If you ask me if Zhang Jingyu has feelings for my father, I really don't know, maybe the guilt component is more important. But her father was really sincere to her.

Aunt Qin is the victim of this bad relationship, and her mother is a half-in-game and half-out-of-the-box love prisoner, which is actually better than Aunt Qin in comparison. Although I also drank the ecstasy soup given by my father in my previous life, my mother's weakness is only myself after all, love is my mother's beautiful and difficult dream, and Aunt Qin, who is trapped in embarrassment, can't even dream, because God didn't give her a chance.

Is God fair to man? I've asked myself many times. When I was a child, I felt that God treated me too kindly, but when I grew up, in addition to comforting myself with the shallow blessings in my previous life, I also understood a truth, the destiny of heaven, partly, is in the hands of personnel.

Aunt Qin was introduced by her grandfather's old comrade-in-arms, and this woman fell in love with her father from the first time she saw her. The family did not hide Zhang Jing's past, but since it is called the past, it is all in the past. Besides, according to morality and ethics, even if this sister-in-law is the father's ex-girlfriend, are you afraid that they will not be incest? Therefore, Aunt Qin resolutely married her so-called "love".

It's a pity that in Aunt Qin's life, if you lose, you will lose, and she is sure that there will be no more connections between her father and Zhang Jing, but she forgot that people who can't go into their hearts will always be outsiders to each other's lives.

If my mother is the first mediocre person in my life, then Aunt Qin is the second.

After all, my mother and I have a close blood relationship, and in my subconscious, parents and children are always indebted, so even if I regret it for the rest of my life, I still have the kind of mental burden that can be abandoned in my heart.

And Aunt Qin is different, before I went to Cao's house, I kept thinking about how fierce and vicious this stepmother would be, but Aunt Qin is not the kind of villain in the TV series, and from the perspective of age, I am obviously the one who survived my father's romantic products after marriage. This kind of shame, in the absence of any blood relatives, is indeed the uneasiness of my conscience for a lifetime.

That night, after my father returned to the bedroom, he still talked a lot to Aunt Qin, and from the tone of his voice, he should also be dissatisfied. My bedroom was separated from my father's, and the air was full of my father's intonation, but I didn't hear Aunt Jean say a word in response.

The next morning, I didn't see Zhang Jing at breakfast, my father and I went downstairs at about the same time, he looked around and didn't see the person he wanted to see, and he couldn't ask, so his face was very dark. During the meal, the sound of the car's engine sounded in the courtyard outside the door, and everyone followed the reputation. I saw Zhang Jing coming back in a hurry, carrying a lot of large and small bags. Mother Wu hurriedly greeted her.

"Chenchen hasn't gotten up yet!" Zhang Jing asked her grandmother when she entered the house.

"Well, I cried so fiercely last night, I was afraid that I would be stupid when I went to sleep, so I deliberately let him sleep later. What did you do early in the morning? And bought so many things? Have you eaten? ”

"Oh, I just said that it would be reassuring to hand over our Chenchen to grandma. Mom, you've thought it through. You didn't sleep last night! After a while, you can rest, and if there is anything, you will leave it to me. Zhang Jing took off her shoes and said to her grandmother with a red face.

"Hey, look at my eldest grandson, I'm willing to be tired. You haven't said what you've done! ”

As she was talking, Wu's mother put the things Zhang Jing bought on the dining table, and her grandmother looked down and saw a pile of books. He asked suspiciously, "What are you doing with so many books?"

"Hey, yesterday, Chenchen was naughty, didn't ruin Mu Xi's homework, this kid is not sensible, and parents can't sit idly by. So, early in the morning, I ran all over Nanjing, looking for all the bookstores that opened, but I wasn't sure if there were any identical volumes. Mu Xi, you can take a look in a while, I glanced at it yesterday, it was a bit like, and then I wanted to ask you, see that you closed the door. Nu, I also bought some teaching aids and encyclopedias for Mu Xi and Cancan by the way. Zhang Jing said a lot in one breath, and when I turned around and was still thinking, my grandmother said to me: "Mu Xi, look, your aunt is okay!" Let me tell you, she has always been the most intimate one in doing things, and she doesn't have to worry about doing things at all. Although Chenchen was wrong first, but, the eldest mother bought you so many books, should you also thank you! ”

I was stunned and said thank you.

Zhang Jing casually took out something with a packaging box from her bag, and handed it to Aunt Qin across the dining table. "Xiaoqin, I gave this to you, I came in a hurry, and I didn't bring you any gifts. Yesterday's Chenchen incident caused you to be scolded, and I didn't sleep all night with guilt. ”

Aunt Qin obviously didn't expect such a play, she held the chopsticks, stared at the box with her eyes, and was stunned. Her father pushed her on the side: "Eh, what do you want?" Take it! Xiao Jing gave you a gift, thank you quickly! You made other people's children cry, you still have merit. Father muttered.

"Call sister-in-law! Not a spark of decency! "Grandma suddenly drank. It didn't matter if he said this, Zhang Jing's face turned red all of a sudden, and then, the atmosphere became very embarrassing.

Uncle was at the dinner table, coughed dryly twice, and everyone came back to their senses. Zhang Jing hurriedly said to Aunt Qin: "Oh, don't thank you, it should be, it should be, the three of us will come back for this time, Xiaoqin, you have worked hard!" ”

Aunt Qin smiled, but smiled heartlessly. After dinner, I went upstairs with a large stack of books, and opened the door because of the hot weather. Aunt Qin went to the store and said that she was going to prepare something for Cancan to start school. Grandma went back to the bedroom to catch up on sleep, and the uncle went out to help his father settle the signing matter, saying that he was going to explore the wind.

On the second floor, my bedroom is in the innermost part, and then inside, a turn, there is an outer balcony, usually no one at home goes. I was sorting out my books at the desk, and suddenly I heard a small voice, and when I listened carefully, it was my father and Zhang Jing. The sound is loud and low, and it is difficult to hear clearly.

For me, in the world of adults, I don't care about what to talk about, and I'm not interested, but when I heard Cao Muxi's three words, I still chuckled mentally and tried to listen to a general idea. However, the more I wanted to hear it, the more anxious I became, the more I couldn't hear anything, and I simply gave up.

In my life, before I was 10 years old, I was only with my mother. Therefore, when I first met Aunt Qin, I felt that this woman was not simple. However, when I saw Zhang Jing, Aunt Qin's emotional intelligence was really nothing, and even flattering her grandmother seemed so clumsy.

I have to admit that the reason why I became frivolous at a young age and pursued all external things was partly due to the living environment, and the other thing that had a deep impact on me was Zhang Jing.

This woman is friendly to me, but the desire in her bones has invisibly led me into the bottomless abyss, because she has taught me that life is short, and if you want to get what you want, you must do whatever it takes.

She sacrificed her father and Aunt Qin for everything she had. And my later, the price was terrible.

I don't blame anyone, as I just said, half of life is an intuitive reaction made by people.