(87) Complex emotions

When I heard the moon say this, I was very angry with the moon, but when these words came out of Xiao Cheng's mouth, I couldn't help but want to argue for the moon. Because Chen Yong obviously told the two of us a while ago that the person he likes is indeed the moon, why did he forget this sentence so quickly and find a girlfriend?

Could it be that he just said this to perfunctory us?

I felt very confused, and I didn't know for a moment whether I should persuade the moon to continue or let her give up. After that, Xiao Cheng didn't send any more messages, probably knowing that no matter what he said, it wouldn't be of much use to me, so he took the initiative to end this conversation.

I had something on my mind, and I didn't even notice if he sent a text message again, so I kept tossing and turning in this contradiction, thinking about it for most of the night and not figuring out what choice I should make.

The next day, I felt that thinking about these questions was really a bit of a headache, so I told Cheng Zexin about my concerns. Cheng Zexin sighed, patted me on the shoulder, and told me not to think too much, just support the moon now. I asked her why she was so sure, and she didn't hesitate at all. She replied to me that people like the moon have never turned back if they don't hit the south wall, so it's good if she was hurt once. And she doesn't even want pride now, and there's nothing to stop her from giving up.

I don't know why, after listening to Cheng Zexin say this, I immediately thought of Ji Li's worries before. After Cheng Zexin listened to my words, he was so angry that he poked my head hard and blamed me:

"How did you tell Brother Ji Li that you forgot? Now come to embarrass yourself with this kind of question, Xiaobai, tell me, are you really stupid or fake stupid? ”

I think Cheng Zexin's attitude towards me has been a bit hot recently, I guess this may be caused by my failure to promise her to let her help me transform this matter, she is angry with me so that I don't like it. But I really think I'm very innocent, after all, I also want the moon for the good.

Seeing that I lowered my head aggrievedly and looked at my toes and didn't talk to her, Cheng Zexin also realized his problem. She rubbed my shoulder embarrassedly and tried to comfort me:

"Xiaobai, you don't care about this matter, just leave it to me and the moon. You just put your heart in your stomach and wait for news from the two of us. ”

Hearing Cheng Zexin say this, in fact, my heart was even more uncomfortable, as if I was disgusted. But I couldn't make myself show myself, so I nodded to her as if I was fine.

I didn't care about it since, and I didn't even care about it. I was constantly working hard with chemistry every day, memorizing chemical equations from morning to night, and I didn't have much contact with them until the start of school.

During this time, it was as if I had locked myself in a small secret room, almost cut off from the whole world. In fact, not only did I not have contact with the moon and Cheng Zexin, but I didn't even have much contact with Fu Chengwen, except for the gathering of our two families, I didn't go to him alone.

The only one who has contact with me is Cao Yunxiao, but Cao Yunxiao and I seem to be like going to class, making a phone call to each other at a fixed time every day, chatting without saltiness or lightness, and there is no topic.

After more than ten days, we started the new semester. Before the start of school, Cheng Zexin and Moon found me to Sister Guozi and told me that Cheng Zexin had successfully become friends with Zhang Yumo, but Moon could still have Chen Yong's heart. I just nodded my head to indicate that I knew about it, and then I didn't have any other expressions or attitudes.

This is the first time I've felt a little awkward with these two people, and listening to them talk about their hard work these days, I can't remember how close we were. I suddenly felt a little sad, and I just wanted to end this conversation quickly and get out of here and never hear anything about it again.

Cheng Zexin seemed to realize my evasion, so he glanced at the moon, stopped to talk about these things, and wanted to talk to me about something else. But I wasn't in the mood, so after she stopped, I found a random reason to leave.

In the evening, Cheng Zexin sent me a message and asked me if I was upset. To be honest, I didn't know what it was like, so I stared at the phone for a long time without giving her a word.

The day before the start of the new semester, Cao Yunxiao finally finished all his announcements and went home in a hurry. I promised him to pick him up at the airport, and he asked Uncle Jia to pick me up first and then go to the airport together.

I haven't seen Uncle Jia for a long time, so when I saw him, I felt like I was finally a little happier. And Uncle Jia was very careful to find that I didn't seem to be really that happy, and when I was on the way, he asked me how I was doing, if there was anything that made me unhappy.

I really don't know how I survived the past ten days, it's like a stomach-holding worry, but no one can say it. So when Uncle Jia asked me, I really couldn't control my impulses and told him all these things.

I didn't want Uncle Jia to comfort me, nor did I think about asking him to help me solve any problems, I just hoped that someone could listen to the contradictions and feelings in my heart. Who knew that after listening to what I said, Uncle Jia took out a piece of my favorite jelly out of nowhere and handed it to me, and then comforted me:

"In this life, there must be a process of division and integration. You're still young, there's no need to be sentimental, and when you're really forced to separate, you'll know it's nothing. Xiaobai, you listen to Uncle Jia, people always have to keep some distance between people, so that they can get along most easily and happily. Get too close, and one day they will part ways. ”

What Uncle Jia said was really a bit profound for me at this time, although later I also understood that I was just moaning without illness at this time, but I really couldn't understand this height at that time. Uncle Jia didn't seem to expect me to understand, and after saying these words, he began to drive seriously and went straight to the airport.

Half an hour later, the two of us saw Cao Yunxiao, who was several degrees darker. Cao Yunxiao first greeted Uncle Jia, and then picked me up and turned around before saying the first thing to me:

"Xiaobai, you're so thin, I can hold you."

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