After the winter vacation began, Gu Nanxing didn't contact me, probably because he was immersed in the happiness of the winter vacation and completely left me behind.

It was Xiao Wen who suddenly asked me to go out to play, I felt a little embarrassed and refused, but he said very seriously, I didn't look for you last summer, don't refuse this time.

I agreed.

Mom and Dad went to work, and I secretly took off my heavy black down jacket, changed into leggings and a small skirt that I thought looked good, and my usual single ponytail also fell apart.

Different people have very different definitions of growth. Some people feel that growing up is to make peace with the world, to begin to accept everything, and to embrace everything. Some people feel that growing up is to start to get up from the collapse and dare to face all kinds of unbearable things in life. But cheesy and vanity like me, the growth in my eyes is only to begin to expect others to describe me with praise words such as cute and pretty, and I myself suddenly began to dislike those wide and gray clothes and pants, and wished that I had a new color. But I have low self-esteem like me, when I really get such an evaluation from others, I tend to panic and start to speculate about the reason why others are so evaluated, is it sincere? Or is it just perfunctory comfort.

Xiao Wen asked me where to play, I hesitated for a long time and didn't decide, and suddenly a flash of inspiration flashed in my head, and said, "Let's go climb the mountain." ”

Climbing a mountain in winter is actually not a very good decision, after all, the weather is cold, the wind is cold, and the evergreen leaves are also cold, but it is a bit bleak. But at that moment, I don't know why, I just wanted to climb the mountain. And to my surprise, Xiao Wen agreed.

Sure enough, as I imagined, there was no bright spot on the mountain in winter, the sky was gray, the trees were dancing in the wind, and even the lonely graves on the roadside were more desolate than in summer.

"Well, it seems that you shouldn't come to the mountains?" I sighed.

"No, it should, winter vacation should have been exercised." Xiao Wen shook his head and replied with a smile.

But I knew that he must be lying, because his expression was exactly the same as Gu Nanxing's expression when he said I was smart.

We walked slowly along the mountain road, and then sat down on a stone bench on the side of the road, and he took out his phone and took a picture of me, and I turned my head in embarrassment, so I only took a picture of the moment I turned over. Xiao Wen smiled helplessly.

"You have a good relationship with Gu Nanxing, right?"

"It's okay, it's just the same table." I thought about it for a while, but I couldn't define it. Sometimes I think we're best friends, but other times I feel like he's thousands of miles away from me, and I certainly don't know what he thinks of me, so I choose the safest answer.

But Xiao Wen smiled, raised his head, and fixed his gaze on a tree in front of us, through the sparse leaves, we could see a small brown bird's nest, but there were obviously no birds inside, just an empty one, set up there.

After a long time, his gaze shifted to me, he looked at me, his eyes were a little complicated, and finally spoke: "So, Luokui, what do you think of me?" ”

"How are you?"

"Hmm."

I thought about it for a long time, and a gust of wind blew, and the leaves fell, but the little bird's nest, which looked weak and could not help the wind, did not move. I finally decided to say something good: "You're very good, it's probably gentle, and then the popularity seems to be very good, and then I heard that the grades are also very good...... "I'm not good at complimenting people, so I can only collect some words in a mess and stack them together, but it looks strange."

His laughter interrupted me and he said, "Would you like to be my girlfriend then?" ”

My brain went blank.

I have seen someone use a magical metaphor to express the feeling of being confessed, that is, it is as if fireworks explode in the ears, and the sky is brilliant, and when the fireworks disappear and the sky is dark, they look at each other as if they are staring at themselves, and the other party's eyes are brighter than the fireworks that have just exploded, as if the lights of the world are lit up for themselves.

But after the blank slate, I felt a deep sense of trepidation. I lowered my head, completely overwhelmed and in disarray.

Xiao Wen was the first to speak: "I already know." ”

I looked up at him, and he was smiling as if nothing had happened.

Another gust of wind blew, as if it had blown everything away from what had just happened.

"Actually, I had a lot of fun with you today, will we go out together next time?" Xiao Wen stood up, looked at me, and asked a little seriously but a little casually.

"Hmm."

When I got home, I turned on the computer, only to find that QQ vibrate, it was Gu Nanxing, he played me four or five messages, first to ask me if I had finished my homework, and then I guessed that I didn't reply and guessed over there whether I was going out to play, a person was like talking to himself.

I smiled and replied, "You know what? Today I went to climb the mountain, and I saw a bird's nest on the mountain, which was invincible, and it was the kind of thing, the wind was very strong, but it didn't fall from the trees. ”

After a while, Gu Nanxing's reply came: "What you said is nonsense, otherwise you think that Mother Bird is a tofu scum project?" ”

Okay, this guy really doesn't understand something, I smiled.

Gu Nanxing sent another sentence: "But who are you hanging out with?" Tut-tut, don't hang out with me and hang out with others, alas. ”

I sighed and replied, "Nothing, nothing. ”

Gu Nanxing didn't reply for a long time, and it wasn't until I went out to get an apple to eat that I saw his reply sent: "Will we go out together tomorrow?" I looked at the weather forecast and said it would be sunny and not very windy. ”

Before I could reply, he sent another sentence: "But I'm looking for you to be serious, looking for you to get your homework." ”

Really! I was about to type out against him, but his next reply shook my heart.

"Don't you keep playing with that kid from Class 8 in the future, you know?"

At this moment, I seemed to hear the sound of fireworks scattering, but it disappeared in an instant.

"Huh? Did you meet us today? ”

"No, but I feel it, it's not very well."

"You?"

"Well, I feel like my son is disobedient to me."

Sure enough, this heart-warming feeling didn't last long, Gu Nanxing was still Gu Nanxing, I sighed, but a sweet smell involuntarily surged up from the bottom of my heart.