Chapter 102: Let go of the past and accept the future
Su Guo sat at the dining table after taking a shower, wiping his hair and drinking cold and warm ginger tea.
"Something?" Lao Su was wrapped in a quilt and nestled on the sofa, although his eyes were staring at the TV, his whole heart was on Su Guo, and he didn't even let go of any expression on her face.
"Nope."
"Didn't you go downstairs in the middle of the night to run laps? From childhood to adulthood, as long as something doesn't go your way, you will go for laps. ”
"Something at work." Su Guo said perfunctorily.
"Guoguo, do you think you've grown up, and your father is old, and your father doesn't deserve to know his daughter's heart......" Lao Su looked at Su Guo with an aggrieved face, and complained with tears in his eyes.
"Don't don't ......" Su Guo hurriedly stopped Lao Su's upcoming tirade accusing his daughter of unfilial piety, "I do have a little trouble recently, but the problem is not big, I can solve it myself." And I've listened to too many people's explanations and chicken soup for the soul recently, and I'm quite confused now, so don't you make any more mess with me, okay? ”
After Su Guo finished speaking, Lao Su was silent for a long time.
Su Guo thought that his words hurt Lao Su's heart, and he became more and more uncomfortable, and wanted to comfort him, but he was in a mess and had no clue, so how could he comfort Lao Su?
"Guoguo, Dad knows that you are very confused now, your mother said that your current boyfriend is a very good person, and Dad also believes in your vision. However, they don't understand you, don't you understand Dad yet? Over the years, I have watched you move forward step by step with great difficulty, no matter what happens, no matter what the outcome will be, you have never given up, if you still like him......"
"Dad......" Su Guo interrupted Lao Su's words, "Don't say it again, count me begging you." ”
Su Guo locked himself in the room, didn't turn on the light, and sat on his knees on the bay window of the room, burying his head in his knees.
Ding Lin said Qin Yao, he likes you very, very much, to the point that he doesn't care about himself, he left you to go abroad to treat depression; Wu Zhen said that you love crab roe tofu because of the inconspicuous salted egg yolk added to it, and the salted egg yolk is the real "reliable man"; Lao Su said Guoguo, I watched you all the way, and it was so difficult for you to like him for so long......
Only Ms. Qian said that Li Shuwen is a very good man, don't mess up this matter with a fever in your brain, don't be stupid!
Of course, she knows that Ms. Qian has reached the point of hating to marry her eldest daughter, as long as she is a man and her character and appearance are passable, she can push her daughter to others. But only Su Guo understands Ms. Qian's true heart, she always scolds herself for being stupid and brainless, because she doesn't want to see her daughter give up her life for a man who is out of reach; Later, she blamed her for not knowing how to grasp a man because she understood how much her daughter loved this man, and she hoped that her daughter could let go of the past and accept him, hoping that she could get what she wanted; And now she supports her daughter to choose another man, it must be because she believes that this man will give her daughter a happy future. Ms. Qian has never interfered with any of Su Guo's choices, nor has she ever tried to change her decision in a didactic way. Although she always scolds her for not being angry and hating her for being useless, she understands that Ms. Qian is the one who really understands herself.
When she likes Qin Yao, she is desperate to move forward bravely, giving everything she has, and she likes it sincerely; When she understood that there was an insurmountable and solvable problem between herself and Qin Yao, she was also straightforward and never made it clear to him; She chose to be with Li Shuwen not as a harbor to redeem herself, a spare tire, an excuse to help herself get rid of Qin Yao, not to mention a decision made on impulse, but to put him solemnly in her heart, planning to treat him with her own heart, and plan this person into her future life.
Although she can't calmly admit that she doesn't love Qin Yao anymore, what she loves now is Li Shuwen, that's because she can't deceive her heart, the heart that has put Qin Yao in it for more than ten years and likes it, and she didn't get rid of him so easily. So when she knew that Qin Yao was silently paying behind her back, she would be shocked and overwhelmed, so she was so painful and uncomfortable when Qin Yao begged her to stay. But this doesn't mean that she has to stay because of this, staying where Qin Yao can find her at any time. She could put Qin Yao in a certain place, and then leave him and continue on her own footsteps, until she met Li Shuwen in front of her, she took his hand and continued to move forward.
Su Guo told herself that there would come a day when she would really let go of Qin Yao, long or short, but this day would come eventually.
After work the next day, Su Guo wanted to take Lin Zhi's car, but Lin Zhi disliked her and didn't let her sit, his reason was that his recent horoscope showed that he could never carry another woman in the car except for his wife, otherwise everything would not go well in the future. Su Guo didn't believe his at all, and took his car keys while he was not paying attention to secretly see what was hidden in his car, and as soon as he got close to his car, he smelled a fragrance, and when he opened the trunk, he saw a full trunk of roses. Su Guo snorted coldly, she really forgot her righteousness, but for the sake of this color, she didn't remember that the villain let him go.
Su Guo sat on the bus, thinking back to Lin Zhi's guy who said no to him for a ride and his unusually shy and nervous face, it seems that that guy is ready to propose to Lao Liu today!
Comrade Lao Liu finally didn't let her worry too much, after stepping out of the shadow of Jiang Mo's scumbag, she was able to find a man who really loved her, Su Guo thought that it was because Lao Liu was able to decisively let go of the past, bravely accept the present and always be full of hope for the future. It's like the present self, trying to get out of the past and move towards an unknown but better destination.
Li Shuwen's company is half an hour's bus ride away from Su Guo's unit, and today the leaders went to the branch for a meeting, and she and Li Shuwen both quietly slipped out early.
Standing at the bottom of the towering mansion, the corners of Su Guo's mouth couldn't help but grin.
Although she is not a money worshipper, as long as she is a woman, who doesn't want to have a boyfriend who loves you very much and is super good at making money? The key is to be a good man who is willing to spend money and effort for you. She had rejected Li Shuwen's offer to give her a house before, but that didn't mean she didn't like the house and money. In their business, they are always told by others that they only have money in their eyes, and the whole person is in the eyes of money, standard snobs, but her little woman loves money in a good way, it's not her money that she doesn't get merit, it's her money...... The more the merrier. It's not that she hasn't planned how to take care of those huge assets for Li Shuwen after marrying him......