1231, pure
"That'...... Is it because of Gao Zhinan? ”
Zhou Jin asked tentatively again, seeing that Xu Shu was silent, he acquiesced yes, Gao Zhinan was almost the only one who accompanied Xu Shu through the long dark years, at that time, the Xu family was secretly infighting, whether it was Xu Ting or Xu Wei, they all looked at Xu Shu coldly, or-for-tat, the so-called sisterhood, father-daughter love, mother-daughter love are all extravagant hopes for Xu Shu, only Gao Zhinan cares about Xu Shu.
Although Gao Zhinan later persecuted Xu Shu a lot, the methods were cruel and outrageous, but it cannot be denied that Gao Zhinan gave Xu Shu the warmth during that time, even if Gao Zhinan had another purpose, but at least Xu Shu had a glimmer of light in the dark years.
"She died differently than I had imagined...... I always felt like she shouldn't have ended up like this......"
Xu Shu muttered, it is true that she hates Gao Zhinan, Gao Zhinan is also in a lot of blood debts, and wants Gao Zhinan to pay for his blood debts, but Gao Zhinan died in the end in that name......
Death was so ugly and silent......
Gao Zhinan was pressed into the Yeting Palace in the name of hysteria and madness, and Empress Dowager Fu "took care of her", and the ending waiting for her was almost predictable. Sure enough, more than half a month later, the news came out that Gao Zhinan was seriously ill and died, because she had no name, and in the end she was only burned in the name of a palace maid, so that the family took the ashes back, and even a corpse was not left, Gao Zhinan was chasing the high power until he died, but finally died in the dust!
Mrs. Gao fell seriously ill because of this, and she is still bedridden, and Mrs. Gao also collapsed and completely resigned from the office......
Zhou Jin advised, "Her death has nothing to do with you......" is his acquiescence to let Empress Dowager Fu dispose of Gao Zhinan, which is also Empress Dowager Fu's redemption for the sins she committed against Xu Shu.
"I know...... The Queen Mother took advantage of her, but at the same time, she also mastered a lot of unknown secrets of the Queen Mother, the Queen Mother would not leave her a way to live, and she didn't plan to let her continue to live when the Queen Mother asked Su Ming to pretend to be you...... We knew this, but we still acquiesced to letting the Queen Mother deal with her......"
"She is to blame, and she has harmed you again and again, I will never tolerate it! You...... It's still too soft-hearted! ”
"It's not that I'm soft-hearted......," Xu Shu shook her head, "It's just that I feel sorry for the child in her belly, and before I have time to see the world, I was ...... After all, it's a human life......"
Thinking of what Gao Zhinan and Mr. Qin said, Zhou Jin was speechless for a while, and it was inevitable that Xu Shu would have such thoughts......
"That's it!" Xu Shu smiled faintly, "After all, you shouldn't have come to this world...... It's gone, it's clean......"
With that kind of identity, no one would allow it to be born, and Empress Dowager Fu just did what she had to do......
Therefore, no matter how much Xu Shu hates the Empress Dowager Fu, she has to admit that it is actually necessary for the Empress Dowager Fu to be ruthless in the overall situation, whether it is to let Zhou Jin or Xu Shu make this decision, it will be very difficult, and they need to overcome great psychological obstacles, but if the Empress Dowager Fu does it, even if the ending is the same, but the feelings in their hearts are different......
Xu Shu collected the wood chips that had just been cut off little by little, and finally gathered them together and threw them into the box next to them, Zhou Jin caught a glimpse of a few pieces of something similar to spices in the box, but they were discarded by Xu Shu at will, and he took two glances and remembered it in his heart.
"Miss, the old lady sent a snack over......"
Since Zhou Jin came to Zheng's house, the old lady has come to offer some hospitality from time to time, of course, in addition to sending snacks to eat, the old lady also has other purposes......
"Bring it in!" Xu Shu beckoned and asked Jingjing to put the dim sum up, and Feiyan, who sent the dim sum, carefully placed the six plates of dim sum, and deliberately put a plate of red bean crisp in front of Zhou Jin, and opened her mouth slightly, but she didn't dare to open her mouth because she was too timid, after all, it was the emperor,
Xu Shu saw it and said, "This plate of red bean crisp was praised by the emperor last time, so I made it again today!" ”
Zhou Jin looked at the helpless smile on Xu Shu's face, and laughed along, the old lady of the Zheng family was a little interesting on time, this kind of behavior is not at all like the behavior of the respected old-timers in the big family, but after all, it is an elder, Zhou Jin looked at Xu Shu's face, and he couldn't help but give face, so he ate a bite of red bean crisp, "Well, it's not bad!" It's softer than last time! ”
Seeing that the emperor was so kind, Feiyan's mouth trembled for a while, and finally spoke, "Today's red bean crisp is made by Miss Wanying......"
A smile appeared on the corner of Xu Shu's mouth, and sure enough, it came, "Let's go down!" Thank you, Sister Wanying, for me! ”
"Yes!" Feiyan Fu left, secretly thinking that this is also the emperor, and no one dares to talk nonsense when staying in Miss Jiu's boudoir, if this is an ordinary person, it is a scandal that corrupts the family!
Zhou Jin put down his chopsticks tastelessly, and said with a wry smile, "I knew that I shouldn't have boasted casually last time!" ”
"You are the emperor now, every word is a holy decree, how dare others slack off!"
"But the girl's words just now ......" Zhou Jin frowned, obviously knowing what the girl's words implied, "It seems that the Zheng family is not a pure place!" ”
"So you shouldn't have come, and when you came, you were restless! If you don't come to me, it's very clean! Xu Shu glanced at Zhou Jin.
Zhou Jin smiled dotingly, "Then I'm coming too, you won't enter the palace now, where will I see you if I don't come?" ”
"Disturb my purity, you are still reasonable!" Xu Shu snorted, looking at those dim sum and feeling very eye-catching, "Yuzhu, take it down and divide it!" ”
Yuzhu hesitated and didn't dare to move, Xu Shu said, "The emperor rewarded it, but others don't have this blessing!" ”
"Emperor Xie!" Yuzhu immediately led someone to remove the dim sum down.
Zhou Jin watched Yuzhu almost trot away, and said with a smile, "Why is Yuzhu more and more afraid of me?" Serving tea and pouring water also made the little girl come! ”
"After all, you are the emperor now, and you can kill her with a word, can you not be afraid of you?"
"Are you afraid of me, then?" Zhou Jin stepped forward and secretly thought about where Xu Shu would be afraid of him, only he was afraid of Xu Shu, either afraid that Xu Shu would be angry, or afraid that Xu Shu would ignore him, or afraid of Xu Shu......
Xu Shu narrowed her eyes and stared at Zhou Jin for a while, Zhou Jin sighed, "I know!" ”
Alas, it was so! He, the emperor, has no face!
"It's good to know!" Xu Shu chuckled, "I won't be afraid of you in my life!" ”
"Then I'm afraid you'll be able to do it for the rest of your life, right?"
Lifetime......
Xu Shu is stagnant, her life is so long, she doesn't have much time, and she doesn't want to spend her whole life dwelling on the past!
"Shame!" Xu Shu took a sip and diverted the topic, "I received Miss Fu's post yesterday!" ”