Chapter 129 Little Red Riding Hood and the Big Bad Wolf
After Zi Yunfei left, the door of the Cao family slammed like that~ and bounced back due to the pullback. After this sound, Zhang Jing suddenly collapsed, she covered her face with her hands, and cried loudly.
I suddenly realized that it turned out that Zhang Jing had been enduring it in front of Zi Yunfei, and she was pretending to be strong. Zhang Jing's hair was scattered, and the tears that flowed from between her fingers, almost in a line, looked even more gloomy in Nanjing at the end of October.
Her emotions were on the verge of the extreme, and compared to Aunt Qin'er's forbearance, her catharsis infected the entire Cao family from the senses. The smell that permeated the air seemed to be damp. I looked up at the huge living room, which was full of popularity, but it was like a cold ice cellar.
When I later recalled this paragraph, I carefully tasted Zhang Jing and Aunt Qin, their performance in dealing with emergencies is very different, they all have their own points for venting and catharsis, no matter what the channel is, the pain of the soul being cut off can still be felt, it is a shocking pain!
Zhang Jing has been going around and around on the road of emotional life, but she has never been able to turn the life trajectory of the Cao family brothers. This is not a bad fate, what is it? She gambled with her youth and the love of her life, and as a result, she lost and lost. I think their mood is probably the distance between heaven and hell, and that kind of gap is difficult to repair in time.
I have to admit that what Zi Yunfei said was right. Everyone has their own emotional tipping point, and it is not easy for everyone. Aunt Qin will only be depressed and annoyed by herself when she treats her father's betrayal of marriage, because great compassion is just speechless, she is cowardly, and she is timid. She was afraid that she would hear her father's inhuman answer and her unscrupulous reaction again, and that she would be on the line of death again.
And Zhang Jing, between the two men who chose left and right, she was sure that love would not disappear, so she greedily sucked the spring breath of endless love from the two men around her, as a result, her father loved love, but the body not only betrayed the promise of love when she was young, but even gave birth to a bright and sparkling me who betrayed love as sand, which has been incurably tormenting Aunt Qin and Zhang Jing's hearts slapped her a few times, and also brought out the explosive storyline of the collapse of the backer behind her, which was a humiliation for her! Naked humiliation! What does this mean? shows that her husband has never had a relationship with her.
Some people may say that this kind of thing, it is understandable to hide it, who wants to make their unbearable emotional past public, especially to share it with the person next to the pillow? No, the point of the matter is not whether Cao Qi said it or not, but that the inside story of the Cao family that the courtesan knows is the sea of happy flowers that she Zhang Jing has been wandering, this is an endless knife punishment to the heart, this is a kind of frank telling you: Zhang Jing, you have lost your life! , the humiliation of pulling his ears and holding a horn to shout the answer.
Aunt Qin and Zhang Jing lost to no love.
Although everyone has a deviation in their understanding of the concept of love. However, the general direction is sunny and the pursuit of perfection. Although both ended in tragedy, and although there were great regrets in both loves, in fact, I was sitting at the table and looking at it with a different kind of thinking, and for everyone's present moment, I learned the mistakes of my youth in the youngest day of the rest of my life, and woke up from the pain in time, and it was not too late, even a fluke, when I still had the ability to love the world again.
This irony seems to be a little biased, but it is also saving their lives in disguise. Even, this kind of salvation includes Cao Qi.
Cao Qi slowly straightened up, walked around the sofa, picked up a box of cigarettes on the coffee table, lit one, took a deep breath, and spit it out heavily. I saw the smoke rings gradually grow larger and larger in the air, and the thick smoke swirled around the faint sound of Zhang Jing's crying, surrounding and rising.
may be tired of crying, Zhang Jing is like Aunt Qin the day before yesterday, crying and crying, and suddenly her tears dried. She sat down on the couch, curled her legs on the couch and tugged at her nightdress, covering her knees. The petite figure was like that, like an insecure bird, nesting in its own corner, waiting for someone to come and pity her, and tell her that all this was an illusion.
When Cao Qi was about to burn out a cigarette, he suddenly whispered: "Or, divorce!" ”
"Don't leave!" Unlike Aunt Qin's reaction to the divorce, Zhang Jing was very resolute and quickly replied to Cao Qi that she would not divorce. Everyone's confusion at that time was probably the same as mine, if something like this happens, don't get divorced? Do you want to go on?
Cao Qi's reaction to Zhang Jing was obviously very surprised, he snuffed out the cigarette butt, turned around and asked Zhang Jing: "Don't leave?" ”
"Yes, no divorce! What I can't get, no one can think of! I'm here to occupy the position of the eldest and youngest grandmother of the Cao family, I'll see who can do anything to me! Zhang Jing said so loudly that Cao Ge on the side scratched his head and looked at Xue Hao on the side.
This Xue Hao, as a witness to the Cao family's weal and woe, should have mixed feelings in his heart at this time. Perhaps, as we often say, the authorities are confused, and the bystanders are clear. And Xue Hao is a bystander to these two marital accidents, but no matter how strong his heart, how sharp his words and how fair his three views this bystander has, at this moment, he has no way to express his suggestions or opinions in front of so many parties.
Actually, it's hard for Xue Hao.
Xue Hao responded to Cao Ge, he blinked, probably signaling Cao Ge not to speak. Cao Ge nodded knowingly.
The grandmother, who was sitting on the side, opened her mouth and closed it again. Mother Wu on the side squeezed her hand, and she didn't say anything again.
Just when this atmosphere was at an impasse again, Zhang Jing suddenly asked Cao Qi: "Cao Qi, are you a big bad wolf?" ”
"What?" Cao Qi was startled, and looked back at Zhang Jing in the corner of the sofa behind him: "What did you say?" ”
"I ask you, are you a big bad wolf?"
Cao Qi did not speak. This question made the second monk puzzled, and everyone listened to it dizzily.
Cao Cancan trembled and whispered, "Why, my uncle, is the big bad wolf?" ”
Zhang Jing didn't look up, she crossed her hands on her knees, her eyes glazed, and she said to herself, "I'm Little Red Riding Hood." When I was younger, I carried a basket, sang songs, and jumped around to pick mushrooms. After I stepped on a full basket, I suddenly met a big bad wolf. The big bad wolf told me that he wasn't the bad guy in fairy tales and that he liked the mushroom soup I made. So, I stewed a full pot, but unfortunately the big bad wolf didn't eat it, wolves, can't change their nature of eating meat. Little Red Riding Hood waited hungry for her big bad wolf to return. As a result, one day, the big bad wolf came back with a full load of prey, but told Little Red Riding Hood that he was full and had stocked up on food for the rest of his life. In a fit of rage, Little Red Riding Hood drank up the pot of soup. When she was dying, the big bad wolf came to her side and told her, hehe~ Are you stupid? Wolves, never vegetarians. ”
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