Coming out of the subway exit, there is still a long way to go home.

On November nights, the wind blows slightly cool, but when she drinks alcohol, the cool breeze can make people feel a lot more refreshed.

The little "affair" with Li Shuwen in the car just now was indescribably lonely, a desire to get out of the ranks of "old virgins", and finally found a man who was tender and delicious and willing to eat, but found that it was not what he imagined.

It's awkward and boring, and it's really not interesting at all.

And the guy you find interesting to do with him, you can't do anything to him.

Even when she could do anything, she missed the opportunity to start because of the girl's reserve and shyness. Or it's not that she's ashamed to have something to do with him, but deep down in her heart, she longs more for him to take the initiative for herself, rather than blindly and passively following her steps.

In the past, she always made excuses for Qin Yao's actions of "not taking it to heart".

For example, when eating out, he will not be like someone else's boyfriend who cleans the dishes and chopsticks for himself, and does not pick up vegetables for himself; Reading in the library, I don't fan myself with my hands or books; can't say nice love words, can't create romance and surprises, and even asks her to tell him over and over again a long time in advance to remember to give gifts......

She told herself that these were nothing compared to the days when she chased him! At least they're together now, and she's finally got the man she's been chasing for ten years.

Su Guo has always cherished the time with Qin Yao, she tries her best to cooperate with his time, accommodating his habits, even if she doesn't do anything but stay by his side, he reads, and she sleeps. Where is she blowing the free air conditioning for the library? She just wanted to be with him.

In the days when the two of them were together, she used "Qin Yao is a person who will not take the initiative and has an indifferent temperament" to excuse him, and she will never be like those hypocritical girls who will make a big fuss about her boyfriend because of the slightest negligence on her part.

It wasn't until the breakup, until Qin Yao's ruthless departure, that she really understood-

A man really likes you, no matter how introverted and wooden he is, whether he is eighteen or thirty-eight years old, he will definitely take the initiative. Someone who likes you won't let you wait for him, won't give you the opportunity to be snatched away by others, won't make you sad, won't disappear suddenly, won't be busy, if not, he just doesn't like you that much.

It won't be after you tell him that I already have a boyfriend, and he will remain indifferent, and he will not even leave you with extra expressions.

"Huh? I should have brought it, why can't I find it? ”

Because she didn't drive, she walked through the small door in the community, which can only be passed by people, and rummaged in her bag for a long time but couldn't find the access card used to open the small door.

The street lights at the small door are not lit all the year round, and the mobile phone key wallet is mixed in the bag, and the more anxious I am, the more I can't find the door card, until there is a "pop", and all the things in the bag fall to the ground.

Then she squatted at the dark back door of the community, and was pulling a bunch of things on the ground indiscriminately, when a beam of light suddenly lit up behind her, and when she looked up, she found that the light was so bright that people couldn't open their eyes.

Su Guo squinted his eyes and looked at the person who was slowly walking towards him from this piece of light.

That Mu Ne is introverted and conservative, always making you try your best to get close to him and wait for him, allowing you to be snatched away by others and make you sad; will disappear suddenly, there will be something to hide from you, and there may not be a man who likes you that much...... The same is the man who will appear in your gray and uninteresting life, become a bright light, and enclose you where only he is.

I like this kind of thing, even if I cover my mouth, it will still run out of my eyes; Even if you cover your eyes, you can still hear the voice in your heart clearly.

Su Guo has never denied that she strongly likes Qin Yao's voice in her heart, but those old injuries are warning her: Don't provoke Qin Yao, don't even get closer!

That is different from Li Shuwen's warning not to provoke Zhao Yinan, Zhao Yinan is tactful, treacherous and old-fashioned, so that you don't know how you died; And Qin Yao ...... As long as he stands still, as long as he hooks his fingers, you can forget all the past pain like a moth to a fire, crashing into the south wall that makes your head bleed, and then in the final ending, watch him leave you again without looking back, leaving you alone in a dark corner, to fend for yourself!

Qin Yao is the only light in Su Guo's life that makes people close to the dying struggle, and he is heartbroken while chasing hard.

"Why are you here?" When Su Guo asked this, he was still squatting on the ground, his hands covering his eyes like eaves, blocking the dazzling headlights.

Qin Yao walked to her side, bent down, and quickly took out a card from a pile of debris on the ground, and the front and back of the card were glued to the popular little fresh meat of a certain XX country. Qin Yao naturally didn't know each other, but he had seen a lot of the large billboards on the road.

"Found it!" Su Guo took the access card from Qin Yao's hand, "Thank you." ”

She kept her head down, not daring to look up at him.

After packing up my things and going to open the door, I found that the access card was swiped and there was no response.

I almost put the card sensor on the door, and I didn't open a crack to get out.

"The card is demagnetized." Qin Yao, who had been standing behind her, finally couldn't help but remind her.

If she couldn't get through the small door, then she had to take a detour to the gate, and it took about five minutes to walk from here to the gate.

The two of them walked on the silent path one after the other, occasionally coming out to walk the dog after one or two nights.

"How's Xiao Ye?"

"I don't know."

"Don't know?" Su Guo was surprised, "Didn't you send her home?" ”

"Zhao Yinan took her away."

"Zhao Yinan!" Su Guo turned his head and stared at Qin Yao, "How can you hand people over to him!" You don't know ...... Xiao Ye and him."

"I know," Qin Yao stretched out his hand to hold Su Guo's hand, "I knew everything about them when I was in the United States, so you don't have to worry, Xiao Ye will be fine." ”

Between Xiao Ye and Zhao Yinan, it is not all what outsiders see. Although Qin Yao's emotional intelligence has always been criticized, and Zhao Yinan's style of acting is completely different from him, he is a typical shrewd and wise businessman, but in terms of feelings, this Mr. Zhao is at the same level as Qin Yao, and he is still Qin Yao five years ago.

"Qin Yao......"

Su Guo broke free from Qin Yao's hand, and at one meter six and five, she could only look up at him with one meter eight and five.

"You...... Know I just drank a lot of bars? ”

"Hmm."

"I might ...... Got a little drunk......"

So?

At 1.65 meters, she had to work hard to stand on tiptoe to kiss his cool lips, and at 1.85 meters, he could kiss her warm lips as long as he lowered his head slightly......

Drunk?

The corners of Qin Yao's mouth tugged at a warm smile, because the moment she tiptoed to kiss herself, he could clearly see the cunning in her eyes after she succeeded.