Chapter 20: It's Sunny
One night in May, the weather was already hot, but it wasn't the kind of hearty heat left, just sultry heat, and the sky outside was cloudy, as if waiting for a heavy rain.
Before the start of the evening self-study, I was sitting in my seat in a daze, when Lin Chuanjin suddenly came next to me and said mysteriously: "Do you know that Gu Nanxing has someone you like?" ”
"Huh?" I was stunned for a moment and asked, "What?" ”
"I heard that Gu Nanxing has someone he likes." Lin Chuanjin repeated it again. This time, I was sure that I had heard correctly, and of course I couldn't be so sentimental as to think it was me, so I asked lightly, "Well, who is it?" ”
"Don't tell others, it's Yu Shiqing." Lin Chuanjin lowered his voice and said.
When I heard the name, I sighed, feeling very lost, but I was not particularly surprised, so I just replied softly: "That's right." I didn't ask Lin Chuanjin how she knew, I knew she would definitely tell me.
"It was his roommate who said it, so it must be true." Lin Chuanjin added, I nodded as usual, and didn't say much.
But to be honest, I was not surprised at all by this result, I always felt that it was like the sentence used by the Chinese teacher to describe the end of O'Henry's novel: unexpected and reasonable.
He's got someone he likes.
But I really shouldn't be sad, after all, I'm just his tablemate, at most a good friend, stop there, that's all.
"Well, but I thought he liked you a little." Lin Chuanjin sighed again.
I just shook my head and smiled, "Why do you think that?" ”
"Because he had sunflowers on the postcard he bought last time." Lin Chuanjin said.
At this time, I also remembered the postcard I bought together during the last winter vacation, yes, there were indeed sunflowers on it, but there were also sunny days.
Maybe he wanted sunny days, not sunflowers.
Lin Chuanjin just looked at me, stopped talking for a while, and asked, "To be honest, do you like him?" ”
My heart thumped, but then I waved my hand naturally and smiled, "No, it's just the same table, and I actually have someone I like." ”
"Who? How did I not know? ”
"It's a boy I knew a long time ago, a year older than me, who plays the piano very well, and is very talented anyway." I'm not lying, there is indeed this boy, but what I hide is that he is not a person close to me, but he is a star, and my liking for him is only a little bit of admiration.
It's just that at this moment, I suddenly felt inexplicably that telling Lin Chuanjin that I had another person I liked was the only way to save my face.
Lin Chuanjin seemed to want to say something, but in the end he didn't speak.
I returned to my seat and started to do my homework, and after a while, Gu Nanxing also came. I didn't have much energy when he talked to me, just a few perfunctory words. I don't know if I'm angry with him, or if I'm angry with myself.
"What's wrong with you?"
"Nope."
Gu Nanxing then poked Lin Chuanjin, Lin Chuanjin was also secretive, Gu Nanxing also flattened his mouth, looked at me, and did his homework.
My heart is upside down, in fact, I should have known all this, but fortunately, it is not too late to end at this time.
I suddenly wanted to fast forward to two months from now, so that the drama could be ended by dividing the class. But then I was shocked to realize that there were only two months left, maybe not yet. At this time, there was a sudden feeling of reluctance, and then suddenly there was a mist in front of me.
I rubbed my eyes, coughed again, pretended to be cold, and got down to do my homework.
And Gu Nanxing went out at the end of the first period, and then didn't come back until about twenty minutes after the evening self-study in the second period. I kept my head down and did my homework, and I didn't look up.
After a while, Gu Nanxing suddenly gave me a small note and put it on my desk.
After a few minutes, I picked it up.
"You're in a bad mood? I thought it was Xiao Wen who bullied you, but I went to him and he said no, so I thought it should be that I accidentally made you unhappy, you tell me, and I will explain. ”
In the past, I would have cheered if I could see such a note, but at this time, I felt a little ashamed and a little sad.
"Why did you go to find Xiao Wen. No, I'm just thinking about something. ”
"Impossible." Gu Nanxing didn't write a note this time, but just said categorically in a low voice.
I knew that I couldn't distract him from any more nonsense, so I took the note and wrote, "It's just a little sad to think that I'm going to be assigned a shift soon." ”
Gu Nanxing read the note, suddenly smiled, and then wrote: "Science, yes." ”
I didn't say anything more, just stuffed the note into my pencil case and continued to write my homework.
Although it is just an excuse to use the sub-subject now, I know that this matter will need to be considered soon.