Many years after that incident, Liu Yan has forgotten many things at that time, but I don't know why, the situation that morning is still vivid in his memory.

She didn't remember when she fell asleep at night, she and Lu Yi said a lot of things, a lot of things in their hearts that they usually wouldn't confide.

There are many things that we know by heart, and we usually keep them in our hearts and don't talk about them.

It seems that if you don't say it, your life will be peaceful.

When Liu Yan woke up, it was just dawn, and she had never woken up so early these days.

The window was still half open, the tent was half opened, Liu Yan wrapped the quilt tightly, sat up and looked out.

This day is the beginning of winter.

Later, Gui Yuan mentioned it, and Liu Yan found out.

The courtyard was filled with mist in the early morning, and a layer of hoarfrost was curled on the withered blades of grass.

Liu Yan reached out and touched the other half of the bed.

The quilt was cold, and I don't know how long Lu Yi had been up.

"Where's the pony?"

Gui Yuan came to hang up the tent, served Liu Yan to dress, and whispered, "The horse is gone." ”

"When?"

"It's been about half an hour, and it's the person from the northwest who called, and said it was...... In the affairs of the palace, the horse got up and left. ”

You shouldn't go out at this time.

No one else can hide.

"Did you leave anything behind?"

"The colt said he would come back in the evening." Gui Yuan said cautiously: "Princess, are you still in the palace today?" ”

Liu Yan shook his head.

"The bean soup went outside in the morning to look, and there were patrols at both ends of the street, and he didn't dare to go far. When the horse left, he said that the princess was also tired these days, and she should rest well, and the people in the house, if you can, don't go out. The Qin guards had already asked people to guard the front and back doors. ”

"Any other news?"

Gui Yuan has been staying in the mansion, and the news she knows is also relayed by others.

"Also, the fresh vegetables and fish used in our house every morning are delivered at a fixed hour, and today it is more than half an hour late."

Liu Yan nodded, she was not surprised at all.

"You are optimistic about the people in the house, don't walk around, don't talk nonsense, and don't leave the house. In addition, I brought the things I brought back from the Zhuangzi, as well as my luggage, and sorted them out while I had time today. ”

I'm not in a hurry to tidy up things, but Liu Yan wants to find something to do for his subordinates, and it's easy to make trouble when he is idle.

As for Liu Yan herself, she looked through the account book - she flipped through most of it, but she didn't actually read anything. Gui Yuan took Poria to pack up his things on the west side, and their voices were not high.

"Sister Guiyuan, where is this?"

"It's cold and you don't need any of this, put it in the box, and turn around and let people carry it to the warehouse together."

Liu Yan was distracted.

She couldn't read the books, and she didn't want to copy the scriptures anymore. But she didn't want to have an empty head, otherwise she would be cranky and uncontrollable.

She can't help but wonder what is going on in the palace now, and if something is wrong.

Where is Lu Yi and what is he doing?

Who can send Lu Yi, Liu Yan doesn't have to guess.

Before Lu Yi became a colt, others couldn't send him. Now that he has become a colt, the only one who can call him away at this time is his father.

It's tricky for sure.

Liu Yan asked herself not to think about it, but even if she insisted on turning her attention away, she still felt a lingering anxiety and panic hanging over her head.

She pinched the pen, dipped it in ink, listened to the movement of Guiyuan and them next door cleaning up their things, and scribbled on the paper.

When a piece of paper was almost full, Liu Yan realized that all he had scribbled on the paper was names. A personal name, all of which are close to her.

Liu Yan crumpled the paper and threw it aside.

The next piece of paper was still a mess of her drawing.

Her father and mother had always protected her well, keeping her out of those strife. Liu Yan is not ignorant, but he does not know much.

She didn't want to care about this kind of thing before.

But now she kind of regrets it.

Even if you know a little more, you won't be as black as you are now, as if you have a lot of threads in your hands, but you can't figure out a clue.

Liu Yan can be sure of one thing.

Liu Wen must have been involved in this matter, the bowl of sweet soup in Yingxia Palace yesterday was eighty percent problematic.

Liu Yan is the most reluctant to think about this, but he can't get around it the most.

When Gui Yuan came in with tea, Liu Yan had already thrown the pen aside, and she sat on the couch with her knees crossed, looking at the bleak autumn scenery in the courtyard.

"Princess?"

"Guiyuan, you said that one person has no grudges and no hatred, why would he harm another person?"

It seems like a brainless question.

But Gui Yuan has been serving the princess for a few years, and his understanding of her is not nine out of ten, but it is always impossible to guess six or seven points in case of trouble.

To the princess's question, Gui Yuan thought about it before answering.

"The slave and maid don't know. But the slave has encountered things that she can't think of before. One thing, several people want, if you have me, then I have to hate you. Seeing that you are better off than I am, I will be jealous of you. Or, if you didn't rob me of anything, it didn't get in my way, but if I can get the benefit after hurting you, then I will definitely hurt you, without hesitation at all. Slaves and maids have been deceived and harmed before, and they can't figure it out when they encounter such a thing. ”

Liu Yan turned his head to look at her: "Then did you figure it out later?" ”

"I guess I figured it out." Gui Yuan said: "Actually, I don't think it's figured out, it's because I've experienced it a lot of times, and I'm used to it, and I'll be on guard." And there are people in this world who are bad, that is, they would rather harm others than take the right path, if this kind of person's thinking is pondered for a long time, I am afraid that I will also become bad. ”

Longan's words are all big truths, and there are no tricks.

But after Liu Yan heard this, he felt much more comfortable.

She was just feeling sorry for this.

If there was a problem with yesterday's sweet soup, then why did Liu Wen do it?

Liu Yan couldn't remember when he had offended her and had a grudge against her. On the contrary, after Liu Wen's sister and brother moved into Dongyuan to live, Liu Yan took good care of the two of them, sending this and that every once in a while, and also knocked the Shang Palace and the steward eunuch on the side of Dongyuan, don't watch their sisters and brothers watch people put down dishes when they are young, if they dare to deceive and make things difficult, Liu Yan will definitely not spare them.

So she couldn't figure it out.

Even if kindness can't be exchanged for the same return, how can it be exchanged for kindness and revenge?

What Gui Yuan said just now made her clear.

Not for grudges, but for benefits.

If harming Liu Yan can bring her benefits, it is not surprising that Liu Wen will attack her.

Although Liu Yan hasn't figured out what benefits Liu Wen can get from harming himself.

But she doesn't drill that anymore.