Chapter 131: Distressed
"Oh......" Su Guo nodded in agreement with a serious appearance on the surface, but he sneered in his heart: I closed the car window and turned on the heating to the maximum, what kind of anger did Professor Qin bring himself?
However, Comrade Su Guo has always had no big ideas in front of Qin Xueba, as long as he doesn't pull himself to sell, he can laugh at the sword mountain and the sea of fire.
So he shrank in the passenger seat and squinted at the scenery outside the car window.
Until Qin Yao's big cut from the urban traffic flow of the elevated to the city of traffic significantly reduced around the expressway, the scenery outside the car window also from the city's reinforced concrete to the suburbs of the idyllic scenery, although there is actually no good scenery in the winter, but the open vision makes people feel a lot more happy for no reason.
The ventilation outside the suburbs of S City can also be understood, so what the hell is Qin Yao suddenly turning on the car navigation and entering an address in H City?
Su Guo felt that his words before were still in his ears, and if Qin Yao would not sell him, he might have to take it back.
"Where are we going?" Su Guo finally couldn't help but ask.
"Go where you want to go." Qin Yao replied in an unpredictable voice.
However, Su Guo felt that his answer was a fart at all, and there were thousands of places she wanted to go? Isn't that the same as not answering!
Su Guo said bitterly: "I know you want to take me to relax, H City is also a very good place, I have been to the tolerance a few times before, and I have played all the things that should be played, you really don't need to take me so far, let's go back......"
Although H City is adjacent to S City, there is at least more than four hours of driving between the two cities, and according to Qin Yao's driving speed, the fastest is three and a half hours.
And they didn't bring a change of clothes on this trip, which means that Qin Yao planned to go back and forth that day, that is, it would take more than seven hours to complete the day.
If Su Guo hadn't been sick, it would be nothing if the two of them took turns to drive down, but now let alone stepping on the accelerator, she felt dizzy even when she was panting, and she couldn't help him at all.
So Qin Yao shaved his head and picked his head, and he wanted to take his sick number to H City to relax, did he deliberately get along with himself?
"It's okay, I'm not tired." Qin Yao seemed to have suddenly mastered the art of mind reading, and he could guess Comrade Su Guo's thoughts almost effortlessly, and he also took advantage of the time to reach out and rub a few handfuls on her head, although it was not as good as the nephrite jade in his arms when he held her just now, but it was also a bit of an addiction.
Su Guo knew that he couldn't pull back Professor Qin's brain circuits by saying anything, so he had to say in a roundabout way: "It's three o'clock in the afternoon now, even if we go, we can't see any lakes, mountains, or towers, why don't you go back today and hurry up early tomorrow?" ”
Qin Yao drove intently, hovering around the maximum speed limit, definitely a tough posture of moving forward without looking back, "Do you want to sleep for a while and rest?" ”
This is Qin Yao's subtext of disliking Su Guo's noise, Su Guo can understand but is unwilling to do it, and directly mutes the car CD that he deliberately raised, this action makes Qin Yao can't help but turn his head to look at her.
"Qin Yao, what's the matter with you." Su Guo has always been good-tempered, especially when facing Qin Yao, even if he quarrels, he tries to use a gentle tone, and the rare time he spilled it has to be traced back to more than five years ago, and that time he finally got angry once, and then he ...... No more.
However, now Su Guo has nothing to be afraid of, and there is no chance to break up again anyway, so he is a lot bolder.
"What's wrong with me just falling out of love, where do you need to work so hard! The time you spend with me might as well be used to take your classes and do your research. Don't you know what kind of person I, Su Guo, are, even if I am kicked from the sky and fall apart, I can grit my teeth and pick up my body little by little and put it back. Don't look at me like that...... Hand in hand...... Take away ......"
Qin Yao suddenly held his hand and let her stomach retract coldly, although the momentum of the whole strong outfit was directly broken, but her face refused to pull it down for a while, "Do you understand what I mean, I'm just a heartless person, it's not like I haven't experienced this kind of thing like breaking up, I know what to do......"
"I don't know......" Qin Yao suddenly interrupted her.
Although he interrupted without thinking, he didn't know how to speak after the words, so he hesitated: "I, I don't know, I don't know what you will experience after the breakup, so ...... I'm not at ease. ”
knew that she and Li Shuwen had broken up, knew that she had asked the unit for five days off, and had been guarding downstairs at her house.
The window with the curtains drawn for two days and two nights made him feel uneasy all the time, he knew that he shouldn't go to her at this time, she needed time to settle those "bad" pasts, and he had no position to ask her not to be sad about it.
But...... Two days is already his limit, even if he knows that she is not a person who will abuse him, but his heart is still unsettled, and he finally can't restrain his distress and longing on the third day.
He can't say sweet words, let alone those comforting chicken soups for the soul, he can only wait silently by her side, keeping a distance that will make her feel at ease, and only let himself be a person who accompanies her.
That's what he should have done five years ago, what he should have been responsible for.
Although it wasn't him who hurt her this time, when she was drunk and cried and said, "Qin Yao, take me back to five years ago", it made his heart feel so distressed.
Although she said that it was all over, she no longer blamed him and forgave him, but in fact, deep down in her heart, she still resented herself. She blamed herself for leaving her five years ago, and she blamed herself for not taking her to heart in the past so many years, in the years when she loved herself desperately.
In the end, she was left alone and lonely for five years, so that she "had the opportunity" to be hurt again.
Of course, Qin Yao knew that Su Guo was not the first time to fall out of love, and also knew that she was a person who brought Ah Q's spirit to the extreme, although the process would be a bit tragic, but she would definitely survive in the end, just like she said herself, she could put it together little by little.
However, what Qin Yao cared about and felt distressed about was how much his Su Guo should have hurt in this process! Even if she can stand in front of you in the end, the pain she has experienced is real, and just because she doesn't say it doesn't mean that she won't hurt.
And what Qin Yao said just now was like an insignificant little stone, when he threw himself into Su Guo's heart lake, he didn't actually make much movement, but only brought up a few fleeting splashes, although it did not change the usual calm of the lake, but it disturbed a resting fish somewhere.
Su Guo couldn't help but snort, and complained in his heart: "Originally, I was fine alone, and I could endure it even if it hurts, but now someone suddenly says to you, 'As soon as you hurt, I will follow you to feel distressed', and this injury feels twice as heavy as when you were alone before." ”
Qin Yao turned on the stereo again in silence, although Su Guo didn't treat Qin Yao who had suffered a few more stabs inexplicably at this time, he had always liked Professor Qin's car unconditionally.
When she bought a car, she held a car magazine to the car, if it weren't for the lack of money at that time, she couldn't even afford a car wheel, and she would have to drive it home, she even had the ridiculous idea of living in the car without renting a house!
Su Guo took the initiative to turn up the volume, then moved her ass to find a position that she thought was comfortable, and pulled Qin Yao's coat that was originally covering her knees into her arms, and her hands were just in the pockets of his coat.
"I'll rest for a while, and then call me when it's time."
After Su Guo finished speaking, he really closed his eyes and rested, and he didn't have time to appreciate Professor Qin's 10,000-year-old frozen eyes suddenly shattered like a landslide and tsunami, only his heart was full of love, and the corners of his lips were so warm that people couldn't help but cry.