When I used to watch TV dramas, I often noticed that there was a plot that the protagonist put all his thoughts and attention on work because of the unhappiness of life, chatting to vent and comfort his unhappiness.

I still remember that every time I saw such a situation before, I would always joke with Cao Ge, I said that this TV series can really be nonsense, the work outside is all part-time work, who will work so hard? As a result, what he said ended up being slapped in the face. During that time, I was like the foolish protagonist in my mouth, working with all my heart. My purpose, just like in the TV series, is to divert my mind and prove that I live a fulfilling life.

When I came out of the university, I suddenly found myself empty, and I felt like I was useless. Especially when the news of marriage came out one after another in the group of classmates in college, I was always staring at the screen in a daze. It seems that many of my students got married as soon as they graduated from college, but nowadays people are advocating late marriage. Perhaps, I saw through a lot of things.

It's not that I envy who is married, but I always feel that other people's youth has a positive result, and I, while achieving nothing, is also a widow and a lonely life. Occasionally, I think of Uncle Elm, what he's doing now, and if he has a new lover in his arms. Then, I thought of Song Zitian. After all, I haven't heard from him since.

As a result of hard work, he quickly won the company's recognition. Immediately, I had the qualifications to compete with Li Kai for the position of deputy general manager of the sales department.

As we who have just obtained our graduation certificates, such a large company cannot use new people as management. However, perhaps because of the special nature of the sales department and the fact that the new sales director only recognizes performance, the two of us were selected as candidates.

The competition was fierce, and even when it finally entered the white-hot stage, Li Kai and I were both working hard to create results. During that time, I didn't go back to Cao's house for two whole months because I was so busy. My whole person is the family, the unit and the various social rounds, at that time I was like a spinning top, but I was enjoying it, after all, I was so busy that I didn't have time to think about what I had nothing.

However, in the end, I didn't fight Li Kai. I was not disappointed at this point. However, when a person's nerves are tense to a certain extent, and the strings are suddenly tensed, that is when the whole life is empty and there is nothing to do. The sudden relaxation of my life made me lose my focus for a while, and I suddenly felt that I was starting to become confused again.

On a rare holiday, I sat on the sofa with my mobile phone, and suddenly remembered Liu Zhen, and all I could think of was the embarrassment and embarrassment on her birthday that day. It occurred to me that I should go and meet her. So, I made an appointment with Liu Zhen.

Liu Zhen that day, her state seemed okay on the surface, but I could see that she had something on her mind. After chattering about some trivial matters in the unit, I suddenly asked Liu Zhen: "Do you have something on your mind?" ”

Liu Zhen raised her head: "It's not a matter of mind, I can't say it well." That is, a few days ago, didn't another classmate in the group get married, and I happened to talk about it on the phone with my family. My parents always knew I had a boyfriend and told me to take it home and see it. Me too, and I didn't use my brain, so I directly asked Li Kai to go to my house. As a result, Li Kai directly refused. ”

"Maybe, busy?"

"It's not. If he says he's busy, I won't either. He said on the phone at the time, what kind of parents are you seeing? I didn't say I wanted to get married, and I saw my parents. After saying that, he hung up the phone. I was holding the phone for a long time, wondering what he meant. Liu Zhen put down the spoon, leaned her back back, and said stupidly.

"He didn't explain this to you again?"

"Explain what! Since I started working, we have sometimes been able to see each other once a month, and I have taken the initiative to find him. I always feel that Li Kai is avoiding me, you say, Mu Xi, your unit, does he have someone he likes? Liu Zhen stared at me.

"Huh?" I was stunned, looked up at her, and then hurriedly lowered my head. "No, no." I said in a hurry.

I found that, no matter how capable I was, after this lie for too long, it was basically hidden. You will become less and less courageous to say, and even, if it is a lie, you will have to pretend to be true. I didn't dare to face Liu Zhen, although there was nothing between me and Li Kai.

"None? Hey, Mu Xi, I'll tell you. When I was about to graduate from college, I obviously felt that he was weird, yin and yang for a while. I didn't really think much of it, though. At that time, it was a critical period of employment, and Yixin felt that he might have encountered a bottleneck in employment. But Mu Xi, I always feel that Li Kai is going to break up with me recently. Liu Zhen stared at me. And I pretended to eat and didn't answer.

"Mu Xi, I'm talking to you, did you hear me?"

"Huh? Ah, divide it! I said it lightly.

"Forget it, I told you that you don't understand. You don't know, a child like me from the countryside, in fact, is very important to feelings. My parents are both farming, how can I know what romance is, let alone between them, even for me, they lack care. Therefore, it is very safe to have someone around, especially in this strange city. Ay... Mu Xi, I sometimes wonder now, you say, why is this person so tired? I can't remember the happy times since I was a child, and then I studyed, worked, got married, and had children. Hey..."

"Don't sigh, it's the same for everyone."

"Yes. Eh, do you know where I got this sigh from? Shen Yue. Liu Zhen suddenly said Shen Yue's name from her mouth, which made me can't help but be surprised! It's a name I don't seem to have heard in a long time.

Liu Zhen said while eating the dishes: "Didn't Shen Yue go back to Shenzhen?" At first, it was fine, but later, her father's condition worsened and he needed a second operation. As a result, the family had no money, so Shen Yue took a man's money and became the other party's girlfriend by the way. ”

I sighed, "That's good." ”

"What a thing! That man has a home! If she goes, isn't she just a little junior! Liu Zhen said excitedly. But I didn't reply.

After finishing speaking, Liu Zhen suddenly realized her gaffe, and she was very embarrassed to squeeze out a sentence for a long time: "That, Mu, Mu Xi, I'm sorry, I, I didn't think so much and said it casually..."

I looked up and smiled, looking at Liu Zhen's face flushed with self-blame: "It's okay, I don't take this seriously." ”

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