Lin Yu'an stood in front of him and turned his head, already with tears on his face.

"Qi Mubei, why are you so late!"

She felt really uncomfortable in her heart, why did he come after he fell in love with Yu Jia, why did he come when she was already a mother of three children!

Qi Mubei was stunned there, Lin Yu'an looked at him, tears fell, like a rose in the morning, dew drops rolled down from the delicate petals, making people pity.

"Yu'an, don't cry, Yu'an!"

Qi Mubei took two steps forward and wiped her tears with a handkerchief.

When will he fall in love with a woman to this point, and he will stand by her side even if he doesn't want the country.

Qi Mubei felt that he might be crazy, but in his heart he was willing.

"Let's go for a walk, the sky is beautiful tonight."

Qi Mubei said and walked two steps, then turned around and waited for Lin Yu'an.

Lin Yu'an thought about it, there are some things that still have to be solved, and there is no benefit in dragging it out like this.

In the winter grassland, the night wind blows the cold face.

Lin Yu'an was actually very curious, where did he attract Qi Mubei, so that he was willing not to want the world, not to have three thousand beauties, but also to follow him to Hudi.

"Do you regret it?"

Her voice was low, tilting her head to look at him.

Qi Mubei was half a step faster than her, holding his hands and thinking thoughtfully.

"Regret what?"

Lin Yu'an couldn't help laughing, "I regret giving up the country, you know, in my life, I just eat, drink, and have fun everywhere, and when one day, when the time comes, I will pack up and leave this world with dignity, and there can be no other possibility." ”

Qi Mubei raised his eyebrows, the corners of his mouth smiled, and he groaned: "Did you ever think that you would come to Hudi before?" ”

This is not true, Lin Yu'an thought about it, shook his head and said: "This is really not, I thought that when I was in Nanshuizhuang in the past, I thought that I would stay in Nanshuizhuang for the rest of my life, marry and have children, and my life would be better. ”

Qi Mubei didn't speak, and listened to her quietly.

"To be honest, I was surprised to be able to enter the capital. I never thought that life in the capital was so exciting, and if it weren't for the lord of Anning, I felt that life would be peaceful and peaceful. ”

Qi Mubei frowned slightly, the county lord of Anning had died on the way to exile at the end of last year because of the wind and cold, he thought about it, but still didn't tell her about it, just asked her with a smile: "Have you ever thought about what your life would be like if there was no county lord of Anning?" ”

Lin Yu'an listened to his words and really thought about it seriously.

What will happen, huh......

"Without the county lord of Anning, I may marry Yu Jia, live a good life with him, and go back to the Wang family when I have time, I sometimes even think that if there is no county lord of Anning, will my grandmother still be alive, I actually have a lot to say to her."

Lin Yu'an stopped as he spoke, and took two deep breaths in a bit of abruptness.

"I think, the third uncle may still be alive in this world, the third uncle and mother are still in the Wang family, the Wang family should still be the Wang family with a high status in the capital, cooking gold and jade, ointment and splendor, may be more prosperous than before, Cousin Wei and Cousin Rong will marry a good family, and their lives are not vigorous, but they are also warm and smooth."

Qi Mubei sighed with emotion, yes, life is often because of some people, it becomes ugly, if there are no these people, how good it would be, but unfortunately, people walk in the world, there is never an if, if and so on, you can look back.

Just like himself, if he says he regrets it, can he really go back to the way before?

That's just a lie to comfort yourself.

"If, when the Rongguo Mansion proposes marriage to the Wang family, I also ask to marry you, who will you choose to marry?"

As soon as these words came out, Lin Yu'an's footsteps couldn't help but pause, and he looked at Qi Mubei's back as he continued to walk forward a little at a loss, and his nose was a little blocked.

Qi Mubei walked a distance, only to find that Lin Yu'an had stopped, standing a few feet away, with a slight light behind him, and his face was as usual.

"I don't know if it's too late for you to regret it now. Do you know, Yu Jia couldn't walk by himself at that time, but he could always appear when I needed him, and later, his leg suddenly got better, I walked with him, when I stopped, he also stopped, I said which flower is beautiful, and when I go back later, there is that flower in the flower gourd in the house, so even if I do it again, I won't choose you. ”

For some reason, Qi Mubei's heart was empty, but he was not as sad as he imagined, he smiled self-deprecatingly, "Indeed, as far as you are concerned, I am just a person who once saved you once, and let the queen always like to make things difficult for you." ”

No, it's not, Lin Yu'an wanted to say it, the corners of his mouth twitched, and in the end he didn't say anything.

Could it be that she said that you used to be a fantasy to me, and a person who always wanted it, so I would rush up to block the arrows for you, yes, at the beginning, she did come to help him block the arrows with the intention of repaying the gratitude, but now it seems that this is not the case.

It's just that she has already made up her mind, she will not have anything to do with Qi Mubei in this life, so what's the use of saying these words.

Some things, when interrupted, are subject to chaos.

She doesn't want to have any ambiguity and entanglement with Qi Mubei anymore, so let's keep these words in the bottom of her heart.

The two of them walked for a while, stopped, and she thought that this was the end of the farewell.

But he heard Qi Mubei say: "Gong Wen is Yu Jia's most trusted person, he cares more about Yu Jia than you, you must know that it is impossible for such a person to betray Yu Jia and be with you." ”

Lin Yu'an was stunned, "What are you talking about, it's all mess......"

"Lin Yu'an, don't lie to yourself, that day Gongwen fell, you almost cried, what's good, you just think about him, think about him, you said that you are not tempted, it is too unconvincing."

Lin Yu'an was dumbfounded, and she didn't know how to say it for a while to express what she wanted to say. "When did I like the wind, it's not ......"

Qi Mubei made a gesture that he didn't say any more, and said with a smile: "It's okay, it's too cold outside, and it's been a while since you came out??" ˙?? ˙???? (??????????????)???? ˙?? ̇ and went back, lest they could find no one and sent someone out. ”

Lin Yu'an smiled, stopped talking, and the two of them walked back together, and when they were about to reach the tent, Lin Yu'an stopped, watched Qi Mubei walk a few steps away, and then continued to walk forward.

The two of them returned to their seats one after the other, the peppery smell of roast mutton was still mouthwatering, and the Da Yan family asked why they had been gone for so long, Lin Yu'an replied with a smile: "I went to see the subordinate who was injured today, and after talking for a while, I came over." ”

The Da Yan clan didn't ask any more, and the Khan and several aristocratic men from Hudi accompanied Qi Mubei to drink, and they didn't disperse until late at night.

The Da Yan clan went back with Lin Yu'an first.

Brother Sheng was frightened today, and when he went back, he hugged Lin Yu'an, and said in a low voice: "Mother, is Brother Feng very seriously injured, I went to see him, he only said that he was injured a little, and he didn't tell me anything." ”

He actually cried when he said it, Lin Yu'an felt a little sorry for his son, Brother Sheng is a child who rarely cries once, and he really feels sorry for Feng Feng this time.

She patted her son's head lightly and comforted him patiently: "Your eldest brother Feng is really good to you, Brother Sheng also understands it in his heart, but Brother Sheng also needs to know that if you can't be strong, you can't protect the people you want to protect, the reason why your big brother Feng can protect you today is because he is strong enough, but Brother Sheng has thought about it, if you don't have this matter today, Brother Feng won't be hurt." ”

Brother Sheng thoughtfully, lowered his head, and wiped his tears.

Lin Yu'an couldn't help laughing, he was a child in the end.

"You, don't be too sad, work hard in the future, learn things from your big brother Fengfeng, and when you are strong enough, you don't have to be sacrificed to protect you, isn't it?"

Brother Sheng nodded heavily, and the moon fan came in with water, waiting for the mother and daughter to wash.

Sister Shu'er is in good spirits, and I heard that she ate two plates of roasted mutton tonight and drank a few bowls of butter tea.

Lin Yu'an asked her daughter with a smile while removing the fat powder from her face.

"Is Sister Shu happy today?"

Sister Shu smiled at her mother very sensibly, "I'm very happy, I like the grassland, I like roasted mutton and butter tea, and cheese cakes." ”

Lin Yu'an really couldn't help laughing at this time, children are so innocent and can like a place for a little something.

"Sister Shu'er is just for roasting mutton, butter tea, what else...... Cheese cakes like the prairie? ”

Brother Sheng also smiled and said to his sister: "Mother jokes that you like to eat, but you seem to really like to eat." ”

Sister Shu'er's little face turned red, and she glared at her brother angrily: "You like to eat, I just like to eat delicious, didn't you eat a lot tonight, and said me." ”

Watching the two children arguing, Lin Yu'an felt an inexplicable warmth.

Mulberry Branch came in from outside, she rubbed her hands, and her nose was red from the cold.

"It's snowing outside, it's so cold."

Lin Yu'an was a little curious about why she came back at this time, so she listened to Sang Zhi explain: "Tangerine Qing is guarding over there at night, Ming'er replaced me, and let her come back to rest for a while, and it won't tire anyone." ”

This arrangement is very good, Lin Yu'an nodded, "It's indeed a little cold tonight, you go and put on two more clothes, there is warm butter tea on the stove, drink a little." ”

At the beginning, the three maids didn't like to drink butter tea, they thought the taste was too strange, and after coming to the grassland for a few days, several people began to like it, Lin Yu'an was a little unaccustomed to drinking, and now he also drinks it, sometimes he will add a little sugar, and he feels more fragrant.

Sang Zhi came out with a change of clothes, suddenly remembered something, and said to Lin Yuan: "The female envoy beside the Da Yan clan just told me that they may have to move the place in a few days, there is not enough grass here in winter, and the cattle and sheep are easy to freeze to death, so they will go south and go to a place with mountains to spend the winter." ”

This is not good on the grassland, and the life of wandering herdsmen always makes people feel like they have no fixed place.

Lin Yu'an nodded, but heard Brother Sheng exclaim: "Wow, great, mother, can we go together?" ”

Lin Yu'an was a little surprised, Brother Sheng was really different from what she imagined, he liked the grassland very much, or did men like such a wild and wanton place?

However, Lin Yu'an understands more that Brother Sheng is still young, and maybe when he is older, he will want to live a more stable life.

Sister Shu is not happy, nor is she lost, she is more calm than Brother Sheng, Lin Yu'an often thinks, will it be because she can't walk, Sister Shu feels that it is the same wherever she goes, this will be more indifferent than her peers.

Indeed, in Sister Shu'er's heart, it doesn't matter where she goes, as long as she is with her mother and brother, she thinks it's all good.

Lin Yu'an felt an inexplicable debt to Sister Shu'er, she sat next to Sister Shu and asked her: "Sister Shu'er, tell your mother, do you want to go with them and continue to walk to a place with mountains?" ”

Sister Shu blinked, Brother Sheng ran over like a little bastard, pouted and said, "Mother is eccentric, why do you only ask my sister and not me." ”

Sister Shu couldn't help laughing, "Because my brother is naughty." ”

Brother Sheng made a gesture of tickling Sister Shu'er, and Sister Shu immediately smiled and hugged her mother, smiling very happily.

The two children played around for a while, and then Sister Shu said, "Mother, you can go anywhere, listen to you." ”

Lin Yu'an nodded his son's forehead helplessly, and said angrily: "You, you are a little devil." ”

After staying on the grassland for three days, the Da Yan clan officially sent someone to inform her about the departure of everyone, and asked her if she would like to go with them.

Brother Sheng went to the Fengfeng tent and came back alone, Lin Yu'an was a little worried about him, but saw him running over "swoop".

"Mother, let's not follow, let's go to Daliao."

Lin Yu'an was quite shocked, why did his son suddenly change his mind?

"What's wrong with you, did anyone tell you anything?"

Brother Sheng was silent for a moment, and then said: "I heard the witch doctor say that it is not easy to recuperate in a cold place, and he told Brother Feng that if you want to follow along, Brother Feng's injury is likely to be aggravated." ”

So it was.

Lin Yu'an is because of his son's sensibility, he can know that he thinks about others at this age, which is really rare, Lin Yu'an also nodded, "The witch doctor didn't lie to you, my mother is very relieved that our brother Sheng knows that he is thinking about others, and your eldest brother Feng must be very moved to know that you are willing to give up your decision for him." ”

She touched her son's head, and there was an indescribable feeling in her heart.

Whether it's going to Daliao, it's a completely different beginning, maybe it's also a kind of rebirth.

She faintly looked forward to it in her heart, no matter what, now, she still has a lot.