"At the time, I didn't really ......"

"I know, that's not what you mean. It's just Chi Wei, I don't want to ...... You will be a widow for me for the rest of your life. ”

Originally, Chi Wei wanted to explain that the relationship between the two at that time was delicate and sensitive, mixed with Huo Tingshen.

At that time, she had never learned to let go, not only subconsciously refused, but also had the intention to make Bo Yebai die.

Therefore, to say that thing is mean and hurtful.

[With a dying man? Bo Yebai, what do you think...... I'm short-lived, but I'm still young! The rest of your life is so long, how can you be widowed alive......]

I don't know why, after a few months, when I think about it seriously, word by word still comes to mind.

However, the more I think about it, the more I regret it.

If she could, Chi Wei would like to go back in time, and when she returned, she covered her mouth and stopped those nonsense.

She didn't know what mood she was feeling at that moment.

Only at this moment, she felt so distressed, so sad, and so helpless.

I have to think that he can remember this, and he always cares a little about it...... yes, who doesn't care? Even if it is thin and white, how much it is better than a fairy, and finally lives in the world!

Unexpectedly, her unfinished explanation was interrupted and not said, but was understood by the person concerned and gave an answer.

He said he didn't want to be a widow for him for the rest of his life.

A plain sentence, as if poking the central fossa all at once, I couldn't say how to cry: "Bo Yebai, the operation will be successful, don't be so pessimistic......"

At the end, Chi Wei endured the bitterness, stretched out her hand to hug him back, and said it very seriously, full of firmness.

It was a thin night, feeling a little helpless, touching the top of the little girl's hair, and the heart of her eyes fell on the unknown place ahead, with a little ripple.

"There are some things that you have to plan for in advance, and you can't escape them."

A faint sentence, but it is impossible to distinguish between it and the girl, or to yourself.

……

Because of the topic of "keeping the living and widowing", I will go down the mountain later.

It is rare that the girl obediently, like a beautiful child, clutches the man's palm tightly and descends the mountain step by step.

This look, as if he was afraid of getting lost, was determined to guard his elders.

Bo Yebai was silent, letting the girl snuggle intimately, only inadvertently, protecting her side to avoid any accidents.

After descending the mountain, take the car to the airport and board before turning off your phone.

After realizing it, Chi Wei came back to her senses, pressed a boulder in her heart, and repeatedly kicked her breathless.

Counting the time, it was less than five days, and it was less than five days before the operation began.

Even if it is a thin night, tell yourself in person to improve a certain success rate...... But no one can say for sure what is in the world, even if it is 99 percent.

With the remaining one percent, she didn't have the courage to gamble on the odds.

What's more, it's not something else, it's a thought of life and a thought of death!

She couldn't imagine what it would be like to really lose Bo Yebai...... Maybe despair, maybe collapse, maybe darkness.

More perhaps, than these...... And more serious.

Alarmist, really not.

Although the two have really little time in love, deep down, they ...... No one can know what the white night means to him.

If at the beginning, in order to cut off Bo Yebai's thoughts, she said that she was unwilling to stay a widow.

Now, it's the opposite.

In the past, she abided by her mother's wishes and never became emotional, but later met Bo Yebai...... Chi Wei doesn't know what other people's feelings look like.

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