Section 123
I stood alone, my head bowed, leaning slightly. I was staring at a certain point on the ground, but because of the violent impact on my head just now, my eyes were now scattered and I couldn't focus.
The weather in Nanjing is always very strange, the wind that comes and goes around the parting, but it can always stop at the tip of someone's heart.
After the whistling sound in the ears quieted down for a moment, the wire rope hanging on everyone's hearts seemed to be ready to break up. My mother's thin figure was like a fallen leaf in front of me, floating by itself, thin into a shadow, and secretly sad. I couldn't see her expression clearly, but as I was staring down at the ground, I saw a sycamore leaf that my mother had stepped on.
I couldn't see the annual rings attached to the leaves of the footprints of parting, and I couldn't hear the sound of the drizzle beating my heart under the distant sky, and my mother was like that, quietly blending with the sycamore.
In an instant, the remnants of the flowers were defeated by the years, and the mother's love rippled in the ripples of the years. So, I suddenly understood the plane tree, the clue about all love.
"Did you find it? Yes? What are you doing here? Cao Ge ran over. Her arrival shattered the silence. Xue Hao turned around: "Ah, no, I'm researching, if not, let's find it tomorrow morning, it's too dark this day." ”
"Yes, then, let's all go into the house, come into the house and say. The wind is blowing, don't blow the disease. After speaking, Cao Ge looked at her mother awkwardly, she seemed to want to reach out to help this thin woman, but the outstretched hand still paused and retracted. It was a feeling of touching a delicate, fragile object. I know that Cao Ge has no hatred for her mother, she chooses not to disturb her mother at this moment because she has too much empathy, because she looks too fragile, like fragile glass.
Of course, in the body of a glass object, there is a heart that is also glass.
After such an atmosphere stalemate for a while, Cao Qi walked up to me: "Mu Xi, let's go into the house." Look for it tomorrow, I'll help you find it with your Uncle Xue Hao tomorrow morning, and you will definitely be able to find it. Be obedient, you are like this, everyone can only accompany you in the cold wind. Cao Qi's voice is very gentle, so gentle that the deep timbre is mixed in this just right night, which makes me feel that my thoughts are wandering.
I let go of my obsession and stepped step by step from the grass to the concrete floor with my head down. My legs seemed to feel extremely heavy from the loss of strength of the man, and every step felt like numbness and cones hitting me at the same time, which was painful.
When my mother saw me move, she was obviously much more relieved, and when she passed by her, my mother, supported by Xue Hao, also followed. When the group arrived at the door of Cao's house, the mother suddenly turned around and said to Xue Hao beside her: "I think, I, I still won't go in." When my mother said this, my left foot had just stepped into the threshold of the Cao family, and after hearing my mother's voice, I paused, and then continued to move forward.
Cao Cancan sat next to Aunt Qin, and Aunt Qin's eyes seemed to have some life injection at this time than when I first returned to Cao's house. When she saw me enter the house, she actually asked softly, "Did you find it?" This sentence made my body that I was about to pass by her suddenly stop in place, and my feet at that time were like all-purpose glue glued to the soles of my shoes, and I couldn't move. My mouth was so stiff that I couldn't speak. When I faced Aunt Qin, although the secondary causes of my aphasia were completely different from those in front of my mother, my final action ended in failure.
Yes, these two women, in my childhood memories, seem to have robbed me of my tsundere and youthful frivolity, and in front of them, I am a little kitten whose emotions can only dig a pit and bury it by itself. I am not obedient, but distressed and unbearable.
I took a deep breath, and Xue Hao behind me replied for me: "Oh, no. It's too dark outside, look for it tomorrow. After listening to this, Aunt Qin turned her head, and after a few seconds, she said lightly to Cao Cancan beside her, "You will look for it tomorrow." After Aunt Qin's words were finished, I suddenly had mixed feelings in my heart, and that complex emotion suddenly made me wonder which string was the little softness in my heart?
However, Cao Cancan obviously didn't expect her mother to have such instructions, and she opened her mouth wide: "Who? I? Cao Cancan pointed his finger at himself exaggeratedly, but Aunt Qin didn't make any response, Cao Cancan quietly glanced back at me, and then reluctantly turned his head: "Got it." ”
Knowing this, the tone is obviously less flamboyant, and it can be seen from the eyes that look back at me, after all, everyone is a child, she has never seen me burst out with emotions like this, she is obviously timid, scared, and cowardly. I raised my head, looked at the back of Cao Cancan's head with my eyes, and then calmly walked upstairs.
Xue Hao stayed for a while, and then sent his mother back.
When I went upstairs, I saw Zhang Jing coming out of the bedroom opposite. As I picked up the clothes on the ground, Zhang Jing bent down and squatted beside me and reached out to help me fold a piece of clothing. I was stunned, I didn't dare to look up at her, but I didn't dare to continue what I was doing. She handed me the folded clothes, and I took them gently, but I didn't dare to stand up.
I didn't know what I was afraid of Zhang Jing, but later I guessed that I might have been worried about her intimacy because of her wonderful relationship with my father.
She was the first to get up: "Are you sure you won't move?" ”
I didn't expect Zhang Jing to ask me such a sentence, and the tone was very strange, contrary to the normal norm on weekdays. I lowered my head and held the clothes in my hand for a long time and pretended not to finish folding, but did not answer.
"Okay! Don't go back on what you've thought about." After saying that, he turned around and went back to the bedroom. I watched the woman's shoes disappear from sight little by little, and the sound of the departing footsteps still echoed in my ears, I put down the clothes in my hand, squatted on the ground and savored the meaning of Zhang Jing's words. But after all, I don't have enough brain circuits, and I thought of two reasons and was passed by myself. He simply shook his head and went back to the bedroom.
Downstairs, grandma asked Cao Qi, "Where did Cao Mu go?" Why did I hear Xue Hao say just now that I didn't go to the unit? ”
"Do you still think about him? It's a mess in this house, I see, you really don't have to worry about whether he can have an accident, what you should worry about is that he doesn't just want to be a fool of others! Cao Qi said casually.
"No, Cao Qi, yes, Cao Mu is dead, but it's not enough to be killed with a stick! Anyway, it's also your own brother, this day and night is not home, and this time he completely touched the thunder at work, I'm afraid that he feels that he can't live with Xiaoqin, and he can't think about it! ”
"Mom! You repeat what you just said! You repeat it, and I'll listen to it again! When is this coming, and you still give him a top hat! Heh~ I'm really convinced! This one, without you, may be better! Cao Ge said angrily.
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