Su Yiqiu soaked in the bath for a long time before coming out, and the hot water slightly relieved her physical exhaustion, but the pain in her heart would not easily dissipate.

If you leave the hot water all the time and don't add new hot water, it will eventually become cold. No matter how hot the heart is, if you can't see hope and don't get a response, you will put away all your emotions and slowly become cold.

Su Yiqiu understood Qin Shengxing's attitude, and also laughed at his delusions, he didn't belong to himself in the first place, and this year's time was just like what he stole from Zhou Junyuan, and he had to return it after all.

Qin Shengxing will not fall in love with her at all, he has his career and his own life, she is just an embellishment in his life, dispensable.

I've had a big dream for a year, and I'm finally going to wake up.

Qin Shengxing felt that he had made it clear to Su Yiqiu, and Su Yiqiu obviously accepted this fact.

He was a little worried before, whether Su Yiqiu would be reluctant to continue to be with him, but now he was a little relieved.

He didn't know what kind of feelings he had for Su Yiqiu, maybe it was just just the right habit, once the habit was formed, it was not easy to change, and he didn't want to change it himself.

Su Yiqiu asked himself today if he could not marry Zhou Junyuan, but he was still panicked in his heart, if he didn't marry Zhou Junyuan, would he marry Su Yiqiu?

For himself, he prefers the way he gets along with Su Yiqiu, relaxed and free, so that he has no pressure at work, and facing Zhou Junyuan is more like a part of his work.

married Zhou Junyuan, then all his life is work. If he marries Su Yiqiu, then he is like an ordinary person, after work, he has a considerate wife, shush the cold and ask for warmth, and he is at home, which is what life looks like.

But he can't, he has the entire Qin family behind him, the family business that his father and mother have worked hard for, and he carries the mission of the entire family on his shoulders, and he will never choose life because of his personal preferences.

Not to mention that Su Yiqiu is just a small habit.

This ending is the best, he married Zhou Junyuan on the surface, and they will maintain the appearance of a model couple on the surface like all commercial married families, and in private, he and Su Yiqiu can relax and live the relaxed life they want.

Even if he can't give Su Yiqiu any name, with his Qin Shengxing's family business, it is enough to give Su Yiqiu anything he wants.

This kind of life is coming, and Qin Shengxing feels very satisfied.

Since you can't give her anything on the surface, let's be kind to her in private.

Qin Shengxing cleaned up the cigarette butts on the ground and opened the window to breathe.

Su Yiqiu's bath time was a bit long, Qin Shengxing felt that Su Yiqiu must not have eaten tonight, and drank again, afraid that her stomach would be upset for a while, so he went out to buy her something.

Su Yiqiu dragged his tired body out of the bathroom and changed into pajamas, the house was cleaned up very well, only a little bit of tobacco smell remained that had not dissipated.

But Qin Shengxing was not at home.

Gone again, without saying hello.

Su Yiqiu felt that she was fed up with such ignorance, she used to feel that there was hope and could be ignored, but now she really doesn't want to be wronged like this anymore, forget it.

The sound of the door opening came from the door again, and Su Yiqiu's silent heart rose again.

"Have you washed it, how do you sit on the ground?"

"Oh, I'm a little tired after washing, and I don't want to sit in the living room when it's so dark, so I'll sit at the door of the room for a while."

"I bought some porridge and some light dishes, you eat a little to replenish your strength, otherwise your stomach hurts."

Did you go to buy porridge? Do you still care about yourself?

"The light is broken, I'll go change the light, you go eat first."

Su Yiqiu looked at Qin Shengxing's way of changing the light bulb, and fell into deep thought again.

The man she loves and the life she loves are here, she yearns for a warm life, even if life is poor, but as long as there is love, any dark day will let people see the light.

"Okay, why are you still standing and not eating, it won't taste good when it's cold for a while."

"Do you want to eat together?"

"I've eaten it...... However, I bought quite a few and could eat some more. ”

The porridge is warm, sliding in the throat, and the warm feeling fills the whole stomach, the whole body.

Tonight's Qin Shengxing is more gentle and considerate, and people can't help but fall into it, and they just want to indulge in this gentle love.

The tranquility before the storm and the return to the light before death are probably the same truth.

Bean-sized tears rolled into the bowl, and Qin Shengxing felt a little distressed after seeing it.

"What's wrong, isn't it feeling well?"

"Qin Shengxing, will you not want me after you get married?"

Su Yiqiu's sad appearance made him feel upset, and his chest was a little stuffy.

"No, I promise you."

"Then I can live here forever and no one will disturb me?"

"No, I'm not going to let anyone bother you."

"You're married, will Su Zhenli let me go with someone else...... I haven't completely gotten rid of him yet, Xiaozhe is still ......"

"He dared to try! You don't have to worry about these, I will help you solve the outside things, and you can live your life with peace of mind. ”

Su Yiqiu nodded obediently, but his eyes remained empty.

Qin Shengxing was a little scared, he felt that Su Yiqiu was like a catkins that would float away at any time, and he said scared words, but he didn't care at all in his heart.

"Do you want to leave?"

Qin Shengxing was afraid of Su Yiqiu's answer, but he was looking forward to it.

"Will you let me go, then?"

"No, Su Yiqiu, don't think about leaving me, since the contract has begun, it's not up to you to decide when it ends, you can rest assured here, don't think about those other things."

Su Yiqiu didn't answer positively, Qin Shengxing could only tell her with a tough attitude that she must not leave herself, he thought it was just a contract, and when the contract expired, they would leave. But now he found that he no longer wanted Su Yiqiu to leave him.

"Then I won't leave, I'll stay here."

Since it is destined to be fruitless, let's spend the last days well before leaving.

She has already decided, after Qin Shengxing gets married, she will leave Jiangcheng and go around, wherever she goes, as long as there is no place for him, she should also plan for herself.

And before that, she must help Xiao Zhe again, and when the time comes, she will hand over all the things about the bar to him, so that he can slowly get out of the Su family and live the life he wants again.

Qin Shengxing was very happy Su Yiqiu's answer, his little cat was so docile and obedient, he should treat her well.

After eating, Su Yiqiu nested quietly on the sofa, she was too sleepy, she had experienced a lot of ups and downs in the day today, once the environment made her feel comfortable and comfortable, she fell asleep quickly.

Qin Shengxing came out of a shower and saw his little cat nesting on the sofa.

He walked over and picked her up.

She is too thin, so small, she should eat more in the future.

When Qin Shengxing came out, Su Yiqiu had already woken up.

She hugged Qin Shengxing back and kissed his earlobe.

"Don't want to sleep?"

Su Yiqiu shook his head in front of his chest: "I don't want to sleep, I want to stay with you, you haven't been back for a long time." ”

Qin Shengxing felt a little guilty, there will be many days like this in the future, he can't go home, she has to wait for him at home, and there may not be any.

"I'll pay attention to it in the future, and try to inform you of the itinerary."

"But you don't answer the phone, you don't answer all the time, I'm scared."

"I left my phone in the car, and it won't be in the future."

Getting down from Qin Shengxing, Su Yiqiu hugged Qin Shengxing's waist. Qin Shengxing, who had just finished taking a shower, had the aroma of shower gel on his body, this was her favorite taste, Su Yiqiu took a deep breath, opened the strap of Qin Shengxing's pajamas, and kissed his chest.

Qin Shengxing was a little itchy by her sudden actions, and he knew how much he liked Su Yiqiu's current appearance.

Leaning over to kiss the thin, soft and warm feeling of the woman in his arms made Qin Shengxing unable to control himself, the strength on his lips became heavier and heavier, not satisfied with this little comfort, with all his strength, Qin Shengxing pressed Su Yiqiu on the sofa.

"No, don't be here, go back to your room."

Qin Shengxing held back his desire, picked up Su Yiqiu and walked to the room.

Su Yiqiu hugged Qin Shengxing's neck tightly, for fear that he would fall.

Between the kisses, Qin Shengxing's hand roamed on Su Yiqiu's body, and Su Yiqiu's slight voice stimulated his nerves even more.

He couldn't control his desire and pulled away Su Yiqiu's pajamas.

This night, Qin Shengxing's actions Su Yiqiu tried his best to cooperate, although it was painful, but Su Yiqiu had already thought about it, since he didn't know which day would be the next day, which time would be the last time, then treat every day, every time as the last time.

She wants to remember everything about this man, from falling in love at first sight when she was a child to the deep roots of love when she grows up. Then leave him and spend the rest of your life reminiscing.

Qin Shengxing, you are really selfish, you can face all this calmly, weigh the pros and cons with the usual wit of a businessman, and you don't want to let go of any of your beautiful wives and concubines.

But have you really thought about me, ask me if I am willing, willing to be a junior who has never seen the light in my life, watching you walk in front of people holding hands with other women in the corner all my life, watching you hug and kiss others, get married and have children.

And I'm going to wait alone in a dark corner, looking forward to your return for alms.

In the darkness, tears of pain and pleasure intertwined, wetting the entire pillow.

Qin Shengxing looked at Su Yiqiu, who was asleep and still had tears in the corners of her eyes, listening to her occasional uneasy moaning in her sleep, lowered his head and kissed away her tears, and gently hugged her.

"Su Yiqiu, don't leave me, you will always be with me."