Of course, no matter how much the previous analysis is the Tao, in the end, what matters is always the reality and him.

The haze that lasted for about a week finally ended, the fog cleared, the sky returned to a clear blue, the running drill continued, the weather was getting colder and colder, the clothes were getting thicker and thicker, and the 800 meters a day made me feel as if I was carrying a thousand pounds of iron on my back. It's really special, special, very tired.

So, after running two laps, I went back to the classroom completely hanging on Lin Chuanjin, panting all the way, like a dog that has been driven in the desert for a long time.

However, Gu Nanxing, who also ran two laps, was always full of energy, he often ran past me on the way back to the classroom, patted me on the head or shoulder, and then ran forward, I looked at him indignantly, he looked back, looked at my angry but helpless look, and smiled even more happily.

In mid-December, the school carried out a cultural and art festival, which is a relatively large activity in this school that is overly focused on learning, from the top ten singers on campus competition, to the hard pen calligraphy competition, when I listened to the speech under the national flag, the principal read out one activity after another in non-standard Mandarin on the rostrum, I also felt a little excited.

In my junior high school, there were a lot of activities, and although I didn't participate often, I was a good audience, and there was also the "Campus Guinness" event, which was very interesting for students to break that record. When I was in high school, there were a lot less of these activities, and there was a lot more time for studying.

When I was in English class, the English teacher also mentioned the campus culture and art festival, but she was promoting the English hand-copied newspaper competition, the theme was "festival", I don't know why, since I was a child, I have a strong interest in hand-copied newspapers, although I don't look good, and I'm not good at drawing, but I just like to participate.

I went to the teacher's office and got a paper for hand-copied newspapers, and then I had to finish it on Saturdays and Sundays. When thinking about what to write about what festival, I thought for a long, long time, the Chinese New Year's Eve of family reunion? Eating moon cakes and melon seeds to watch the Mid-Autumn Festival of the moon? Or Christmas that is now on fire. In the end, I decided to take a different path and chose Halloween.

I just chose a simple black and white color scheme, I carefully checked the information, looked at the template, and patiently worked hard to write the words beautifully one stroke at a time, until the sun set and finally finished. I feel very happy, not because I'm looking forward to winning the award, but because I'm really enjoying the process.

A lot of the problems that bothered me seemed to be clear in an instant, and I suddenly felt that many things were like this, but I didn't really need to pay special attention to the ending, maybe it was already worth enjoying the process.

For example, with Gu Nanxing.

When I returned to school and handed the hand-copied newspaper to the teacher, the English teacher read it, smiled, and then praised it a few words, and I walked out of the office.

I knew that I would never win the award, but I saw another classmate's hand-copied newspaper on the English teacher's desk, gouache and bright colors, in stark contrast to my black and white.

When I was running exercises, I saw Yu Shiqing, who was squatting in a small corner of the playground to tie her shoes. I know how to do this, I go to tie my shoes on the first lap, and then wait for the class team to pass by on the second lap, and then line up, so I can run one less lap. She was dressed very stylishly, her long hair was tied into a high ponytail, and she looked at her, and she waved to me, and I smiled.

It's really strange, it was clear that Qian Yuan, who used to play together and make trouble together, now has no intersection, and Yu Shiqing, who used to have a more ordinary relationship, can still say hello with a smile.

Probably because I was used to this kind of running every day, after running today, I didn't feel particularly tired, and on the way back to the classroom, I saw Zhou Cheng leading his daughter to the teacher's apartment, her daughter was about eight or nine years old, and she looked like he was carved out of the same mold. Zhou Cheng's wife is also a teacher in this school, and there are many teachers in this school who come in pairs. There are also students, but they are not accepted, and they can only develop underground.

Gu Nanxing suddenly ran to my side and said with some disgust: "What are you doing with such a smirk?" ”

I realized that I was smiling, so I put away my smile and said, "No, you see, Zhou Cheng and his daughter." Gu Nanxing glanced back, looked at me again, and said, "What are you doing?" I'm very envious. ”

"No, how could it be." I smiled faintly and said. Of course, he couldn't understand the things that had been bothering me for so long.

Unexpectedly, Gu Nanxing didn't laugh at me, nor did he ridicule me, just looked at me and said very seriously: "It's okay, we are already in our second year of high school, and soon, we will take the college entrance examination and graduate." ”

I nodded and didn't say anything more.

I suddenly felt inexplicably melancholy.

What does it mean to take the college entrance examination and graduate?

A new beginning? Turning point? Perhaps, for me, it may mean another parting, a parting that I don't want to face at all.

We walked into the classroom, Gu Nanxing I watched Gu Nanxing walk to his seat, getting farther and farther away from me, and suddenly missed Zhou Cheng when he was the head teacher, choosing his own position, even if I failed the exam, Gu Nanxing would blush and leave me a place, so I could always sit next to him, I could poke him as soon as I stretched out my hand, and I could talk to him casually in class and after class, and we could sense each other what emotions we had, at that time, he was by my side, very close, and it seemed that he would never leave.

But perhaps God heard my ardent hope, and during the class meeting, Feng Bin actually mentioned the matter of changing positions, and said that he would choose his own seat according to the seat in the future, but he would make adjustments later. Hearing the news, the class was boiling.

In fact, there are several couples in our class who are more ambiguous, and what makes me envious is that they all have better grades, and they all seem to be very happy when the news comes out. I subconsciously looked back in the direction of Gu Nanxing's seat, and found that he was also looking at me, and my heart suddenly beat extremely fast.

It's good, perhaps, he's going to be back to me soon, that's good.

I really hope that he is the same as me, and wants to get back to the other side.