Chapter 49: Shadows

There are already people in the boys' dormitory collecting gambling money, betting on whether Lan Lan will agree to my courtship.

At noon, people began to come out to eat, and there were more and more onlookers. I decided that the dead pig was not afraid of boiling water, closed my eyes, stood straight with my hands behind my back, and waited calmly.

Finally, Lan Lan was escorted downstairs by female classmates, some were screaming excitedly, and some were shouting "Promise him!" Promise him! ”

Lan Lan was very calm, she came to me and said, "You made a mistake. ”

When she said this, my face flushed, and I stammered, "I-I, where did I draw wrong?" ”

"Go back and think about it yourself, find the answer and tell me. I'm not allowed to tell me in front of everyone. Lan Lan giggled, and then went to eat. Everyone also dispersed. No one in the boys' dormitory lost, no one won.

I left dejectedly, and everyone thought there would be no more follow-up.

But on the third day, we were seen walking hand in hand.

The two of us are really inseparable, eating, going to class, and exercising in the morning are all together, and no one can get in.

We were asked what the answer was. I won't answer.

Lan Lan's personality is very refreshing, and she said the answer: the mistake is to love someone, and the heart should not be dripping blood.

Lan Lan belongs to the kind of girl who is proficient in piano, chess, calligraphy and painting, and she plays the piano especially well. She loves to play "The Mark of the Rain", and I especially like to listen to her.

After Lan Lan came to the United States, I was also actively applying to study abroad.

For a student like me, who is like a flat class in the exam, only I choose the school, and there is no reason for the school to pick me.

But I was hell-bent on going to Harvard, so I took a little longer to prepare.

But suddenly one day......

When Mu Rongheng said this, his voice was hoarse, and he stopped, tears flashing in his eyes.

The past seemed far away, and the appearance of distant Delanlan was no longer clear. It seemed very close, as if it had just happened.

Lan Lan always appeared in front of him, but he could never touch it, separated from him by life and death, and his figure was wrapped in a rain curtain......

Why is life so fragile and memory so tenacious? When will this memory stop hurting his heart?

Gu Yu could feel his heart start to cry and his nose was sour. What a poor man, such a long time ago, to him, it seemed like yesterday.

She hurriedly handed him the drink. He took the drink, touched her fingers and snapped the lightning.

Both laughed with tears in their eyes at the same time.

"Thank you." He said shyly.

"Your own people, what's polite? I still want to hear it, can I? She said seriously.

He continued to tell Lan Lan's story:

Something unfortunate happened, I didn't have time to go abroad, she had an accident.

She was in class that day when someone burst into the classroom and fired at random with a gun.

She collapsed and never woke up......

The murderer was a student of her school, because she was going to be expelled from school, she had psychological problems, and she killed people to take revenge on the school......

I was so devastated that I tore up my admission letter at Harvard and vowed never to study abroad.

She has a lot of dreams, and she works very hard and has been studying diligently for her dreams.

She was supposed to have a great future, she was supposed to swim the ocean of life with me, but life was too impermanent, and she just walked away.

I feel that sometimes I can't do anything, I can't protect my beloved at all, and I can't get out of this inner shadow......

He lowered his head and looked at the bottle, sad, and his whole heart was clouded.

"She's really a pity, jealous talent!" Gu Yu's tears also came out of his eyes, stood up, approached him, and held his head in his arms.

This big boy is really bitter, a girl like Lan Lan, if it is her good friend, it is impossible for her to forget.

"Actually, I couldn't get out of my inner shadow for a while, and that was my mother's death. I felt like the whole world had collapsed. But then I figured out that I should live better so that she would be happy in heaven. You are the same way, only if you live well, Lanlan will be happy. As she said, to love someone, the heart should not drip blood. She reassured.

The living cannot always be filled with the hearts of the deceased and lose their happiness.