Chapter 460: Who Are You?
"It hurts, but what I think in my heart is that if one day I can attain the Buddhahood, I want to save you first and let you leave the evil path, although you hurt me, but it's not because you really hate me, it's just that the karma in your heart is too heavy, in the end, the person you hate the most is yourself."
"Hmph, what you say is better than what you sing, I think you must have hated me in your heart, but you refuse to admit it."
King Goli swung his sword again and cut off both of his arms.
"Do you hate me?"
"I don't hate, I want to save you."
He cut off his feet again, and by this time he was covered in blood, like a bloody man, and the sky was clouded by dark clouds, and there was rain and lightning and thunder.
Every time King Goli swung his sword, he had to ask him, and the answer he gave was always the same sentence, until he was unable to answer because his throat was cut and he died completely, and King Goli really understood that he was a real god in front of him.
"So... Do you want to say that you are also a god? I said.
"I'm still far from becoming a god, I've only learned a little bit of the Buddha."
"Then if I kill you, you won't be angry?" I sneered.
"Excuse yourself." He didn't even lift his eyelids.
I've heard this story a long time ago, but is there really such a person in the world? So far, I can't believe it, being beaten badly, although it hurts, but it can be bearable, but it can be cut by a knife, how terrifying is that?
When he finished speaking, I was moved for a moment, but after this emotion, I felt ridiculous.
"Do you have a knife on you? If so, let's give it a try. I said suddenly.
I don't know how I said that, maybe it's because I've been kind for too long, and I want to try it to see if it's God.
Maybe in the next second, he will be so scared by me that he will run away?
"Here, the knife is here."
To my surprise, he actually took the knife out of his body, but at this moment, I didn't dare approach him, and I had never killed anyone.
"Come, go here or here, whatever you want."
Cold sweat ran down my forehead again, and he spoke so earnestly, like a customer ordering food in a restaurant, I was a little nervous and out of breath.
"Who... Who's afraid of whom! I took the knife tremblingly, and I didn't dare to move it.
"What's wrong?" He asked with a swollen pig-headed face and a smile.
My hands trembled so hard that the knife fell directly to the ground.
No... I can't be cowardly, I want to prove that I'm a man of courage, not a coward! He didn't run away, so wouldn't I make her laugh if I ran away?
Thinking of this, I don't know where I got the courage, I really pointed the tip of the knife at him, shouted, plunged the knife into his chest, a stream of warm blood sprayed on my face, I could even feel his heart still beating strongly, I felt like a butcher who had slaughtered a pig.
Killed... I really killed someone! My eyes spun in an instant, and everything was covered in red.
By the time I came to my senses, he had been pierced by me for an unknown number of holes, lying flat, looking up at the sky, his eyes had lost their sparkle.
I killed someone! A cold wind hit my face, and I woke up in an instant.
What the hell did I do?! Quickly dropped the knife, I escaped back to the pet store, hiding in the corner like a madman, Jiahui and the old beggar were still studying the chessboard, seeing my appearance, they asked in unison: "Fang Ming, what kind of disease are you guilty of?" ā
Blood... I suddenly remembered that I was covered in blood, so I rushed to the bathroom, turned on the faucet, and kept pouring water on my face to wash the blood off my body.
"Fang Ming..."Jiahui put his hand on my shoulder.
"Don't touch me, I'm dirty!" I yelled fidgetily.
"What are you kidding, you're clean."
"I killed someone just now, do you know it!" I say.
"What?" His expression changed instantly.
After shouting these words, my pretended strength completely collapsed, and I fell to my knees and cried, I have always been a good person, but why did I do such a thing just now? He only persuaded me for my own good, and I actually... I feel that I am simply sorry for the careful cultivation and care of my parents for so many years, and even more sorry for my teachers, my motherland, and all the people who like me.
"Fang Ming, where did you kill someone just now?"
"It's just... The place a few dozen meters ahead of the door... I stabbed him to death with the knife he gave me... I didn't mean to, he forced me to do it, Iā" I said incoherently.
"Are you dreaming? Our streets are clean, not to mention corpses, not even a drop of blood. Jiahui said.
"How is that possible... Look at me..."
I looked down at my clothes, there was really no blood on them, I looked in the mirror again, there was no blood on my face, everything that happened just now was so real, why didn't there even leave a trace?
"Fang Ming, why are you always stupid? Alas... You're as timid as a chicken, and you say you're going to kill? Isn't it funny. The old beggar went to the door and looked at me with sympathy.
But I know... I walked out of the door to the place just now and saw that there was really nothing, the knife, the person had disappeared without a trace.
I remembered a very clear and ** voice in my ears.
"When I was in the past, I had no self, no human appearance, no living beings, and the same life of the long-lived..."
The voice became more and more indistinct, and it was completely inaudible in the back, who was this?
Jiahui and the old beggar followed, still asking questions, but my heart was like a storm that could not be calmed down for a long time, I ignored their inquiries, and walked back to the pet store in a distraught manner, and sat on the sofa for a whole night, until I fell asleep in the early hours of the morning.
After I woke up, I still didn't slow down, it took me several days to slowly recover, for Jiahui and their questions, I no longer answered, not because I didn't want to answer, but because I didn't know who I was facing that night, maybe... Is that man really God?
I searched for that sentence on Baidu, and found that it was really what the Buddha said in the Vajra Paramita Sutra, exactly the same, not a word is bad, is it that the Buddha who has not appeared in the world for a long time really came to earth to save me?
I cautiously and roundabout asked Jiahui, Jiahui said that the Diamond Sutra is indeed a very classic scripture in Buddhism, it is said that after reciting it many times, some strange things will happen, such as ugly women will become beautiful, the economic situation of the poor will improve, and people who are not in a good marriage can also use poison to send him to resolve their complexes, but how to recite it to play a real role, he is not very familiar.
I also went to the nearest temple in my free time, and stuffed a sum of money into the merit box, and asked the Buddha in front of him if he was the real body he showed that night, but well, the Buddha's golden body and mouth didn't move, let alone any manifestation of the spirit, I was considered to have returned in vain.