This world is like this, but most people will always choose to avoid some sad or difficult things. In fact, this kind of escape may come from a deep sense of insecurity. In many cases, there is another interpretation of self-deception, and I think my father's expression at that time seems to be able to interpret the second state of mind.

Although he had always thought in his heart that the contents of this anonymous letter might not involve him, in fact, he seemed to have forgotten that in addition to corruption, there were details of his life that were constantly being spied on.

After all, as an official, anything that can be manipulated by others is a lethal weapon with lethality.

The father's attitude towards the position of director of the bureau is in itself. His mind is like what Cao Qi, Cao Ge, and Xue Hao got together to discuss later, and he really doesn't know where the general direction of his mind is in his life, whether it is life or work, it is a mess. And grandma's attitude and some connivance towards her father's incident are, to a certain extent, the result of aiding and abetting.

She has never made too many demands on the major affairs of the Cao family, and has not even achieved the attitude and responsibility that the head of the Cao family should have. This laissez-faire is also a major reason why my father is so drifting.

In fact, what has to be mentioned here is Cao Qi's self-discipline. Self-discipline is a very big advantage for any person. Although I don't know this man very well, I can find from the details of his daily life that most of his events can show this man's self-control and strict self-discipline.

Cao Qi's status in society today is inseparable from the formation of these good habits.

It's a pity that since ancient times, heroes have been sad to pass the beauty pass. This commanding Cao Qi was finally folded in the hands of a woman.

Cao Ge squinted his eyes and glanced at his father's back on the steps, turned back to Xue Hao with disdain and said, "Forget it, don't pay attention to him." We still know a lot about his character. What has he taken to heart over the years? Oh no, correct, there are still ha. Tacitly! That's the kind of person, to put it bluntly, I really hope that the person reported on the anonymous letter is him, so that he can kill his sharpness! is like this, I really don't know how many pounds and taels I have, to put it bluntly, I can only block everyone. ”

As soon as she said that, Grandma was reluctant. She threw the chopsticks on the table with a snap~, and Cao Ge knew that her grandmother was angry because of her words. It's just that with the relationship between her and her grandmother, she naturally doesn't have to pay attention to it.

However, when she looked up at Aunt Qin'er, who was sitting across the table, the expression on her face made Cao Ge instantly understand that what she said was very inappropriate. So, she turned around and accompanied Aunt Qin: "Second sister-in-law, I just said casually, don't go to your heart." ”

Aunt Qin looked up and smiled: "I know." Actually..."After Aunt Qin said these two words, she didn't say anything more. This kind of desire to speak stopped again, so that Cao Cancan, who was sitting on the side, came to his senses, and turned his head to look at Aunt Qin: "Actually, what?" Aunt Qin raised her head slightly and glanced at Cao Cancan: "It's nothing." ”

This child is curious, Cao Cancan grabbed Aunt Qin's half of the sentence and kept asking. At the end of the question, Aunt Qin was so annoyed that she hurriedly waved her hand: "Don't ask me, annoying!" I said, nothing is nothing. ”

Actually, I know what Aunt Qin wants to say, perhaps, Aunt Qin'er thinks the same as Cao Ge. Now, for a stubborn person like my father, who will not look back after hitting the south wall, the only thing that can kill his sharp spirit is naturally, society.

And with the power of the Cao family, few people in society can move him. Therefore, the only thing that can make him compromise and surrender to life is undoubtedly from work.

Having said that, although there is such a close relationship between my father and Aunt Qin, since my mother came to Cao's house last time to hold a celebration banquet, her attitude towards everyone has taken a big turn, and this turn is obviously manifested in less talking, less laughter, and silence. And she is still good to Cao Ge, which may be the reason for the sympathy between women who have the same unfortunate feelings.

From the perspective of husband and wife, I think Aunt Qin should not want her father to have an accident, but for this anonymous letter incident, Aunt Qin's panic and panic are completely different levels compared with the last time her father was reported for corruption and bribery with his real name. Although the tension remains, it is clearly not as severe as the last time. The more we try to cover up the truth of things, the more it proves that things are not as simple as imagined. Everyone knew that if the father was pushed to the forefront again, it would be a fatal mistake.

Presumably, it is impossible to redeem it.

Overconfidence is sometimes a fatal flaw, and my father is a living example.

Dinner that night ended in a hurry. Everyone's food is also dotted. When grandma sent Xue Hao out of Cao's house, she told him not to hide anything from him, after all, he had also gone through strong winds and waves, besides, if the content of the letter was really about Cao Mu, he knew in advance that he would take the lead in operating the relationship, which was better than making it public.

Speaking of which, Aunt Qin, mentality can be changed after all. What about the people who are close to you? After all, there is still a huge secret hidden in this nominal marriage between her and her father. Aunt Qin wanted to open the crack in the door to find out, but her father wouldn't give her the opportunity. So good, now that the society has given him this brick to knock on the door of his heart, then she has to throw a stone and ask for directions.

But I guess Aunt Qin's heart should also be contradictory. She should hope that something happened to her father, and that he would be safe and sound.

The reason why I hope my father is safe and sound is nothing more than because my father is Cao Cancan's biological father, and this kind of blood relationship cannot be severed at any time. And aside from this aspect, I think she should hope that something happens to her father more than anyone else, only in this way, she will not live as humbly as she is today.

Sometimes when I think about it, it's actually very sad for anyone to live like this.

No up or down, no way out, no way out, what's wrong. But what way? Fate always likes to joke with everyone, whether you are old or young, all the unknown risks you face, and all the regrets you face, are the road you must take in life, and you need to spend age and experience, and even need to waste your youth to fight a bloody road.

It even takes most people a lifetime to be able to see some people and things clearly.

There is no such thing as being too late. If we attribute everything to fate, then fate is equal for everyone. Whether it is Zhang Jing, or Aunt Qin, or even for Cao Ge and me, it is the same for everyone, fate likes to make the same jokes, big or small.

Zhang Jing sat on the side, and Mu Ne's expression had the same wooden gaze. I tried to spy on some of the emotions in her eyes, just as she did on the couch at the time, but unfortunately, I couldn't read them. It's not because I'm young and can't understand the adult world, but in fact, all the things that have come from the shop recently, especially the arrival of Zi Yunfei yesterday, even the age of Cao Cancan and me, have already understood a little. Regarding the love and hate between these adults, at least you can guess why.

It seems that everyone has a secret in their hearts. If it is revealed, then the Cao family will be in turmoil.

It's hard to describe my state of mind at the time. Since I escaped from my mother's side and entered the Cao family to pursue the life I wanted, everything that the Cao family has experienced until today, although I have not gotten what I want, but after the dust has settled, what the Cao family has experienced now, is it not a relief for me?

Perhaps only when the Cao family has undergone its unknown great changes, when all people's hearts have changed, and when everyone's lives have deviated from the original original intention, then the best way out is to let go of the shackles of the original life and let the soul settle down in another paradise.