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After listening to Su Qin's words, my whole body seemed to be struck by lightning, and I was stunned there, and I didn't know if I would continue to be angry for a long time.
The focus of this girl has always been not whether I am with Cao Yunxiao, but whether I split Fu Chengwen when I was dating Cao Yunxiao, which hurt Cao Yunxiao.
Hey, sure enough, this is true love.
I'm so ashamed of myself.
Seeing that I had not spoken, the girl was also a little angry, and strode up to me, and pressed me by the shoulder, and forced me to look at her, and then asked me:
"You're talking! Why haven't you answered my questions all the time? Are you really splitting Fu Chengwen, tell me quickly! ”
I was controlled by Su Qin like this, I really felt like I couldn't cry or laugh. Finally, after thinking about it for a long time, I finally said to her:
"This morning, everyone's focus is on whether I am with Cao Yunxiao, and you are the only one who is worried about whether I hurt him. I don't know what kind of hearts others have to participate in this matter, but I know now that you really like Cao Yunxiao very much, and it seems that I misunderstood you before. ”
After this "rival in love meets, his eyes are extremely red", as soon as I said this, Su Qin's little face turned red, she let go of me, lowered her head, and whispered a little shy and a little disappointed:
"I know he doesn't like me, but I don't care. No one stipulates that if a person likes him, the other party must like him equally. What's more, we don't have any relationship, he likes others, and I don't have the right to care. I... To be honest, I would really get angry and jealous when he interacted with other people, but more than that, I was afraid that he would get hurt. So... So as soon as I found out about it, I came to ask you. If that's the case, I... I'm sure I'll do my best to comfort him, even if... Even if he doesn't need my comfort at all..."
I have always felt that that kind of touching love should only exist in it, and most of the love in reality is some ordinary feelings. But when I heard Su Qin say these words, and saw her choking up because of sadness and worry, I somehow suddenly felt a little sad, and even felt a little sorry for her.
I don't love Cao Yunxiao as much as she does, and I'm really sorry about that.
I'm really ashamed of myself.
"Su Qin, I have a question for you."
"If there is any question, hurry up and ask, I don't want to talk to you at all."
Su Qin answered me while crying, it felt very arrogant, but it was a little cute. I suddenly felt that she didn't seem so hateful anymore, and my tone immediately softened.
"You like Cao Yunxiao so much, so why don't you tell him plainly that you have to do those things." Let's take a book
"I... I don't dare, I don't dare tell him..."
As if someone had been poked in the heart, when Su Qin heard my words, he became a little nervous, his originally red face seemed to turn a little red, and his tongue was also a little knotted. I was curious about her reaction, and immediately asked:
"What's not to dare to do, besides, even if you don't dare to tell him, then you can try to be friends with him. Why do you always go against me, act like you're an enemy with him? ”
"No, no, I can't be friends with him at all. You don't understand that feeling, that is, you like someone, and when you see him, you want to hold him in your arms, love him well, and never let go for a moment. That's how I felt when I saw Cao Yunxiao, if I were friends with him and had to be in contact with him every day, I wouldn't be able to control myself. I don't know what kind of stupid thing I'm going to do, and if I can't control myself and hurt him, won't it be worth the loss? I don't want to lose him, even if I can only look at him from a long distance every day, knowing that he is living well, I am already satisfied, I don't want to lose this opportunity by myself in the end, then I will die. I'd really die without him, you don't understand that feeling..."
At the end, Su Qin began to break down and cry. I felt very distressed when I looked at it, and I wanted to go over and hug her, but I was afraid that she would not be able to accept my hug, so I had to stand there and watch her silently.
She cried for about 5 minutes without stopping for a moment, and I was really afraid that if she continued to cry, something would go wrong with her crying, so I had to try to comfort her. Even if the comfort is not good, it is okay to keep her from crying.
"That's... Actually, I admire you. ”
I was really well-intentioned, but probably because I really didn't know how to comfort people, and as soon as I was nervous, I completely forgot the words I had just thought of, and somehow popped up such a sentence. However, Su Qin's crying was much quieter because of this, she raised her tearful eyes, and asked me crying:
"What do you admire about me? What do I have to admire? ”
"Hmm... This one... Hmm..."
I didn't know what I thought at the beginning, I would say such a sentence, and when she asked me this, I was stunned on the spot. But the words were all spoken, and I had to get it back anyway, and after a long time of me, I finally thought of what I should say next.
"I just admire you very much, you love Fu Chengwen to this extent, there should be no one in this world who loves him more than you."
"If you want to say that, then I still envy you, there should never be any girl in this world who can be like you, and be favored by Cao Yunxiao and Fu Chengwen together."
"Hey, why are you talking about this, it's really disappointing."
"Isn't it? After so many years, besides you, which other girls have been favored by them like this? ”
I originally wanted to comfort Su Qin, but Su Qin seized the opportunity to take the army. I looked at her helplessly, then lowered my head and said to her:
"There is no way for people to choose by themselves when they are born in this life, and Fu Chengwen and I can develop into good friends entirely because of our parents. Because my parents are very good friends and live very close, the two of us grew up together since childhood, and the family education we received also influenced each other. Even if the personalities are different, we have all gotten used to and adapted to each other in the past ten years. Besides, Cao Yunxiao and I, the two of us met because of a fight, it was a real fight, and the first time I knew Cao Yunxiao's name was after I beat him up. What do you think? Didn't expect that, did you? Sometimes I think about these questions, and if I really want to ask about the gap between us, it's definitely not because you're not good enough, but because I was born in such an environment. ”