I still buried my head in my knees, but despite this, the suppressed cry continued to spread uncontrollably. I don't know why I'm crying, maybe because of the relationship between me and Cao Yunxiao that is about to end, or because of the sacrifice the moon has made for me, or because I hate my own incompetence. But whatever the reason, it doesn't change the final result.

In the face of such me, the moon seemed a little helpless. She sat down beside me and hugged me tightly, trying to say something to comfort me or to give me another pale explanation. But no matter what she said, I kept repeating the word "don't".

I don't want anyone to sacrifice for me, and I don't want anyone to intercede for the relationship between the two of us. The person concerned is me, and I have the responsibility and obligation to bear this matter.

I'm going to fix it, and the most important thing I should do now is to correct a mistake.

One, in fact, a mistake that could have been avoided.

When I had finally made up my mind, I broke free of the moon, raised my hand to wipe the tears from my face, and then said to her very solemnly:

"If you have to try to date Xiao Su, then I hope to see him when school ends tonight."

"Huh? What are you going to see him for? ”

When the moon heard that I wanted to see Xiao Su, she was stunned for a moment, and then she hesitated, and the eyes that were originally looking at me began to drift around. I don't understand why she didn't dare to look me in the eye, but I didn't mean to get to the bottom of it now, but said to him:

"Don't worry, I won't ask him to break the agreement between you. And now that it's happened, it's always good to have one more person to help. ”

My tone was calm, as calm as if I was talking about what I had for breakfast today. The moon didn't understand why I had changed so much, and it made her finally look back at my face. After carefully examining my expression, she raised her hand, touched my forehead, and said to me very suspiciously:

"I don't have a fever either, why did you suddenly start talking nonsense?"

Hearing the moon's words, I rolled my eyes in anger and pulled her hand off with all my might.

"I don't have a fever, okay, it's settled, you call him at the end of the evening self-study class, and we'll go to Sister Guozi together."

"It's too late, Sister Guozi's place should have been closed a long time ago, or another day, right?"

The moon was still cautious in refusing my request, but I didn't change my mind just because she kept refusing. Seeing that my expression and tone were surprisingly firm, the moon did not make any more useless struggles, nodded at me dejectedly, and then went to lunch with me.

In the afternoon self-study class, when the teachers were preparing for class and the head teacher was going out, I sent a message to Fu Chengwen. First I told him about our change of homeroom teacher, and then I asked him when he would be back.

Fu Chengwen didn't seem to care about the change of head teacher at all, and there was a "um" word in the text message that didn't have any tone or attitude at all, and he didn't pay attention to my second question. I stared at that word for ten minutes, still not realizing what I should say next.

In the end, I really couldn't continue to talk to Fu Chengwen, so I switched the interface and chose Cao Yunxiao's column.

I've never been in the habit of looking through the chat history, but this time, somehow, when I saw his name, I suddenly couldn't help but start flipping through the chat history of the two of us before the accident. I must admit that Cao Yunxiao is really good at making me happy. Even in this environment now, when I see the things he sent me, I still feel warm and happy. To be honest, I had been thinking about a lot of things before that, and I wanted to edit them into text messages and send them to him, but when I read the chats, I suddenly couldn't type even half a word of all the prepared lines. I held my phone and hesitated for almost half a class, writing and deleting on the SMS interface, and in the end, I only sent three words.

"I love you."

Although I had never said this to Cao Yunxiao, I knew that I would not get any response this time. Because every time I dialed this phone in the past few days, the cold female voice was prompting me that it was turned off, so I knew that this mobile phone was no longer in Cao Yunxiao's hands. But at this point, I really don't know what else I can do for him. He needed me so much, he needed my understanding so much, he needed my affirmation, but I couldn't do anything, and I didn't even think about insisting on it before that, I just wanted to give up.

How I hate myself for being so weak and incompetent.

I clutched my phone, and I couldn't help but laugh at myself a little in my heart, and the expression on my face became serious and low. I wasn't interested in finishing today's homework at all, and just as I was deciding to give up on my homework, a message popped up on my phone.

I looked down and found that it was an unfamiliar number, and I thought it was a spam text message, so I was about to delete it. But maybe it was my absent-mindedness that saved it, because I didn't know what was going on, and I chose to open it when I chose to delete it.

It was obviously not a spam message, because when I saw the name of the person mentioned at the beginning of the text message, I burst into tears almost instantly.

"Xiaobai, I hope you still remember that I am Yunxiao's agent. I'm sorry for not texting you until now, because he's been locked up since the accident and I just met him. When he saw me, the first thing he said was for me to tell you not to worry about him, and your contact information was secretly stuffed into my pocket. I think he's been waiting for this moment for a long time, and he should have more to say to you, but unfortunately we didn't have the opportunity to meet alone, so I can't convey much. Although his father told me not to pay attention to what he said when he was leaving, I think you should have a right to know. As Yunxiao's agent, I am actually very opposed to your relationship, because it will affect his career very much. But as his friend, I want him to be happy. I know he loves you very much, so don't worry, we'll take care of it. Of course, don't think that you'll be fine with us because you have more important things to do. Please don't give up Yunxiao at this time, his happiness, he is all handed over to you. If you love him too, please, please, hold on a little longer, and don't give up on him. He said that he was the only one left, and I don't think you would be involved in destroying him. Right? ”