which started from the first time, for example, his father started gambling for the first time, his mother cried for the first time, he was beaten and injured after being pulled in front of others for the first time, at that time, the home was already broken, the terrible first time, made his heart palpitate, and he was afraid.

Why didn't Ren Sinian come back tonight? Could it be that what he said last night made Ren miss it? Can...... It's okay this morning, I didn't see Ren Sinian angry, and when Ren Sinian left, they were still ...... Also kissed!

Just when he was in a trance, he suddenly heard the sound of the door opening the door, he immediately threw away the pillow in his hand, rushed over happily, and shouted in surprise, "miss ......"

But when he ran to the door and saw that the person at the door was not Ren Sinian, but a tall man, his heart was instantly cold, and he was so frightened that he took a step back, and his surprise immediately turned into horror, "Who, who are you?" ”

"Young Master Leng, why don't you turn on the lights?"

After hearing that the voice was from Ren Sinian's housekeeper Lao Xing, Leng Yi let out a sigh of relief, he pulled away the small table lamp next to the sofa, glanced at Lao Xing with a respectful smile, and tried to calm down before saying, "It's you, is there something wrong?" Allow...... What about Mr. Ren? ”

He originally wanted to call him missing, but he was afraid that after calling it out like this, it would arouse the contempt of others, and the most important thing was that he was not sure if Ren Sinian liked him and called him "missing!" in front of people. In this relationship, his starting point is already very low, low self-esteem is inevitable, and he is also working hard to correct it, but ...... It will take time, too!

"Mr. Ren is in the company, there have been a lot of things recently, she may have less time to come back, she asked me to bring this to you!"

Lao Xing said as he put a few thick books on the coffee table in front of the sofa.

Leng Yi looked at the things on the table, hurriedly squatted down, and opened a few sides in confusion, all of them were in English, he couldn't understand any of them, and those letters had all ended in the last semester of the second year of high school with the passage of time, becoming strange and alienated.

He didn't know what Ren Sinian was doing when he suddenly sent these distant and strange things to his eyes?

"Okay assistant, I'...... I don't understand...... I don't understand! ”

Leng Yi smiled bitterly and raised his head, looking at Lao Xing's eyes that were as plain as water, always with a hint of humility.

"Mr. Ren heard that Young Master Leng used to be a good student in school, even if he re-learns, it shouldn't be very difficult, Mr. Ren will send an English teacher over tomorrow, he is a professor at a foreign language university, he will teach you carefully, and ......, Mr. Ren said that if you can study well and pass the exam, she will take you abroad, because ...... She won't stay in the country! ”

After Leng Yi listened to Lao Xing's words, he was no longer puzzled when he read those English books again, he suddenly understood what Ren Sinian's purpose was, Ren Sinian was just telling him tactfully, if he wanted to be with Ren Sinian, then he had to keep up with Ren Sinian's footsteps, once he went abroad, he couldn't be a dumb and deaf person, right?

"Assistant Xing, please tell Mr. Ren, I will study hard!"

No matter how difficult the road ahead is, he has to catch up with the sun in front of him, even if he dies of exhaustion and thirst in the middle, he will not give up halfway, he will definitely ...... Be sure to catch up with Ren Sinian and touch that warm smile with your own hands.

"Well, that's good, Young Master Leng should go to bed early, it's already early in the morning!"

After Lao Xing gave a gentle salute, he opened the door and turned to go out, when the tall back disappeared at the door, behind Leng Yi, the darkness was torn apart by a burst of lightning and thunder, and it seemed that for a moment, there was an illusion of dawn, and then, a series of big drops of rain poured down, and there was a downpour.

Leng Yi hurriedly ran to the window, carefully closed the window that was blown open by the storm, and then, as if it wouldn't move, stood there quietly, his dark eyes seemed to be full of raindrops, in fact, only he knew that they were all tears, tears of grievances over the years, outside...... It's just venting.

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Early in the morning, that is, as soon as the storm stopped, and the sunlight just penetrated the glass window, Cheng Jian opened her eyes.

After yesterday's day, she seems to have everything, her brother, her boyfriend, her ......, she is happy when she thinks about it, and she laughs when she thinks about it.

With a lot of force, she rolled over from the bed, put on her pajamas, stepped on her shoes, opened the door, and walked outside.

This house is hers, everything in this house is hers, and there will always be a place in her brother's house that belongs to hers.

No matter where Cheng Jin moves, wherever he moves, he will prepare a set of things that should belong to Cheng Key, and no matter whether Cheng Key will come to live or not, he is still persistently prepared.

Cheng Jin believes that one day, Cheng Key will come back to live, who made him Cheng Key's only brother, this blood relationship is always cut.

Now, finally, Cheng Jian is still back, and he brought back one, let's just say that things will not be prepared in vain!

"Brother, you ...... You wake up so early, huh? ”

Cheng Jian never thought that when she got up in her pajamas, she saw Cheng Jin sitting in front of the floor-to-ceiling window, holding a cup of coffee in her hand, looking out the window, with a smile on her face.

"No, I didn't wake up early, I didn't sleep all night!"

Yes, Cheng Jin didn't sleep all night, what happened last night made him extremely excited, from Cheng Jian to call him and say that she was waiting for him from home, when there was something to talk about, this feeling of excitement stayed until he heard that Cheng Key was going to marry Lan Yingchen, this excitement has risen to *, even if it is dawn, his excitement can not be calmed down for a long time!

How long has it been since Cheng Jian didn't have that tone to call him, how long has it been since their brother and sister sat down to have a good talk, and how long has it been since their Cheng family had a happy event, and now ...... Finally...... When the haze dissipates, how can he, who is an older brother, not be excited? And that's it...... Ke Xiaoke brought back the investigation from Europe, which was another reason for his unease, he ...... Should he discuss it with his sister?

"Haven't slept all night? Brother, drink less coffee, it's no good to drink that thing, you look at Balzac, people say he died in the coffee heap! ”

Cheng Key, who was nervous, didn't realize Cheng Jin's thoughts, let alone Cheng Jin's complicated mood at this time, just snatched the cup of coffee that was already cold from Cheng Jin's hand, put it on the chair on the side, and pulled a small leather stool to sit next to Cheng Jin, and gently leaned his head on Cheng Jin's lap, just like when he was a child. When they were young, yes, not only them, but also ...... Ren Xin'er, Sister Xin'er, no matter how long it has passed, it is an indelible memory in their hearts.

"Key, how long has it been since you've stuck to me like this? I want to feel like this! ”

Cheng Jin's ten fingers gently inserted into Cheng Key's hair, gently plucking the jet-black hair, and the faint fragrance of hair wafted into his mouth and nose.

"Do you think I don't want to? Brother, you know what? How much I miss you, how much I want to be with you...... Together, but brother, ......, alas, don't talk about those things, brother, do you remember when we were young? At that time, other people's children were braided by their mothers, but I ...... At that time, the classmates in the class were very envious of me, saying that my pigtails were the most beautiful, brother, you are so skillful! It wasn't until later that I learned that your results were the result of practicing Sister Xin'er's head more than a dozen times, and at that time, I still felt strange, why Sister Xin'er's hair was always getting less and less, hehe, it was all pulled off by you! ”

Although the poverty at that time forced them to be very embarrassed, but the happiness at that time was so real, she never had anything to fear, she had an older brother, an older brother who could bear everything, she just needed to enjoy it, not to mention that there was a sister Xin'er who protected her like her brother!

"You're embarrassed to say that in order to comb your hair, do you know how many Xin'er bite marks I have left on my body? Are there still many belt prints that have been beaten by her mother? Hehe......"

Those things back then, how funny they seem now, but how warm, every time Ren Xin'er's hair was messed up, she was scolded by Ren's mother, of course, occasionally not a beating, but, that ......beating, after the beating, there was a steaming meal.

After he and his sister passed away from their parents, they rolled like a ball among their relatives, and finally rolled back to the small yard left by their parents, but they also got the love of the Ren family next door, they didn't eat less of the Ren family's food, used the Ren family's things to ......, and finally deceived the daughter of the Ren family, hey, ......think about it, I'm really sorry for Uncle Ren and aunt!

Everyone knows that Ren's mother is a famous knife-mouthed tofu heart, until now, Cheng Jin is still wondering if his sister has been influenced by Ren's mother, so this temper is ...... So the post is really like ah!

"Brother, tell me ......, is Xiao Nian really not your son?"

If Ren Xin'er's disappearance is the * between their brother and sister, then Cheng Jin's indifference to Xiao Nian is the barrel of oil that accelerates the escalation of their brother and sister's bad relationship!

But yesterday ...... When Wishing was leaving, he called her aside and told her what she said, which made her realize it for the first time...... It's really possible that she blamed her brother for it.

If Xiao Nian is not his brother's son, then his brother's indifference is also affectionate, Cheng Jian knows in his heart that the woman his brother married is not his brother's love, the woman's father forced his brother to marry on the grounds that the woman was pregnant, if his brother dared not to marry, the price was to send his brother to prison, and it was also because of this incident that Xin'er disappeared, now if Cheng Nian is not his brother's son, it was just a trap ...... back then, so how can my brother forgive this culprit?

"No, I was confused, I remember that I drank too much, I was so drunk, and when I woke up, I was in the same bed with the woman, I don't remember if I had done ......, but not long after, she said that she was pregnant, ......, this thing...... Let's not mention it, anyway, everything has already passed...... Cheng Key, you and Lan Yingchen should go back to Lan Yingchen's house, take his mother over, our family has a place to live, if you think it's inconvenient here, there are other buildings ......, this matter ...... Don't drag! ”

Cheng Jin sighed and suppressed the sunrise in his eyes, and how could Cheng Key, who was leaning on his lap, not see it, my brother had such an expression...... How could she not feel distressed, why didn't she think of these things in the first place, didn't want to think about it for her brother, otherwise, how could things become like this!

Seeing that his brother had changed the topic, Cheng Jian didn't want to dwell on that sad place, so he deliberately mocked and said, "Brother, why are you more anxious than Lan Yingchen?" It's not that I can't get married, I'm your Cheng Jin's sister, I have to ...... I have to be self-respecting! ”

After Cheng Key's words were finished, Cheng Jin's brows couldn't help frowning, he shook his head and said, "Sister, it's not easy for you to catch such an unjust boss as Lan Yingchen, you better take a look at him, there are fewer and fewer wrongdoers in this world, especially like ...... So pure and good! ”

Cheng Jin is a person from the past, he naturally understands who is worth cherishing, and who does not need to be cared for, Cheng Key's temperament, can find such a person as Lan Yingchen who can be trusted, he thinks...... This is really a blessing in the misfortune of their Cheng family, there is always one of their brothers and sisters who can live happily!

"Brother, am I so unbearable? I also look like a flower, I also have a skill, I am also gentle like water, and I still have the identity of a daughter......"

Before Cheng Key's words were finished, Cheng Jin blocked her mouth with his fingers, "Little Key, don't say this in front of others, like a flower like a jade ......, gentle like water...... hey......"

Cheng Jin's helpless sigh made Cheng Jian disheartened, she knew that she was in her brother's heart, that is, this image, and she couldn't reverse it, who let her torture her brother for nearly twenty years, so she decided to make up for it.

"Brother, if you don't like Nian'er, after I marry Lan Yingchen, I'll take him away, I can see that Lan Yingchen likes Nian'er a lot, and I don't have to put it in front of your eyes, so you can look upset!"

After thinking about it for a long time, Cheng Jian felt that this was the only thing she could do to help Cheng Jin, and the only thing she could do to help Cheng Jinfen.

"No need, you and Lan Yingchen should hurry up and have a child of their own, I want to be an uncle for many years, whether I like Cheng Nian or not, since I gave him the surname Cheng, I won't drive him away, or ...... Didn't I send him to an orphanage in the first place? Why bother raising it until now! ”

Although Cheng Jin doesn't like Cheng Nian, he has also raised him for so many years, and he will never allow this child to disturb his sister's happiness, his own has already been put in, and he will not let his sister's home add such chaos.

"Brother, then you can be nicer to Nian'er, okay? You don't know how much he likes you, how much he longs for you to hug him, he doesn't know what happened back then, he hasn't been born yet, he doesn't owe you anything, if he knows that his birth will ruin so much, he will definitely not ...... Choose to be born, brother! ”

Every time I saw Cheng Nian's timid eyes like rabbits, Cheng Key's heart felt uncomfortable, the child was already disabled for life, if he didn't get the love of his family, he would ...... It was destined to be a tragedy.

She also knew how much she wanted Cheng Jin to love Cheng Nian, it was impossible, she just wanted to persuade her brother so that he could ...... Look at Cheng Nian a few more times, maybe Cheng Jin doesn't know, just these few glances, Cheng Nian will be very satisfied and satisfied.

"Little key, it's not that I don't want to look at him, as soon as I see him, I think of his mother, and his grandfather, the scene they forced me ......, little key, don't talk about this, ...... recently I always dream of Xin'er, and one day when I got up, there was a white camellia flower at the head of the bed, and the smell was so familiar! ”

Cheng Jin's words surprised Cheng Key, Cheng Jin's thoughts about Ren Xin'er have remained unchanged for so many years, and Cheng Key can feel it, but she never thought that her brother was about to go crazy because he thought about it!

People have been dead for so many years, how can they put any camellia on his window, isn't it...... Isn't it a hallucination? This made Cheng Jian feel scared, and she hurriedly grabbed Cheng Jin's hand and said, "Brother, do you want to see a doctor?" I admit that Sister Xin'er is worth missing for the rest of your life, but ...... Surely they are dead......"

"......No, Xiao Key, don't say that Xin'er is dead, not dead, missing, you and I both know that the grave in the cemetery is empty, except for a few pieces of Xin'er's clothes, there is nothing, I think...... She's not dead! ”

Some feelings are always true, some things are thought together, the impossible becomes possible, and such thoughts are so real, the white camellia, the Ren Sinian who looks like Xin'er......

A person's appearance may be changed, but a person's temperament, temperament, and temperament will not be erased so easily, and others may not feel it, but how can a close lover not notice it?

If this is the case, then this wrong love is cruel or ...... Lucky?

He wants to suppress the original affection in his heart, and he still wants to ...... Find her, make everything clear, and recover the lost love? It's just that, even if he hasn't changed, will time forgive them?

She, will she no longer be in love, she has experienced so much, just the opposite of him, he was pulled into a trap, and what happened to her was deception and hatred, and she, she fell to the bottom of the sea, and met the warmth and kindness of another person, in her heart, is there still love for him, and, that time, the man she carried by her side...... Doesn't this just show that she is not in love? So what does he do...... How do you want him to endure it!