Section 237 My son's name is Song Zitian
Jiang Shanshan didn't answer the last phone call, which made me feel quite surprised. I glanced at Liu Zhen suspiciously, but saw Liu Zhen lower his head. I turned my head and asked Jiang Shanshan, "Whose call am I not answering?" β
She pursed her lips: "No one, just casually." After saying that, he entered the examination room.
Jiang Shanshan's sudden move, while I was inexplicable, I was also a little panicked in my heart. During that time, I didn't pick up the phone, it was no one else, but only Song Zitian. If what Jiang Shanshan said was really him, then how would she know? However, Jiang Shanshan's consistent style is to pick up a small pebble first to test the depth of the water, just like the first few times I hit her. Therefore, these words inevitably made me a little vigilant. Is this trying to tell me that the comer is not good?
But I didn't expect that what Jiang Shanshan said was another thing that I couldn't believe anyway.
After Song Zitian broke up with me, he didn't stay with the girl named Xiaowan. However, just two months ago, his girlfriend suddenly became Jiang Shanshan, who was standing in front of him just now! I found out about this later. The feeling when I know it is like swallowing a fly, disgusting, and self-comforting, if you are not with him, then, who is he with is not normal? Although I thought so in my heart, I still felt that there was something wrong with it.
After all, with my understanding of Song Zitian, the Jiang Shanshan in front of me is not his dish at all. However, in response to that sentence, there is no love and hate in this world for no reason, since Song Zitian chose to be with Jiang Shanshan, I am afraid that he also has a purpose. If it's really two people who have a purpose together, that's perfectly normal.
I naively thought that Jiang Shanshan was going for Song Zitian's money, but later I laughed at myself for being too naΓ―ve, after Jiang Shanshan talked to several social boyfriends successively, money seemed to her to be outside her body. She wasn't short of money, and she did it just to get revenge on me. That's right, revenge after I wounded her twice.
I also thought that this Jiang Shanshan was non-lethal to me, but as a result, this final blow was really fatal.
After the exam, Liu Zhen wanted to take me to the cafeteria to eat, but I politely declined. It's not that I don't want to eat with her, but outside the school gate, there is already an Uncle Elm waiting for me, and he has been waiting for me for a long time.
When I walked out of the school gate with my bag on my back, I turned around and waved goodbye to Liu Zhen. I found that Liu Zhen at that moment was standing on the campus dumbfounded, looking at my back in a daze for a long time. I could see that her expression was lost, frustrated, confused and puzzled. Still, I resolutely turned around and walked out of the school gate.
Later, I talked to Liu Zhen about that scene, and she told me that when I moved out of the dormitory half a year ago, she felt that she had lost a backbone in her life. Fortunately, she still had Li Kai at that time. However, the "sudden" change in Li Kai's temperament made Liu Zhen feel that she and Li Kai were getting along more and more hard, so she was very depressed for a while, and even felt that she had depression for a while. And Shen Yue was not often in the bedroom, and Liu Zhen had no one to talk about her distress, so she chose to mediate herself.
According to herself, during that time, she would sometimes stay in the dormitory for a day, doing nothing but being in a daze. Although she also knows that even when I am by her side, no matter what she says to me, I still go in and out of my left ear, but even so, Liu Zhen feels that she has a bottom in her heart.
She said she wanted to keep me for a meal and a chat, but I was gone in a hurry. She felt like an isolated child who had been abandoned. Later, I asked her, Li Kai was not good to you during that time? Liu Zhen told me that it may be because love is taken for granted, and it is no longer possible to distinguish between good and bad. But after a long time, she looked back and thought about it, Li Kai never seemed to have a good time with her. This may be the function of the so-called love obstacle.
Liu Zhen kept smiling wryly when she said this, and I knew that she was laughing at her ignorance. But as I sat and listened, I always felt that there was a faint pain in my heart, and that pain was called the uneasiness of my conscience, and instead of knowing the reasons and secrets and not telling her, I let myself grow and struggle in the depths of misery, which was actually a kind of annihilation of human nature.
However, I never felt that I was the same as my father, and although I had his blood in my bones, I thought that there was a qualitative difference between me and him. Although I knew I was doing something wrong, I was still far worse than my father. I feel like I'm a person who is good at putting myself in the other person's shoes and being able to empathize, when in reality, I'm just overpromising myself.
After getting out of the gate, I shook my hair, pulled the car door and was just about to get on the co-pilot, when a person behind me ran over and suddenly called my name: "Cao Muxi!" I turned my head, but I didn't expect it to be Jiang Shanshan.
It looked like she was deliberately chasing me, as she was breathing a little heavily, probably because of the trot. I put my hand on the car door like that, and when I looked back to see what she was going to do, this Jiang Shanshan suddenly crossed me and stuck her head into the window, and greeted Uncle Yumu who was sitting in the car very familiarly: "Uncle Song, what are you doing here?" β
I bent down to see Uncle Elm stunned, and he replied in surprise, "Oh, pick up a friend." β
"Friends? Cao Muxi? When I found out about this, Uncle Elm's face turned green. Jiang Shanshan straightened up, glanced sideways at me, and blinked: "Don't bother you, I'll go first, goodbye Uncle Song!" β
This greeting made me feel the urge to jump off the building in despair. Although Jiang Shanshan's words did not say any important information, her smugness before leaving showed her snickering joy to the fullest. And what is this stealing? It is based on my misfortune, her happiness.
People themselves are like this, you will find that whether it is your joy or sorrow, sometimes, the more you want to cover it up, the more you want to cover it up. In particular, there is a certain emotion that is called abnormality.
After getting into the car, I patted Uncle Elm on the shoulder: "How did you know her?" But Uncle Elm didn't answer me for a long time, and let me keep chattering with him. As a result, in the middle of my chatter, he suddenly asked me again: "Is she your classmate?" β
I nodded: "Not only classmates, but also in the same dormitory." However, the relationship is very bad. β
Uncle Yumu raised his eyebrows: "The relationship is not good?" β
"Hmm. It's been more than three years since I was in college, and I hit her twice, both times with a wine bottle. But Uncle Elm's expression was too serious. He frowned and lit a cigarette. I asked him what was wrong, and he held back for a while before slowly replying to me, he was my son's new girlfriend.
I smiled, "Oh, so you're embarrassed, right?" He didn't say it. And I was giggling and joking with him. He suddenly said, "I'm afraid, it's not that simple." β
It's not often that I've seen Uncle Elm so serious, even in a company where he's in trouble. This kind of seriousness made my heart instantly cool by half. I always feel that the happy time should be long, after all, no matter what, God has taken away my youth, I thought, my current happiness is God's compensation, but the man sitting next to me told me with an expression that maybe, this warmth and warmth, I am afraid that soon, will be gone.
I also finally understood one thing, all fantasies will eventually come to naught.
What is it called? This is called the reckoning of man is not as good as heaven.
Mr. Elm never started the car. After smoking a cigarette, he lit another one. Then he turned to me and asked, "Did you have a boyfriend before?" β
I was stunned and nodded: "Yes." β
"What's his name?"
"Song Zitian." I noticed that Uncle Elm's hand holding the cigarette was trembling slightly, and he turned his head and stared at the front of the steering wheel, his eyes very empty.
I reached out and shook his arm; "What's wrong?" He didn't look at me, but said lightly:
"My son's name is Song Zitian."
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