Chapter 107: I'll Be Responsible
Pain, sadness, powerlessness, disappointment, disgust, all the unwilling thoughts and heavy world-weary feelings hit her, squeezing her all over her body.
"If you're really not in the mood to go back, we'll stay here for the time being, and I'll take care of your construction site matters. It's quiet and suitable for you to rest. Jiang Chenyang knew that no matter how much he said at this time, it would not help Fu Xue much, and only by getting the most just punishment for this matter as soon as possible was the greatest comfort to Fu Xue.
But before that, he wants to make sure that Fu Xue is safe.
He didn't want Fu Xue to experience suicide again.
"I'm going to be fine, I'm just ...... for the time being A little weak. ”
"I know, I know."
Jiang Chenyang's heart was extremely painful, he regretted that he didn't know Fu Xue too early, at least he could help Fu Xue get out of such a heaviness as soon as possible within his ability, even if Fu Xue was unwilling, he would not watch Fu Xue be wronged.
"If only we had known each other earlier."
As soon as Jiang Chenyang stretched out his hand, the weak man was held in his arms, and this reliable reliance was like a great peak, giving Fu Xue enough security.
At night, Fu Xue lay down and never slept steadily, Jiang Chenyang sat next door drinking tea, the TV was on but no sound was on, his thoughts were on Fu Xue in the house.
Later, he was really worried, so he pushed the door in and had to sit on the edge of the bed and look at Fu Xue.
Fu Xue's eyebrows were furrowed tightly, and in her dreams she begged for mercy one after another, her forehead was full of sweat, and she was so weak that she had to be held in her arms and cherished.
During the day, she could still maintain the last of her sanity to keep herself awake, not tortured and afraid, but in her dreams, there was no longer a strong shell, and the constant wailing and begging for mercy became her last struggle.
Jiang Chenyang held her in his arms and comforted her softly, pleading his heart deeply like a needle poking for mercy sentence by sentence.
He didn't know when he started to hate, and he hated these executioners who killed Fu Xue.
"It's okay, it's okay, I'm here."
Jiang Chenyang kept repeating such comfort, wanting to tell Fu Xue to calm down.
But ability, what haunted Fu Xue was not the cruel facts, but a sharp rebuke, like Fu Xue in a nightmare, walked out and loudly accused her of why she didn't investigate it earlier and give Fu Xue an explanation.
Fu Xue kept begging for mercy, she had already forgotten about it in the trivialities of the Fu family, and she didn't expect that the real society would be so cruel and helpless.
Sadly, Fu Xue didn't know what to do.
"When people die, I die, you die, we all die, it's good to be dead, it's good to be dead......"
Jiang Chenyang became worried, looked down at the person in her arms, trembling all over, sweat had penetrated her clothes, wetting her whole body.
He couldn't let Fu Xue go on like this anymore and gently pushed her.
"Fu Xue, Fu Xue, Xue...... You wake up, you wake up. ”
Fu Xue was full of excitement, reluctantly woke up from the dream, and looked up for a while before confirming that the person in front of him was Jiang Chenyang, not the original owner Fu Xue who was entangled in the dream.
"I, I'm having nightmares, am I?"
"Yes, you had nightmares, terrible dreams, and now you're fine."
"You've always been here?" Fu Xue got up, rubbed her sore head, her temples jumped suddenly, and she was very uncomfortable.
"I just came in, worried that something would happen to you. Why don't we go to the hospital? ”
"I'm fine, it's just...... You might as well stay. ”
Fu Xue raised her head, rubbing her eyes, she couldn't see the person in front of her clearly, squinted her eyes and asked Jiang Chenyang, "You don't have a place to sleep outside." ”
“…… Ah, I, I'll go to the hotel later, this bed is small, besides, it's not convenient for me to stay, wait until you sleep and comfort me before leaving. ”
Fu Xue knew that this person was reserved, if this was modern, I am afraid that the two of them would have rolled the sheets long ago, but in this era, they really can't mess around.
Let's not say that I am only an adult, even if I am an early adult, I am too open, and Jiang Chenyang can't look down on it, right?
"I just told you to sleep here, and I don't agree with what you want to do."
Fu Xue said.
"I just didn't think it was convenient, and I didn't think about doing anything."
Jiang Chenyang felt that he was extremely wronged.
“…… You, hey, then you stay with me, can't you? ”
Fu Xue didn't admit it, but Jiang Chenyang had already seen it, she was scared and wanted to find someone to accompany her, this person was Jiang Chenyang, and it could only be Jiang Chenyang.
"I'll take care of it. Whatever I do, I'll be responsible. ”
Fu Xue felt that he was too cute.
"You can't be responsible if you're not responsible. You lie down, I listen to your heartbeat and sleep, so it will be at ease. ”
“…… Oh, okay, then I'll lie down. Is that okay? ”
Jiang Chenyang suddenly became uncomfortable, adjusted two postures, his arms were stretched, stiff like wood, he didn't care much when he felt uncomfortable, he was only worried that Fu Xue wouldn't hear his heartbeat, so he changed his posture again, this time the entire upper body was twisted, and within a minute, his waist couldn't stand it and had to get up and change his posture again, "So what?" Do you hear the heartbeat? ”
Fu Xue held his chest and whispered, "Hmm", closed his eyes, and the person had sunk into sleep.
Jiang Chenyang looked down at her, Fu Xuegao's erect little nose was round and small, there were beads of sweat on her forehead, sticky hair, a small face, full of collagen, red peach lips, that was kissed by him before, and at this time, he was upturned in his dream.
Fu Xue is like a delicate flower that has been living in the sun, even if the dew is heavy, it will dye her beauty.
Why should such a beautiful little girl be bullied like this?
Jiang Chenyang couldn't figure it out.
But now it's okay, with him, everything will be fine.
In the dream, Fu Xue didn't know what she dreamed of, she kept laughing, and even laughed out loud.
Jiang Chenyang finally closed her eyes at the moment she laughed and could sleep quietly for a night.
In the morning, the sun was particularly good, naughty through the curtains, wisps of white light fell on the ground, on the bed, and on the two overlapping legs.
Fu Xue woke up, and she didn't know how long she tilted her head to look at the man in her arms.
She always reminded herself that she was an eighteen-year-old girl, not an old woman who was already thirty years old.
She had to hold back, she had to hold back, she had to hold back.
But she always wanted to move her mouth and kiss it.
Jiang Chenyang is a sunny boy, and the hairs on his nostrils are translucent in the sun.
In the past, he was training in the army, he should have been injured, and there was a scar on his forehead, if it wasn't for Fu Xue's close observation, he really couldn't see it clearly, and he should have recovered well, or he used the potion he specially bought to remove the scar from here before.
Jiang Chenyang's skin is very good, white and tender like translucent, without any skin problems, which is naturally inferior to an eighteen-year-old Fu Xue.
He smokes slightly, but Fu Xue hasn't seen him smoke recently, and even if he estimates, it is very little, and he can't smell the smell of cigarettes on his body.
His body was strong, the muscles in his chest were tight, and the buttons of his shirt did not block the beautiful muscle lines inside.
Fu Xue secretly opened it and took a look. Admiration, "That's great! ”
Jiang Chenyang's legs are long and well-proportioned, and there is no extra meat, which should be the reason for long-term exercise, and his legs are still relaxed in a beautiful arc when he falls asleep.
He should like white, the shirt is white, the handkerchief is white, even the underwear that leaks out of one side is white.
Fu Xue grinned, thinking that she didn't like to be clean very much, so many clothes were dark colors, and I was afraid that I would have to learn to be cleaner in the future and wear more white clothes.
"Isn't it nice to peek!"
Suddenly, Jiang Chenyang reminded her that Fu Xue got up from the bed with a startled spirit, all the things on the bed were silky, silky, and the bed was not very big.
Jiang Chenyang immediately got up and grabbed her, "Be careful, I didn't say I'm not responsible, what are you running?" ”
"Oops, scared me to death, I didn't run, it's your small bed, I thought it was still big here, I almost fell."
Jiang Chenyang looked at the bed with a smile and measured it in his heart, "Then it seems that I am going to return a bigger bed." ”
Fu Xue's cheeks puffed and turned red.
"What do you mean by that, I didn't say I came often."
"No, you have to prepare if you don't come often, in case you come, it's easy to fall off if you sleep on a small bed. Sit down and look at me again, I'm going to cook when I've seen enough. ”
Fu Xue sneered and pulled Jiang Chenyang's face, "No shame, didn't you wake up early?" ”
"No, I just know in my dream that you're peeking at me, and you're still smiling silly, am I good-looking?"
"Beautiful."
Jiang Chenyang nodded with satisfaction, followed, with a strong arm, he dragged the person into his arms, hugged him, and lowered his head to kiss him.
"You look better. Can you hear your heartbeat when you sleep like this? ”
He's going to be responsible for it anyway, and it's not in the way to hug him more now.
"I'm going to call people like this!"
said that he was unwilling, but his body was very honest and rubbed hard into someone's arms, eager to get into his body.
"It's really comfortable, but you have to be responsible, hug and hug, kiss and kiss, can't you say it's okay if you're not responsible?" Fu Xue continued to rub into someone's arms, and she didn't care if her saliva flowed out, and continued to rub.
"Huh." Jiang Chenyang laughed in a low voice, his Adam's apple squirmed up and down, and his voice rolled on Fu Xue's head, like a coaxing thunder, "Okay, I'm responsible, you can't agree if you don't agree." ”
Fu Xue took a hard breath, as if she had such a rare presumptuous opportunity in her life, and enjoyed it, "Then hold it for a while, and when you go back, you have to pretend to be a stranger." ”
Jiang Chenyang's smile on the corner of his mouth was swept away.
He was still immersed in joy just now, and at this moment he was pushed into the abyss.
The feeling of falling into an ice cave can really torture him crazy.
Men, women who protect themselves can't do it, what kind of man is they called?
"I think it's time to speed things up."
"It's only been three years."
That's it?
Jiang Chenyang didn't dare to ask this rhetorical question, but he saved it in his heart, and this sentence was like a sharp blade immediately, and something was cut at once.
In my heart, I feel uncomfortable!
"It's only been three years, can't wait?"
Fu Xue was also a little unhappy, but she still questioned these words.
It's only three years, I can't wait, what do you say for a lifetime?
Besides, this is just the beginning of the next step, so what about the two of them when everything should happen? Do you dislike each other?
"yes, three years, that's a long time."
Long? For Fu Xue, it's only been three years, and it's only been three years for a person who has nothing to catch up with Jiang Chenyang, who has everything, how easy it is to say, why is he so anxious, isn't it too long?
Fu Xue frowned, "Yes, it's only three years." ”
Fu Xue's heart seemed to be hurt by Jiang Chenyang's words, hissed, the pain was terrible, this heart was really uncomfortable!