235 Wang Xuanrou passed away (the snow began to melt)
After a while, Brother Zhi'er took a deep breath and told Lin Yu'an the cause of the incident.
It turned out that after Zhige'er entered Hanlin, he went to Xiangguo Temple to repay his vows, and was bitten by a snake in the wishing pool of the back mountain.
…… I heard that the fourth miss of the Zhou family was the eldest daughter of the lost mother, so she had been in the boudoir, which made Lin Zhicai feel a sense of pity, and later by chance, he had met the fourth miss of the Zhou family twice, Lin Zhicai felt that this was the fate of him and the fourth miss of the Zhou family, so he wanted to marry her.
But Lin Yu'an listened, and the two long eyebrows gradually locked together.
This is too much of a coincidence, she always feels that something abnormal must be a demon, and muttered, "Well, have you ever wondered how things can be so coincidental, could there be something else in it?" ”
Lin Zhicai disagreed, thought about it for a moment, and then said: "This shouldn't be, where am I worthy of a lady from a famous family?" ”
Lin Yu'an couldn't help laughing, yes, how can she look at everything now as if she is a conspiracy, if it is really her brother's fate, she will ruin her brother's marriage, and at the age of her younger brother, it is time to get married, other people's families pay attention to their children, and at the age of Zhige'er, I am afraid that my son can play soy sauce.
What's more, even if the fourth lady of the Zhou family carefully arranged to marry Zhige'er, then she should cherish her marriage with Zhi'er even more, which is not a good thing.
However, how can marriage be a child's play, Lin Yu'an thought that he should find someone to check the true character of the fourth lady of the Zhou family.
If she is really of good character, it doesn't hurt to marry into the door.
Having made up his mind, Lin Yu'an asked about his brother's errand.
"Who introduced you to Hanlin?"
Lin Zhicai didn't hide it, and replied with a smile: "It's the teacher Pei Yuanqing." ”
Pei Yuanqing?!
Lin Yu'an was stunned for a moment, she had heard of Pei Yuanqing, she had heard that he was the enlightenment master of the first master, and the master who was once one of the three princes, although he had no real power, he was very respected by the first emperor.
Pei Yuanqing was a scholar many years ago, and few people could invite him, Lin Yu'an was very curious about how many Jinshi were on the list.
Lin Zhicai heard his sister ask him this, so he said indifferently: "I lost the name of my teacher, and I only won the name of the leader." ”
Only...... Won the spot? Lin Yu'an felt that when she was talking to her brother Zhi'er, her brain seemed to be a little unturned, or did she stay in the inner house for a long time and become stupid and ignorant?
Over the years, what Brother Zhi'er has experienced, Lin Yu'an doesn't know at all, she only took care of Brother Zhi'er for a period of time after taking him back from the Fang family, and then she went to Shao Yuan in order to find Yu Jia, there may have been too many things during this period, she has no way of knowing now, and she doesn't want to ask Brother Zhi'er, some things have passed, and it doesn't make much sense to talk about it again, the days will always go forward.
Her eyes were a little hot, and Lin Zhicai turned her head to look at Lin Yu'an as if she suddenly remembered something.
"Sister, when I was studying in the Li family's private school, I was very taken care of by the Li family, and I came to the door with a gift to thank you that day, and the eldest son of the Li family said that if you want to thank you, you will go to thank my sister, do you know the eldest son of the Li family?"
He himself knew that he couldn't talk nonsense, so his voice lowered when he reached the back, and he looked around vigilantly.
Lin Yu'an's expression was stunned for a moment, she didn't know that there was such a thing, Li Shi'an...... It seemed that a gust of wind was blowing, and suddenly I saw Jiangnan with apricot blossoms and rain, and I saw the young man with elegant eyebrows spreading his hand with burning eyes, and presented the porcelain doll in the palm of his hand in front of her eyes, and his voice was crisp: "No, here you go, I don't play with this." ”
She has always been cautious, worried about making a mistake, even if she secretly thought about the possibility of being with Li Shi'an in the dead of night, but in the end she still had the self-knowledge to stop this idea.
She couldn't help but wonder, what do you do with those old things, she looked up at the blue sky, "It's all about some old sesame seeds and rotten grains, only my father used to have some friendship with Li Ge Lao, but people go to tea and cool, my father has been gone for so many years, and there is no contact, where is the son of the Li family looking at my face, it is for the sake of my father's face that he will take extra care of you!" ”
After listening to Lin Yu'an's words, Zhi'er felt a little relieved.
"Okay, don't think about it, you drink, don't blow the wind outside, it's going to save you a headache."
Brother Zhi'er just felt a little hurt in his eyebrows, and when he heard his sister's words, he didn't say much, and told Lin Yu'an not to stay outside for longer, and went back to the guest room that he cleaned up a little naively.
The evening breeze blew on his body, and it became colder and colder, so Nanyu took a thick maroon gold and silver ratskin cloak and asked Lin Yuan to wear it.
"Princess, it is more dewy, let's go into the house this night when the wind is strong."
Where Lin Yu'an stood, he still didn't move, Nanyu said patiently: "You just don't think about your body, you should also think about the child in your belly." ”
Knowing that Nan Yu cared about her, Lin Yu'an liked the feeling of being cared for, turned his head and smiled at Nan Yu, and slowly entered the house.
Yu Jia's illness became worse on the eve of the Shangyuan Festival.
The red and black blood spread from the corners of his mouth, like the Manzhu Sahua blooming on the other side of the Lechuan River written in the Lotus Sutra, and the layers of gorgeous bloom on the placket of his clothes.
As if she had expected such a day, Lin Yu'an was calmer than she imagined, if it weren't for the trembling of her fingertips, she might really deceive herself, not afraid, she was not afraid at all, she was not afraid to go to Yu Jia...... But she couldn't fool herself, and her body couldn't stop trembling.
The fear of trying to keep something but being unable to do anything filled his heart, and the smile on the corner of Yu Jia's mouth became more and more blurred, but his voice was exceptionally clear.
"Silly girl, don't be afraid, it's just a little blood, don't be afraid."
Lin Yu'an nodded, his voice had lost the function of speech.
Listening to the sound of whimpering in her throat, Yu Jia felt something tugging at his chest, and felt like he was almost suffocating.
For the first time, Lin Yu'an found that he was so attached to this voice, and felt that this was the best sound in the world.
Yu Jia stopped Nanyu who was going to invite Langzhong, "No need to go, I want to talk to my wife alone." ”
As if he had just returned to the time when he first married him, he called out to himself Yu'an or a girl, and said to his subordinates, bring a plate of fragrant lotus cake to Mrs., and send two notebooks to Mrs......
Lin Yu'an had an ominous premonition in her heart, she didn't like Yu Jia to talk like this, which made her feel like she was arranging the aftermath.
"I don't listen, I don't listen, you'll talk to me when you're ready."
Lin Yu'an shook his head like a child, and when he didn't listen, tears flowed down his eyes.
Yu Jia stretched out his hand with difficulty, wanting to take her into his arms, but his hand stretched out and took it back, "The clothes are dirty, help me change my clothes." ”
Lin Yu'an nodded vaguely, and personally went to the high cabinet to get a gray padded robe.
After changing her clothes, Yu Jia said that she didn't want to lie in bed anymore and wanted to go out for a walk.
Lin Yu'an hesitated, "It's cold outside." ”
Yu Jia turned around with a smile and rubbed her head, "It's okay, I'll come back after going out for a while." ”
Lin Yu'an was not at ease, so he asked Nan Yu to get the stove and fetch the cloak himself.
The wind outside the house is a little strong, the sky is not very good, it is getting dark, and the bleak scenery around makes people feel very decayed.
Yu Jia's steps were a little vain, and Lin Yuan held one of his arms, "Be careful of your step." ”
"Well, the snow is starting to melt."
"It's still early, let's go back after a while."
Lin Yu'an was still a little worried, feeling that it was too cold, and he was afraid that Yu Jia's body would not be able to stand it.
Yu Jia looked at the grass and trees in Nanyuan with nostalgic eyes, "Girl, when you haven't married me yet, Nanyuan is a very quiet place, quiet is not like a home,"
Lin Yu'an listened, her heart was a little sour, she replied in a low voice, Yu Jia continued: "I thought I would marry a woman who has nothing to do with each other, respect each other like guests, and do not interfere with each other, but God sent you to my side, I feel really good when I think about it." ”
His voice was full of satisfaction, but it sounded like there was a flaw.
That feeling was fleeting.
The early spring colors in the capital are too bleak.
On the twenty-first day of the first month, the news of Wang Xuanrou's death came.
When Lin Yu'an heard this, his heart was inexplicably empty for a moment, and he was not happy in his heart, nor did he feel hurt and cry bitterly.
Wang Xuanrou is only twenty-two years old, and she is in her prime, just like a flower that has not yet had time to bloom in early spring and is suddenly broken by the wind.
These days, Lin Yu'an's mood is very heavy, and she doesn't want to hear this kind of voice at all, but Wang Xuanrou is her cousin, and some things are in the way.
Hu Tingyuan, the son of Yongchang Bo, still has only one daughter under his knees, and the other is the concubine and concubine born to the little lady after Wang Xuanrou fell ill.
The aunts were pregnant many times before, but they didn't keep it, so Wang Xuanrou was disgusted by Mrs. Yongchangbo, and felt that her daughter-in-law was not virtuous.
It's just that what you plant will get what you get, and Wang Xuanrou's ending was also caused by herself.
Lin Yu'an didn't want Yu Jia to hear the news, such a lifeless thing always made people feel heavy.
When it comes to death, she feels so depressed that she can't breathe.
"Just let people send the gifts, and don't talk about this matter again."
Nanyu listened, nodded, and felt that something was wrong, the corners of his mouth twitched, and he still didn't say anything.
Yu Jia is getting thinner and thinner day by day, making people feel as if their physical body has shrunk, and the original plump and handsome face also reveals a dead look, and the face is like a vegetarian, Lin Yuan makes people boil the chicken soup of ginseng and astragalus every day and is worried that it will be too much, so he mixed some light lotus seed soup.
In the dead of night, she lay on the bed tossing and turning and couldn't sleep.
Yu Jia on the side couldn't hide the blue and black in his eyes, it was not tired blue and black, but as if he was injured, it was the kind of faint darkness that was revealed by poor health.
He squinted, but his hand was on hers.
Lin Yu'an also closed his eyes, feeling the temperature of Yu Jia's palm.
In the darkness, a voice called out to her.
"Yu'an, Yu'an, where are you?"
She opened her eyes with difficulty, saw a lake around her, and looked up suspiciously, it turned out to be Qi Mubei.
"Yu'an, are you okay?"
This scene was so familiar, as if she had seen it somewhere, and in a daze, she suddenly remembered that this was the day she fell off the cliff.
Qi Mubei was implicated by her in order to save her, she and Qi Mubei fell off the cliff together and landed on the mudflat by the wet river.
It's just that she just wanted to answer, when she heard another voice behind her: "Yu'an, Yu'an!" ”
When she turned around, she saw Yu Jia rushing over, but her eyes seemed to be filled with lead, and she tried to open them but was powerless, "Sleep, silly girl, just wake up." ”
In the white halo, Yu Jia turned around and left, she wanted to catch up, but Yu Jia suddenly turned around and pushed her back with a fierce look.
She heard Qi Mubei and Yu Jia arguing.
Yu Jia...... Yu, Yu Jia! ”
With the sound of exclamation, Lin Yu'an sat up from the bed, and heard a burst of movement, Zhou Qiao'er, who was on duty at night, lit the lantern and got up sleepily, "Princess, what's wrong?" ”
Yu Jia also woke up, he looked at Lin Yu'an worriedly, "What's the matter, is it a nightmare?" ”
It turned out to be just a dream, Lin Yu'an secretly breathed a sigh of relief in his heart, smiled at Yu Jia with a relaxed look, and said in a slow voice: "Don't worry, it's just a nightmare." ”
Yu Jia slowly reached out and gently covered her belly, and there was a glimmer of light in her gloomy expression, "Don't be afraid, there is still our baby with you." ”
Lin Yu'an nodded vigorously, Zhou Qiao'er had retreated behind the screen, and the two of them fell asleep again, dreamless all night.
When the news of the emperor's death exploded in the capital, the snow had not yet melted, and the capital was wet, Lin Yu'an was particularly surprised, how could this matter not be hidden from Yu Jia.
Yu Jia's expression was calmer than she imagined, and she just sighed softly, "Birth, old age, sickness and death are things that no king can control." ”
When Lin Yu'an heard this, he felt a little uncomfortable.
On the eighth day of February, the weather was good, the young shoots on the branches had already drilled out of the black-brown bark, and the spring breeze was slightly cold, Yu Jia said that he wanted to go out for a walk.
Lin Yu'an thought that the weather was good, and it would be good to go out to get some wind, so he didn't stop him.
suddenly thought that Yu Jia hadn't seen the children for a long time, so he asked Nanyu to go and tell Xu's mother. Take the three children out to play for a while.
Brother Sheng'er and Sister Shu are still safe, the three children are all long-sighted, and if they don't see each other for a while, they can find that the children have jumped a lot taller, especially Brother Sheng.
Ping An is still too young now, and can only be held by the nurse, looking at Ping An's fleshy lotus-like arms, you can know that Ping An is living a good life, and Mother Xu is dedicated.