Chapter 30: No
In the next half month, I was making up for my homework, and sure enough, the waves of the whole summer vacation had to be compensated for with the busyness of the last few days. But at the same time, the heart is occupied by inexplicable longing.
I didn't really miss him very deliberately, because I was really busy, but ah, in many small moments, I would think of him inexplicably, such as just a simple song, or a homework book, or even a word, I closed my eyes, and he appeared in my mind, lingering, and then I even began to look forward to the start of school, even if the homework was not finished, even if there was a school exam.
I feel like I'm finished.
On the day of the start of school, there was a long queue at the school gate, and I looked at the school gate from a distance, and the name of the school written on it, and suddenly felt a little sad, maybe because the summer vacation had passed, perhaps, because of something else.
I put my things in the new dormitory, and finally met my new roommate, I am bed number one, bed number two is Chen Lan, this is a short girl, but very white, looking more fashionable. The third bed is called Liu Ruixi, that is, the one Gu Nanxing already knows, she is a little taller, her hair is long, her smile is very sweet, and her voice is very good, I later learned that she participated in the competition of the top ten singers on campus during the military training in the first year of high school, and at that time, I also thought she sang very well. The fourth bed is called Wei Jing, as her name suggests, she looks very well-behaved, very quiet, with thick eyebrows and big eyes, very cute.
They all seemed to get along very well, but I didn't take the initiative to speak, I just quickly tidied up the dormitory and went to the class.
is still sitting according to the student number, maybe he will change positions after the opening exam, but probably Feng Bin will not be as open-minded as Zhou Cheng, and will not give us the right to choose our own position, alas, this is really sad.
Feng Bin informed early in the morning that he would carefully check his summer homework during the evening self-study, and it was probably for this reason that the boy next to me had been working hard to write. I was bored, so I opened the book and looked at it casually.
"Eh, classmate." The boy called me out of the blue.
"Huh?" I looked up at him, he was more good-looking, but he was not Gu Nanxing's more gentle appearance, nor was he more cute and lively like Shen Sirui, he was more of a handsome and handsome appearance, with three-dimensional facial features, clear lines, and heroic sword eyebrows, his eyes were not big, but he looked a little deep.
He suddenly got up a little embarrassed, scratched his head and said, "I want to ask you, can you borrow my homework?" ”
My mind suddenly returned to the freshman year of high school, at that time, Shen Sirui also became friends in this way, perhaps, many of the friendships in the student days began here.
I handed him my homework, and he said thank you, and he went on writing.
When it was time for the evening self-study, Feng Bin asked us to put our homework on the table, and then let us review it ourselves, and he would check them one by one, and the boy seemed to have solved everything and was full of confidence. And I glanced at Gu Nanxing, he had already had a good chat with Liu Ruixi, and I turned my head.
Feng Bin found several who didn't finish their homework, and the punishment was of course to stop the activity class and use this time to make up for their homework. Then he read the names of the various class committees, probably what Zhou Cheng said to him, and I was still a member of the study committee.
At the end of class, the boy next to me asked me, "What's your name?" ”
"Jiang Luokui."
"Oh, it's the study committee." He smiled and said.
I nodded.
He continued: "My name is Song Chengming. ”
"Well, I remember."
Gu Nanxing's appearance interrupted our chat, he smiled at me, and then patted Song Chengming's shoulder, I didn't hear what he said.
Song Chengming said in surprise: "It turns out that the two of you know each other." ”
"Well, yes, it's a freshman in high school." I said it truthfully.
But Gu Nanxing's face was a little wrong: "Senior high school classmate, yes, high school classmate." ”
After he said this, he didn't say anything more and walked back to his seat.
The class bell rang just in time.
After evening self-study, Gu Nanxing suddenly walked over briskly and said very seriously: "I have something to look for you." ”
I was a little confused, so I quickly packed my schoolbag and walked out of the classroom with him.
He didn't say anything the whole way, and finally I broke the silence: "What are you looking for me?" ”
"I'm your freshman in high school?" He asked suddenly.
"Isn't it?" I was even more confused.
Gu Nanxing was silent for a moment, and suddenly whispered, "Are we just, freshman classmates?" ”
My heart ached suddenly, as if it had been clenched and then suddenly released, and I didn't know how to answer the question.
He then asked, "In front of Song Chengming, did you and I just be classmates in high school?" Are you ......" In the dark night, I couldn't see his expression clearly, and I only felt that unspeakable grievances filled me.
"You know it yourself, but you still misunderstand me." I said lightly, holding back the emotions that were about to erupt.
He was silent, and so was I.
"I'll go first, the dormitory is closing." I said, and turned to leave.
Gu Nanxing may never be able to find out my emotions, maybe he knows it clearly, but he doesn't want to understand it, and he doesn't want to admit it.
Gu Nanxing suddenly caught up and said, his voice was very soft: "I'm sorry, but don't let him replace me." ”
I looked at him in disbelief, and my face suddenly warmed: "You know, you can't be replaced. ”
He nodded with satisfaction, then rubbed my head, smiled, and was about to turn around to leave, when he was finally stopped by me: "Gu Nanxing, I want to ask you, do you have anyone you like?" ”
Gu Nanxing turned around and looked at me, it was only a few seconds, but it was like a century later.
"I didn't."
For a moment, it was a blessing, but then, I fell into a deeper sense of loss.
It's good that he doesn't have a favorite.
He doesn't have anyone he likes, so why would he do this to me?
I could only say goodnight and go back to the dorm.