Chapter Eighty-Nine: The Battle of Love and Hate
Lying flat on the soft couch, Wen Ning's heart was turbulent at the moment, and there was no way to sleep peacefully.
Although he picked up a life, he paid such a painful price, and he will never be able to see the bright sunshine and the smiles of those partners in the future.
Yes, now Xu Jiangcheng is willing to stay by his side, and has shown several times more patience than before to accompany him. However, this is not what I want at all. Even if he couldn't see his eyes, Wen Ning knew that he was more guilty and sympathetic.
Now I am a blind man, a poor worm who can't see the future. Xu Jiangcheng stayed just to give himself a little more psychological comfort, which is completely different from feelings.
With a deep exhalation, Wen Ning raised his hand and patted his face: Don't believe his sweet words anymore, he is just so patient with you so that you don't hold your wife accountable, once you compromise, he will immediately turn his face and deny people. When the time comes, the most painful thing will be yourself.
"Here comes the soup."
Xu Jiangcheng excitedly walked over to Wen Ning with a bowl of hot black-bone chicken soup: "Do you know? There is also fresh chicken available in the supermarket, but if you compare it to the farm, it is simply unsightly. β
Wen Ning didn't speak, but turned sideways, unwilling to deal with Xu Jiangcheng.
The horse's fart slapped on the horse's leg, Xu Jiangcheng touched his nose a little embarrassed, sneered and put the chicken soup aside, and went up to help her sit up: "Honey, you are too thin, you need to make up for it now." β
"What's there to make up? Now it's enough to get bored with people, and if you eat so many things again, won't it become a wine bag and rice bag? β
"Nonsense."
Xu Jiangcheng stretched out his hand and pinched Wen Ning's face: "You are a patient, who would say that you can make up for your body?" Don't worry, I'll always be with you. You know? I'm glad to have this opportunity to be by your side. β
Xu Jiangcheng, who thought that Wen Ning would be happy, was slapped hard when he just finished saying this.
"Wen Ning, what's wrong with you?"
"I didn't expect you to be so selfish! To be with me, he was so happy about what I was blind about. β
"You're mistaken."
Xu Jiangcheng stomped his feet in annoyance: "What I said is fortunate that this car accident allowed me to avoid Zhao Jiayue, so that I can accompany you well." β
"I don't need you to be with me."
Wen Ning said indifferently: "Just go back and accompany your wife and children, don't worry about me." β
"A-Ning, I know that this matter has hit you hard, but you have to be a little open, otherwise, you can only keep yourself depressed."
"See? What do you want me to see? What would happen to you if you were the one who was blind today? I know that I can't run away now, and you won't look at me deliberately, because I'm blind, where can a blind man go? β
"Don't do that."
Xu Jiangcheng hugged Wen Ning distressedly, and when he wanted to persuade him, he was pressed against his lips by her cold fingertips: "Don't talk to me too much, I don't want to hear anything." β
"Would you like to have some soup now? This was prepared by that uncle, you can't live up to someone's wishes, right? β
"If you don't want to live up to people's wishes, don't let people slaughter chickens and ducks in captivity at home, it's funny that you tell me to live up to it now."
His cheeks flushed with shame, and Xu Jiangcheng embarrassedly let go of the palm that was holding Wen Ning: "Don't be like this, okay?" β
"Think I'm headstrong, right? Can't stand me, can't you? Then hurry up and get out, I don't want you to stay by my side with pretence! β
"That's what you're for?"
Xu Jiangcheng narrowed his eyes slightly: "I won't leave you." β
"How many jokes do you have to see me to be satisfied?"
Reaching out frantically and pinching Xu Jiangcheng's arm, Wen Ning's voice trembled rapidly: "Do you have to see me die because of your humiliation before you are willing to leave?" β
"Aning, why should I laugh at you? The way you are now, I feel so sad. If the blind man were me, I would have been more comfortable, because then I would have protected you. But now, the truth is cruel, and you are the one who is hurting. β
"Why don't you let go when you know this? Do you think that my heart is made of iron and will never be painful? β
Xu Jiangcheng couldn't say anything more, because Wen Ning was like a hedgehog at this moment, and he had to open his weapon at any time to protect himself from being harmed.
In this game of love, Wen Ning gave the most, but he couldn't really get out of danger.
Indeed, it was her own indecisiveness that made her suffer, and it was her own confusion that caused her to fall into an even heavier abyss.
Zhao Jiayue's matter is unfair, and it is natural for her to be angry.
But as a man, Xu Jiangcheng also has his own arrogance, and he doesn't allow himself to bow to Wen Ning anymore, because he feels that everything he can say and do has been done, and there is no way for her to understand it.
"Aren't you going out yet?" Wen Ning felt that there was still Xu Jiangcheng's breath beside him, and his heart became more and more angry: "Do you have to force me to die in front of you?" β
"After you drink this pot of chicken soup, I'll go out right away."
"If you want to drink it yourself, I don't have an appetite."
Xu Jiangcheng didn't give her a chance to resist, scooped up a spoonful of chicken soup and poured it into his mouth, then reached out and clasped Wen Ning, forcing her to drink the soup that was already almost cold.
Looking at Wen Ning's panicked appearance, Xu Jiangcheng wiped his mouth a little proudly: "Are you willing to drink it yourself?" β
"Shame on you."
Wen Ning couldn't hold back the pain in his heart anymore, and punched and kicked him: "You bullied me blind, I can't see what you're going to do, right?" It's so hateful that you bully me like this. β
"Don't, don't cry."
Xu Jiangcheng reached out in a panic and hugged her in his arms: "I didn't mean to humiliate you. I just want you to eat something, you haven't eaten a single thing since yesterday. β
"What does it matter to you whether I eat or not? Xu Jiangcheng, let me tell you, if you force me again, I will bite my tongue and kill myself. β
"Don't!"
Kneeling in front of Wen Ning in fear, Xu Jiangcheng held her cold little hand: "I'm abrupt, please forgive me, okay?" β
"Go away, I don't want to see you."
"Okay, I can go away, but don't you hurt yourself, do you hear me?"
Although Wen Ning didn't speak, her stubborn face showed that she would not kill herself.
Taking a deep breath, Xu Jiangcheng reluctantly walked out of the bedroom with chicken soup, and sat in front of the stone steps a little embarrassed and smoked: How can I change back to being as cute and lively as before with you?
"Mr. Xu, this is Dr. Li Zhengqi from the Department of Neurology, he is not easy to go to the clinic, if it weren't for my acquaintance with him, I would definitely not come."
"Thanks, can I ask him to see my fiancΓ©e now?"
"Yes."
Li Zhengqi nodded lightly and followed Xu Jiangcheng into the house.
Although she was afraid of this kind of examination, Wen Ning didn't want to be blind for the rest of her life, so she was very cooperative with the doctor's examination.
"How?"
Xu Jiangcheng shook his hand nervously: "Can her eyes be cured?" β
Li Zhengqi glanced at Xu Jiangcheng, waved his hand at them, and let them follow him to the door.
"This young lady is not a big problem, it did not hurt the eye nerve. The reason why I can't see it may be because I held my breath underwater for too long at that time, which affected the intersection of cranial nerves and ophthalmic nerves. β
"Can this be operated on?"
"I don't know what is wrong with her, and if she rushes into surgery, I'm afraid it will make her blind permanently. The best thing to do is to let her recover on her own. β
Heal on your own?
Xu Jiangcheng said with some pain: "Then, how long will it take?" β
"I can't be sure of this, maybe ten years, maybe a lifetime."
"Isn't that for nothing?"
Xu Jiangcheng glanced at Li Zhengqi irritably: "She is still so young, won't your judgment make her sad to death?" β
"So you need to be accompanied by your family. I will naturally do what I can do, but at the moment her situation is really not clear, and I will harm her if I rush to surgery. Compared to her death, you should think that the current situation is the best, right? β
Although he was very helpless about such a thing in his heart, Xu Jiangcheng was still unwilling to give up and told the old farmer that he would continue to search for famous doctors.
The old farmer sighed lightly, reached out and patted Xu Jiangcheng on the shoulder: "Young man, I admire your patience. Don't worry, I'll continue to help you find someone. β
"Thank you. However, don't tell A-Ning about this matter first, I'm afraid she won't be able to stand it if she finds out. β
"Hmm."
Walking into the house again, Xu Jiangcheng saw Wen Ning crying, and his heart was tight: "A-Ning." β
"Did the doctor say my eyes couldn't be cured?"
"No, he said there is nothing wrong with your eyes, it's just temporary, and you'll be fine in a few days."
"You lied to me!"
Wen Ning clenched his fists uncomfortably: "If that's the case, why didn't he say it directly?" Instead, do you want to go out? β
"Aren't all doctors like that? I don't dare to say the answer directly until I am sure. β
"Is that so?"
"Yes."
Xu Jiangcheng patted Wen Ning's shoulder: "Don't worry, from tomorrow onwards, I will take you around to let you relax as soon as possible, so that your eyes may be able to recover soon." β
Without speaking, Wen Ning silently lowered his head, and struggled to the side from Xu Jiangcheng's arms: If there is another chance, I only need to look at you again, just one glance is enough. I'm going to keep a good record of what you look like, so I won't be afraid, even if I'm in the darkness forever.
I like to get drunk on marriage: Bamboo horse husband take it home and please collect it: () Marriage and marriage drunk: Bamboo horse husband takes it home and hits it with the fastest update speed.