"I'm sorry I didn't say anything I shouldn't have said again, but you don't mind, because that's who I am. You can just take that sentence as a deaf ear. Seeing Pei Yuehua like this, Zhang Rui said with some disappointment,

Although he had tried his best to pretend to be optimistic, his eyes betrayed him.

He is obviously very disappointed in his heart now, since he wants to pretend, why not pretend to love himself very much, doesn't he want to make himself have no regrets? Why do you have such an embarrassed expression!

"Can I ask you a question?" Pei Yuehua naturally saw the disappointment in his eyes, so she asked.

"Of course, no matter what you want to ask, I will answer you truthfully, and I will not hide anything from you, so you can ask if there is anything!"

He suddenly remembered what he and Nangong Hanmo had said to each other.

What's wrong with them today? Why do you like to say such things to each other so much?

But what else can you say if you don't say that?

"I want to ask why you like me? Although I have already asked this sentence, I still want to know, what do you love about me? Because I'm not as good as you think, I have a lot of shortcomings, but you don't see them. ”

"You ask me why I like you? Actually, I don't know, I just think you deserve to be liked, and there is no special reason. What's more, how can you not be liked if you look so cute? As for the shortcomings, which person has no shortcomings, so I don't care about these, people, some shortcomings are cute, don't you think? Zhang Rui smiled and said.

"How come I don't know if I should be happy or sad to hear you say this? Anyway, thank you for liking me. Pei Yuehua said with a slight smile.

Zhang Rui nodded, stepped forward and grabbed Pei Yuehua's hand, and said: "I know, I am actually not worthy of you, but no matter what, I will try my best to become what you like in your heart, even if I want to change myself, I will not hesitate, even if I die, you don't forget me, of course, what I said is if, an excellent person like me will not die, are you right?"

The more Zhang Rui spoke, the more sad he became, and at the end of the talk, he burst into tears, but when he said the word death, he suddenly changed his words and became happy, because he didn't want Pei Yuehua to know that he actually knew that his life would not last long.

He wanted Pei Yuehua to be happy with him, and he didn't want Pei Yuehua to be sad when he was obviously pretending.

As Zhang Rui himself said, death is not terrible, what is terrible is that death is meaningless, he knows that there are still five days, and after five days, he will return to the west.

But no matter what, at least he lived, and he was happy, and he loved more, so he had no regrets, although it was a pity to die at such a young age, but he thought this was also its best destination, right? The fortune teller said that he was 18 years old and had a catastrophe, and this year he is exactly 18 years old.

said that the calamity is coming, and he can't hide it, and he doesn't want to hide, because sometimes fate is more and more disasters, so he wants to face it, not escape, as for Pei Yuehua, although he regrets that he can't accompany her to the earth for a long time.

But that's okay, no matter how many men will appear around her in the future, in short, there is no way for her to get rid of herself in her heart.

Because Zhang Rui knew that Pei Yuehua would remember him forever and never forget him for the rest of his life.

As long as this is the case, he is satisfied, and he never dares to ask for anything too much, because the more he asks, the more he loses.

"That's right, how can someone as good as you die? Well, today is a day to be happy about, after all, we have found such a beautiful place, let's not talk about these unhappy things. Let's drop everything and have fun, shall we? Pei Yuehua couldn't help but feel sad and said.

I don't know why he always has a feeling that Zhang Rui feels that he is also pretending to be like himself, but no matter what, she just needs Zhang Rui to be happy.

It didn't matter if he already knew about it, because he would have known sooner or later, but both of them were knowingly pretending.

But since you want to be pretended, pretend to be a little bit like it, and don't let each other see the flaws. Even if you want to cry, you must turn your back to each other.

Zhang Rui nodded, took Pei Yuehua's hand and went to the sea of flowers with her, and playing with his sweetheart so happily and desperately was his long-standing wish, and now it has finally come true.

Even if he wants to die now, he has no regrets.

The happiest thing in life is just now. This is the biggest feeling in Zhang Rui's heart.

The two of them were playing happily in the sea of flowers on the other side, talking, chatting about some happy things, completely hiding the sadness in their hearts, enjoying this rare time, before they knew it, it was night, the two relied on each other, back to back to the stars in the sky but were silent.

Because she didn't know how to speak to Zhang Rui, and Zhang Rui was the same, she didn't know what to say to Pei Yuehua at this moment?

But both of them also knew that the two of them couldn't sit like this all the time, and they had to say something to each other? So the two of them said almost at the same time: "You ......"

The two of them looked at each other and said at the same time, "What did you say?"

Hearing this, the two smiled at each other, Zhang Rui pointed at Pei Yuehua, meaning to let Pei Yuehua say first, and Pei Yuehua was not polite.

Lying down in the sea of flowers on the other side, he said faintly: "If one day we have to leave this world, then you must not be sad, because the more sad you are, the more worried the people around you are, someone once said that death is the beginning of another rebirth, this sentence I have always remembered and always liked, so for death, I have never been afraid."

Pei Yuehua pretended to be unintentional and said.

She wanted Zhang Rui to be relieved and let him start his words before he died, so that he would have no regrets, and Zhang Rui naturally understood what Pei Yuehua meant.

So he also lay down and said: "If, I mean, if tomorrow is my date, then I have no regrets about dying by your side, but I hope you can promise me, if one day I have to leave, can you not be next to me, I hope you will always be happy, always happy."

Zhang Rui's words suddenly made Pei Yuehua want to cry, but she had to hold back, because now was not the time to cry, and Zhang Rui said that he didn't want her to cry, so no matter how sad she was, she had to endure it.

"Okay, if you think there will be such a day, I will promise you, if you die I will not go to see you for the last time, so it's okay, right?"