When I woke up the next day, my eyes were very sore, and I think it was probably due to the excess emotions I had been last night. I sat up, got dressed, folded the quilt, washed up, cleaned up, and walked out of the dormitory with Chen Lan.

The weather was very good, and when I walked out of the dormitory, it was only half past six, but a ray of sunlight was already shining on the ground, and the glass windows of the cafeteria were shining.

The life of high school called "three points and one line" (classrooms, cafeterias, dormitories) is always boring, and many years after I left, I only think of those simple moments, such as today's breakfast is my favorite pig-shaped sweet purple potato bun.

Perhaps, there are two paths in front of me, one is to study patiently, and then a year later, take the college entrance examination, go to a good university recognized by teachers and parents, and then graduate, and then work, and embark on this decent but safe route, and Gu Nanxing has become an ordinary high school classmate in my memory, and there is only a glimpse of the class reunion when we meet in the future, no, maybe I shouldn't be so pessimistic, maybe we will be good friends, we can go out to blow the wind and eat together. Ten years later, we are friends and can still say hello.

There is another one, that is, I am desperate to catch him immediately, which may completely destroy our current and future friendships, but it may also tie the fate of the two of us together.

But after all, I was just an ordinary ordinary person, I went back to the classroom, opened the book, tried my best to sort out those emotions, and made up the books that I had not memorized yesterday because of my messy emotions.

The number of classmates in the classroom began to increase, and when I looked up, I saw Gu Nanxing and Liu Ruixi walking out of the storage room together, they were smiling happily, as if they had a good conversation just now, their relationship is very good, since they first met, that's it, I lowered my head and continued to endorse.

"Jun asked that the return date is not due, and the night rain in Bashan rises in the autumn pool. He cut the candles in the west window together, but when it rained at night, he said...... "The relationship of such concern written in the poem is really good, but I don't have it, how can I not have it."

Gu Nanxing sat down beside me with a few books, and suddenly the fresh breath of a young man filled my surroundings, and I felt his gaze fall on me, but he didn't speak, and I didn't look up.

When I read the class in the morning, I wrote silently, but unfortunately, the temporary endorsement in the morning did not change anything, and in the end, I was not silent well, and my mood was even more dull.

When I flipped through the book at random, Gu Nanxing suddenly put a note on my desk, I glanced at him, but he turned his head away, his side face looked expressionless, and he looked very indifferent, as if the piece of paper just now was not given to me by him.

I spread out the paper, but when I saw the familiar handwriting on it, I only felt a cold chill emerge from my body, but thin beads of sweat instantly appeared on my forehead: "You like me?" ”

His handwriting was not as sloppy as it used to be, it was horizontal and vertical, and it looked a little serious.

I don't know who leaked the news, there are so many people who know about it, my heart is beating very fast, but I don't regret not keeping this secret well, because I don't know if this is a chance given to me by God, to give me a turning point, or to make me settle for the status quo, but I am indeed like a duck being chased to the shelf, and I have to make a decision.

"Yes." As I wrote this simple word on the paper, my hands trembled slightly.

That's it, that's it, no matter what the ending is, whether you can still be friends in the future, so be it, let's take this word as a turning point.

After I sent the note, I didn't dare to look at Gu Nanxing's expression, the Chinese teacher was talking about the key points of the text, so I crossed out the book, and the trees were suddenly covered with bright orange highlighter marks.

The piece of paper that seemed to me to carry my destiny at this time quickly returned to my desk: "Why? ”

I hesitated for a moment, and suddenly smiled bitterly, all the pictures in my memory are reappearing, the first time we met, he asked me to borrow a pen, and then then we were in the same class in the first year of high school, and the relationship is getting better and better, and now, the second year of high school, we are still in the same class, but the relationship always seems to be messed up by me.

"There's no why, it's just, a long, long time ago, I liked it." I'm telling the truth, when did you start liking Gu Nanxing? I can't tell myself, whether it was when he accompanied me to review and teach me to do problems in my freshman year, or when he took me out of the darkness when he was escaping in the escape room, or when he blocked other people's hugs but hugged me himself, or when he pulled me to run in the rain...... It turns out that we have really been through so many things together, and it seems that it was really a long, long time ago, I liked him, but unfortunately, it has been a long time, and I don't know when.

Gu Nanxing took the piece of paper, read these words for a long, long time, and after a long time, he raised his pen and wrote a few lines, and then gave me the paper: "But you said that you like dazzling boys, I am very ordinary, I am not as good-looking as Xiao Wen, and I am not as good as Shen Qing can write any sentences to make you happy, I am really ordinary." ”

"But, I think you're dazzling enough." After writing this sentence, my heart fluttered and I beat very hard, but fortunately, the corners of Gu Nanxing's mouth raised a curved arc, he put away the paper, turned his face to me, and said with a slight smile: "Then try it." ”

"Try what?" It was as if a firework had exploded in my head, and I was a little confused, not that I didn't understand what he said, but I wanted to confirm it.

Gu Nanxing smiled even more: "Try it, together, this time, you understand." ”

I had already understood, and nodded, and I was about to say something, but first tears blurred my eyes.

Gu Nanxing was suddenly a little at a loss, and hurriedly said, "What's wrong with you?" ”

"I ...... I seem to be silent today......" I said with a sad face.

He laughed with relief and said, "Surprise me, you little pig." ”

The sun shines through the glass window, shining on my desk, the pen is shining, and the body is warm, I tilt my head slightly, looking at the boy who has been secretly in my heart for so long and now finally stands beside me, this quiet, and reassuring morning, I still remember it clearly after many, many years.