Li Shuwen has always hoped that this girl named Su Guo can be happy, and the boy she likes so much that others can't fall in her eyes can give her happiness. So he never wanted to disturb them, but he would often go back to school in the year he just graduated, but since graduating, he never met Su Guo in school again.

You won't see her in the library or in some study hall holding all kinds of things, books, pencil cases, bags, and even hand creams and lip balms taking up a whole row of places, regardless of the disdainful eyes of others; She won't encounter her eagerly awaited queue to eat sweet and sour tenderloin that is only made once a week in F University in the third canteen, she has to make two servings every time, so that the sweet and greasy sweet and sour tenderloin is full of bowls, or regardless of other people's fingers; Of course, I never saw her hanging her breakfast on the handle of the guard's room downstairs in the dormitory of the boys' dormitory, greeting the doorman warmly, and then riding the bicycle at her feet......

In fact, he knew that even if he came to school to meet her, the opportunity to meet her was very rare, after all, the seniors basically went to the unit for internships, and rarely appeared on campus.

Later, he heard someone say that Qin Yao was bent on going to graduate school, and her girlfriend went to a bank for an internship, and he went back to his home: That's good. The people smiled and told him with disdain: But I heard that Qin Yao has been paying attention to several schools abroad......

Whether to go abroad for graduate school or abroad for graduate school, with Qin Yao's strength, it is easy to go abroad, even if he finally chooses to go abroad, with the extent that Su Guo likes him, it will be nothing to wait for a few years.

In fact, even if he knew the news of the breakup of the two at that time, I am afraid that he could not do anything.

Because his own life was far more dramatic than Qin Yao and Su Guo's, he lost everything almost overnight, wealth, fame, and affection......

When he and two classmates co-founded a company, they made him a legal person and a major shareholder in proportion to their capital contribution. Of the two classmates, the male one is responsible for going out to expand the business, the female one is in charge of the company's finance, and he is mainly responsible for product research and development. From the beginning of the struggle to a slight operating income, and then the company is getting better and better and almost on the right track.

He also said to the partner, who managed the finances and became his girlfriend, that when the company grew more smoothly, we would get married. At that time, he said that he was going to get married, he must have also felt happiness and love, and thought that he could enter the palace of marriage with the girl in front of him, have children, live a plain and happy life, and finally be able to rely on each other when his temples are gray.

Until that day, he was taken away by the police in the company, sitting in a dim and cramped interrogation room, the smell of smoke lingering in the room and the disgusting look on the face of the policeman opposite when facing the criminal. He finally understood that he had been completely betrayed, in addition to being swept away from all the money in the company's accounts, he was also treated as a criminal for tax evasion without his knowledge, and what was even more helpless was that his fiancée ran away with another partner.

As a man, these experiences really made him feel that he might not be able to hold his head up in this life.

When he returned home with a feeling of self-blame, he decided to return the money that his parents had saved him no matter how hard and tired he was, but he saw his parents being driven to live in the fire escape, and his seriously ill father was lying in the cold and dirty corridor, coughing without even a cup of hot water; The mother, who has always paid attention to appearance, has her hair scattered and looks haggard.

He was standing around the corner, watching this scene secretly, and finally realized what it means to "breathe pain"!

How he wished it was all a nightmare! When you wake up from the dream, you find that all the betrayal and suffering have passed, and nothing has happened!

That day, Li Shuwen escaped from the building where he had lived for decades, hurried through this city he knew and loved, he didn't know where he wanted to go, his head was dark, he just relied on two legs to move forward mechanically, running forward, as if he wanted to escape everything that happened to him!

But it wasn't until night fell that the lights came on, and the beautiful lights reflected a frightened and frightened face through the window......

He realized that no matter how fast he ran, how far he hid, and how far he walked through the crowded streets, he could never escape what had happened.

Even death can't change all that.

So he no longer ran away, he chose to go back and accept everything.

Li Shuwen rarely recalls these past events, even if he sometimes thinks about it occasionally, the most pictures and clearest shots are actually left to one person.

A girl who is very real whether she laughs or cries, likes and hates and never pretentious, and is kind-hearted. When she smiles at you, you can see the pure and sincere light in these eyes.

Whenever he felt that he was about to die, and could no longer admit any failure, in the days when he was ruthlessly driven out of the door and carried the weight in the heavy rain, he relied on these pure eyes to illuminate the gloom in his heart. It wasn't until the end that he finally survived and was freed from the unbearable past.

There is such a sentence in a book that Li Shuwen once read: If one day your life falls into a cold wasteland, may there be someone who needs you to stretch out his hands to you, and may there be someone who needs you to keep trekking for you. Step out of the warm room, through the extreme cold and darkness, burn everything out, and find the possibility for you to last forever, whether it is the polar night or the polar day, whether it is to the south or the north.

Now the girl is sitting in front of herself, saying to herself: I am willing, and you start again.

After Su Guo said to Li Shuwen, "I am willing to start over with you", he felt a little relieved inexplicably, as if he had solved a big burden that had been on his back. This old, old and heavy burden has been with her for many years, and every time she wants to throw it away, she feels uncomfortable, and if she doesn't throw it, she feels that this burden is gradually crushing herself. And now she plans to remove it first, put it aside first, not throw it away completely, but at least it has lightened herself a lot.

This burden is that she has never forgotten Qin Yao, and this burden is that she has been waiting for him.

Now she is relaxed, and there is a happy look between her eyebrows and eyes.

Li Shuwen smiled and said, "Are you so impatient to get me?" ”

Su Guo grinned and bared his teeth, and warned: "Don't think about it all day long, I mean to start over with you, but I didn't say what to start, right?" You said that you are such a big person, why are you still thinking about it like a young man! Aren't you a big boss in a big company? Can you be a little more reserved? ”

"Oh." She didn't want to break it, and he didn't want to entangle.

Anyway, it's a long time coming, isn't it?

Anyway, the so-called restart, it must not be about the relationship between "friends" and "seniors", after all, these feelings don't have much RESET significance.

"Where do you want to go after eating?" Now that their relationship is no longer what it used to be, it is natural that they can do more after eating.

Su Guo's middle knuckle knocked on the tabletop, making a rhythmic sound, his eyes stared at his hand on the table, and he said for a long time, "You can go to a place with me in a while." ”