Chapter 47: Hollow

Cheng Nian opened his door, blinked his melancholy eyes, looked at his father Cheng Jin sitting in the living room, and lowered his panting breath to the lowest point.

He likes to look at his father secretly like this, maybe only in this way will his father not give him a cold face that makes him afraid.

He didn't understand why his father didn't like him so much. Could it be that his legs would have darkened his father's glorious future?

Thinking about it like this, Cheng Nian felt all the uncomfortable in his heart, and his sensitive heart, in such an environment, was too precocious than other children.

In the living room, there was no light on, and the dim light was rendered by the moonlight outside the window, reflecting Cheng Jin's face with his eyes closed and without a trace of expression.

He didn't notice the oblique corner, looking at his son Cheng Nian, in his heart, the concept of a son was not set up for Cheng Nian.

Cheng Nian was like a hot stone in his heart, not a warm feeling, but a scorching pain!

Although that choice ten years ago has made him brilliant in his career today, it has also made him lose everything emotionally.

Now, except for this congenital disability, Cheng Nian, who bears the name of his son, seems to have nothing around him.

Today, his sister Cheng Key's attitude and accusations against her made the rotten soreness in his heart once again float all over his body, without a trace of strength.

Until now, he didn't dare or want to think of the things of ten years ago, except for Xin'er's smile and that gentle, bone-eroding unforgettable, Cheng Jin didn't want to remember other things, and he didn't want to remember.

Ten years ago, he was still very young, young and frivolous in his twenties, and he was admitted to a university here with his childhood sweetheart girlfriend Ren Xin'er.

Like all lovers, after a sweet love, you have to face the cruelty of reality, money is sometimes not a good thing, but if you don't have money, it's not a thing.

lost his father at an early age, his mother took him and his sister to a hard life, and thought that after graduating from college, they could give them a good life with their own efforts, but they really survived until graduation, and the imaginary life did not come at the same time.

I don't know if he was too strong at that time, or fate just wanted to play tricks on him like this, pure love and the opportunity to step into the sky and enter a wealthy family in one step, and when it was placed in front of him at the same time, he knew that the original sea oath and mountain alliance were not so solid, and he could also wander left and right in front of money!

But why did ......, when he didn't have time to choose, Xin'er would have an accident, why did he fall into the sea and have no bones?

Now that I think about it, all this is so terrible, but it is behind this terrible that he has achieved today's glory, and at the same time, he has also lost his mother and sister's respect!

But in the past ten years, how could he have had a good day, and how could his family have made him happy for a day?

I don't know if his coldness made his wife watery, or if the woman was born with that temperament, and thought that every man would care if he had a green hat on his head? But after the reality happened, Cheng Jin knew that it was not!

If the person who cheats is not the person you love, you don't even feel a little bit in your heart, there is no hatred, no resentment, and there is not even a trace of reaction, just like listening to someone else's business.

Except for leaving such an illegitimate child who made him haunted, everything else, so many years of entanglement, seems to have disappeared with the passage of time!

But why didn't his heart let go of half of it? The image of Ren Xin'er in my mind has not been reduced in the slightest?

Tomorrow...... Tomorrow is the 11th anniversary of Xin'er's death, tomorrow, tomorrow should bring a bouquet of white camellias, but take a look at his lover in front of the grave!

Although there was only an empty tomb there, just like his empty heart, it was only there, and only when he saw Xin'er's innocent smile on the tombstone, did he feel that he had lived so happily before!

"Ahh

Ren Sinian screamed in horror, and when he woke up from the nightmare, Leng Yi beside him also sat up.

"Sister, what's wrong with you? Sisterβ€”"

Leng Yi hurriedly turned on the bedside lamp, and looked at Ren Sinian's pale and bloodless face by the light that was not very bright, and he was also extremely panicked.

Leng Yi hurriedly helped Ren Sinian up, hugged him in his arms, let Ren Sinian's head lean on his shoulder, and looked at Ren Sinian's empty eyes looking at the front in vain, Leng Yi asked worriedly, "Sister, what's wrong with you?" Did you dream of something terrible? ”

Leng Yi has been by Ren Sinian's side for a while, Ren Sinian has never been like tonight, when she woke up from a dream and screamed, how could a woman like her, who is greedy for the night, be scared like this by this night?

"It's nothing, Leng Yi, what time is it today?"

When Ren Sinian said this, her head snuggled into Leng Yi's arms again, although it was very thin there, but at this time, the warmth there still made her want to be greedy and want to absorb.

"The sixteenth, no, it should be said that it is the seventeenth, the bell has passed just after zero o'clock!"

In order to determine the time, Leng Yi deliberately looked back at the antique clock hanging on the wall, and after he said this, Ren Sinian in his arms trembled visibly and fell into a deep silence.

Leng Yi saw that Ren Sinian didn't speak, so he didn't ask anymore, just hugged Ren Sinian tightly in his arms, feeling Ren Sinian's uneven breath, and guessing what kind of thing made Ren Sinian so uncertain?

"Xiao Yi, you said that after people die once, will they be smarter?"

Ren Sinian asked thoughtfully, but Leng Yi didn't know how to answer, isn't there only one human life? How is it possible to die once and then become wise? Is there such a thing as a resurrection from the dead?

Ren Sinian felt Leng Yi's overwhelm, she smiled bitterly and said: "Eleven years ago today, I died once, at that time, I was not what I am now, not as beautiful as I am now, but very innocent and soft, that image stopped forever ten years ago, she died, fell into the sea and drowned, and that appearance was also scraped to pieces by the reef!" ”

Ren Sinian stopped when she said this, she slowly closed her wet eyes, and tears slowly flowed down the corners of her eyes.

But her words, Leng Yi didn't understand at all, he didn't understand what Ren Sinian meant by what he said, but he could sense that Ren Sinian was very sad and sad at this time, he didn't know what he had to do to help Ren Sinian relieve this uncomfortable mood, only to keep the kiss on Ren Sinian's face, and dry the tears left there one by one!

"Nishiki, hug me, hug me! Don't leave me! ”

When Ren Sinian whispered these words, his lotus-like arms were wrapped around Leng Yi's neck, his eyes closed, and he was entangled.

That name was so stinging in Leng Yi's ears, he hated the man named "Jin", hated the injury that the man brought to Ren Sinian, and hated the man who completely covered him up like a shadow.