Chapter 206: Self-blame

Someone knocked on the head again!

Qian Yiming grinded his teeth and said: "If your eyes look directly at the sun like this, of course they will be black and white!" ”

"Huh?!" Zeng Yirou tilted his head, and it took a moment to see Qian Yiming's expression of love and hatred clearly, and then he realized that he had accidentally said what was in his heart.

She immediately blushed with embarrassment, lowered her head, and obediently followed Qian Yiming into the shop like an angry little daughter-in-law.

The time of waiting for others is always extraordinarily long.

Zeng Yirou sat bored at the door, yawning, listening to Qian Yiming chatting with the owner of the shop, muttering in his heart why hadn't I seen him so talkative before?!

"Boss, you are opposite the Education Bureau, relying on the public unit, the business is good, right?!"

"General, average."

"Boss, this education bureau is in charge of teachers and students, who doesn't have a student now, there must be a lot of people here, right?! Why don't you give some gifts and bring something when you come? ”

"Young man, don't you understand, can this gift be given so fairly and justly? With my small business, I just sell some change and make a little money! ”

"So, boss, what new people are coming to this education bureau this year? I'm a college student and I'm about to graduate, I don't know if this education bureau is good or not? I want to inquire about the situation! ”

"Then you're looking for someone from the Education Bureau today, right? Who are you looking for? Which director, which director? ”

"Speaking of which, I'm sorry, the person I know was transferred by the director of our Ishihara City Education Bureau. I'm the child of her former subordinates, it's not my parents who are thinking, let me come over and find out first. ”

"You're talking about the new Director Zhou, right? If she can really agree to help you, it is not impossible for you to enter the Education Bureau! However, young people should still be aware of the current affairs, start from the grassroots level, and don't think about climbing to the sky in one step. Sometimes, quick success is not necessarily a good thing!

By the way, you looked for Director Zhou, why didn't you go in? ”

"I don't know! The door said that there was no such person as Director Zhou here, so let me leave. It's not because you're afraid that we, the old people, will come to the door? Hey, it doesn't matter, there is no background, I don't even let the door in, and a small door looks down on people! ”

"Not really! I don't know how this society has become like this now! I think back then, when *** was here, these people didn't dare to look down on us ordinary people! ……”

In a burst of bittersweet memories, time passed slowly.

It's time to get off work at noon.

The entrance of the Education Bureau was full of people, and it was soon deserted again.

However, let Zeng Yiming open his eyes wide, everyone who went out, every car was carefully looked, and he didn't find Zhou Zizhen's figure, and he also looked at the disdainful eyes and arrogant chin outside the door.

Zeng endured it with tenderness, and waited with Qian Yiming until it was a little faster, and the two of them left the door of the unit.

As soon as she turned around, Zeng Yirou cried aggrievedly.

There is no place for outsiders like them, and they are bullied for not being familiar with life.

They're just trying to find a place to reason, isn't that difficult?!

They just want fairness, is that also a luxury?

Qian Yiming pulled her to sit down on a bench with shade, helped her wipe her tears, and persuaded her for a long time, but it had no effect.

He was also annoyed in his heart, he had known that he would not tell Zeng Yirou the truth, and the greater her hope, the greater the disappointment.

He raised his hand to look at his watch, it was already so late, and persuaded: "Rourou, it's not early, let's go eat first!" ”

Zeng Yirou sobbed and said: "But, but, we haven't found Zhou Zizhen yet!" ”

Qian Yiming pulled a relaxed smile and said, "I haven't found it now, let's just come back in the afternoon!" At this time, the most important thing is to fill your stomach first! ”

Zeng Yirou was also a little smart when she shouldn't be smart, with tears in her eyes, but she asked very stubbornly: "Brother Yiming, tell me, is Zhou Zizhen avoiding us and not wanting to see us?"

In other words, we are here in her unit, and we will not gain anything now!

Unless, we want to make a fuss and make things bigger.

However, Zhou Zizhen had to give us a chance, I am afraid that before we make a fuss, the security guards and doormen will arrest us.

Zhou Zizhen had the heart not to see us, so we couldn't see her at all, let alone want to have a showdown with her and make things clear!

Brother Yiming, did I take things for granted, so I dragged you down? ”

Qian Yiming smiled dotingly, wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes, and said, "Rourou, how can you say that you are dragging me down?"

On the contrary, I should blame myself!

If I had planned it better, we wouldn't have been like now, where I watched helplessly as I did in the streets, crying and not doing anything about it.

It's me who is so useless. ”

Zeng Yirou was anxious, obviously it was her business, it was her bad idea, what is the matter of blaming Qian Yiming?!

She was so anxious that she almost choked on saliva, raised her hand to wipe a handful of tears that were in the way, grabbed Qian Yiming's hand, and hurriedly explained: "Brother Yiming, how can you say that about yourself? I don't allow you to say that about yourself! You're helping me! If it weren't for you, I'm afraid I wouldn't have been able to go to high school, and I don't know why, and I wouldn't have the courage to go to the provincial capital to find Zhou Zizhen's theory.

Even now, we can find the place where Zhou Zizhen works, and it is also Brother Yiming that you have strong observation skills.

You've done so much, you're so good, how can you say you're useless?

I don't allow you to say that about yourself again! ”

Qian Yiming pulled the corners of his mouth and said, "Since you don't blame me, you shouldn't blame yourself!"

I know how you're feeling, and you should know how I'm feeling.

You say you're a drag, and you're telling me that you're useless, and it also makes me feel sad and sad, you know? ”

Zeng Yirou nodded reluctantly.

"Actually, Yau Yau, I would say, things haven't gotten that bad yet.

Zhou Zizhen, we can't find it, we can go to Gu Wentao's father!

Before we went out, I called a friend who was studying at S University and asked him to ask his classmates to help us find someone. I'll take the address later, and I'll just go straight to him.

You see, isn't the matter settled?

Now, stop crying, okay?

Let's go to dinner? ”

Qian Yiming raised his hand and continued to wipe Zeng Yirou's tears, his eyes were full of distress.

Zeng Yirou almost cried again.

She felt that she was really cheap, the more she was cared for, the more she was spoiled, the more she felt wronged, and the more she wanted to cry.

She sniffed, tried to make herself look more energetic, and said, "Brother Yiming, I will listen to you." ”