Chapter 712 I don't feel anything
"Okay, I'll take a look at the studio tomorrow, don't worry."
didn't let Qi Changfeng wait too long, Gu Yan's information quickly came back, Qi Changfeng knew that this was the answer he expected, but inexplicably, he was still a little lost, and this loss seemed to be gradually devouring him, he was in no mood to continue to send more messages to Gu Yan, and he didn't even want to say thank you to Gu Yan.
Although Qi Changfeng said that it was for Gu Manman to talk to Gu Yan about this, he also had his own selfishness, and wanted to find an opportunity to talk to Gu Yan, or this was a kind of temptation by Qi Changfeng, he was testing Gu Yan's attitude towards him, and he also wanted to know if Gu Yan had any feelings for him, even a little bit outside of friendship.
But it is obvious that everything Gu Yan does is you and me, and this kind of behavior that seems to be calculating is actually completely blocking the door for Qi Changfeng to pursue Gu Yan.
He hated Gu Yan for making the relationship between the two people so objective, and even formatted, Qi Changfeng usually wished he could have more opportunities to communicate with Gu Yan, but now, he was so excited that he didn't want to talk any more, so he threw his phone into the corner.
Qi Changfeng suddenly felt as if something was blocked in his heart, he couldn't swallow it, but he couldn't spit it out, and being stuck in his heart made Qi Changfeng feel uncomfortable and wanted to cry.
Qi Changfeng picked up the wine bottle, and began to drink it directly at the mouth of the bottle, where the wine flowed, as if it had been burned by flames, it was hot, making Qi Changfeng's whole person hot.
Recently, alcohol seems to have become the theme of Qi Changfeng's life, Qi Changfeng knows that this is not good, alcohol will make him unconscious, but there is no way, he now feels that he can't do without alcohol, just like Gu Yan can't do without it, he knows that what attracts him is poison, but Qi Changfeng is still willing to do it.
Gu Yan waited for a while, but didn't wait for Qi Changfeng's reply, so he didn't delay much in the office, because now is indeed a little late for a girl, and it is no longer the day when Gu Yan has Mo Yichen waiting downstairs after work every day, Gu Yan must pay attention to his own life safety.
Today's work intensity is very high, and it can be regarded as a big challenge for Gu Yan, Gu Yan feels that she is really tired today, physically and mentally exhausted, Gu Yan drove home by herself, because sitting in the car, Gu Yan did not feel very comfortable, she desperately wanted to return home, and wanted to lie down in the warm bed.
Gu Yan's speed involuntarily increased a little, Gu Yan didn't realize that the speed of the car was getting faster unconsciously, Gu Yan didn't know it, knowing that a car suddenly came out of the corner, Gu Yan hurriedly stepped on the brakes, and when he stopped the car for a long time, Gu Yan realized that he was actually distracted while driving.
There was a scolding voice from behind him, Gu Yan didn't want to deal with it, just parked the car on the side of the road like this, and regardless of other people's opinions, Gu Yan sat quietly in the driver's seat alone.
On the surface, Gu Yan looked calm, but what kind of turbulent waves were set off in her heart, only Gu Yan herself knew, she didn't know how she drove the car so fast unconsciously, which had never happened before.
Gu Yan didn't know what was wrong with her, she thought that she could use her work all day to numb herself and stop thinking about anything she shouldn't think, but Gu Yan controlled her thoughts, but she couldn't control her own heart, Gu Yan's own heart, even she couldn't control it.
Gu Yan felt that he had always been a rational and rational person, and would not interfere with the work at hand because of these emotional factors. But everything that just happened has perfectly proved that Gu Yan is not sober now, she doesn't even know that she is still driving, and she is even unaware of the fact that she has been speeding?
Gu Yan himself knows very well what all this is for.
Obviously, she had just stopped working at work, but the memories of Mo Yichen had already swept over non-stop, and Gu Yan had nowhere to hide, so she had to let these emotions drown her.
Gu Yan has always felt that she is sensible, but at this moment, Gu Yan's eyes are sour, and I don't know when, Gu Yan's tears have flowed uncontrollably, this is not what she expected her life to be.
Gu Yan thought that there was no one in the world who could be more affectionate than himself and Mo Yichen, but now the reality has become like this, like a slap towards Gu Yan, Gu Yan has nowhere to hide.
Gu Yan knew very well that she shouldn't let negative emotions bother her for too long, but she couldn't control Mo Yichen's negative emotions at all, and she couldn't even call Mo Xiangyan, just because she couldn't hear any news about Mo Yichen from Mo Xiangyan's mouth.
Gu Yan knew that she was too cowardly, this was not what she wanted to see, but once she got involved with Mo Yichen, Gu Yan was completely out of proportion, and she didn't know what she should do at all.
Gu Yan stopped on the side of the road for a long time, pouring a stomach of cold wind, and it was not until her tears could finally be stopped that Gu Yan had the courage to start the car again, but this time, Gu Yan concentrated his spirit.
When he got home, Gu Yan didn't do anything, sat quietly on the sofa, took out his mobile phone, and looked at Mo Yichen's avatar in the dialog box.
Gu Yan deliberately turned on the sound of her mobile phone, every time a message was sent, she couldn't help but take a look, but every time Gu Yan couldn't suppress the disappointment in her heart, there was never a message sent by Mo Yichen.
Gu Yan felt that if she thought about it again, she would become that kind of resentful woman, this was not the situation that Gu Yan wanted to see, she put her mobile phone on the coffee table and forced herself to stay away from the mobile phone, Gu Yan was sure that her heart could not be affected by these things anymore.
Gu Yan numbly walked into the bathroom, turned on the shower, and watched the water droplets fall one by one, Gu Yan felt that these water droplets seemed to be poured on her heart, Gu Yan didn't care about anything, just stood under the shower, let the water slap wantonly on her face, Gu Yan didn't feel anything.
Gu Yan didn't know if his tears had slipped down with the droplets.